第1章
ThesteamerSilveropoliswassharplyandsteadilycleavingthebroad,placidshallowsoftheSacramentoRiver。Alargewavelikeaneagre,divergingfromitsbow,wasextendingtoeitherbank,swampingthetulesandthreateningtosubmergethelowerlevees。
Thegreatboatitself——avastbutdelicatestructureofairystories,hanginggalleries,fragilecolonnades,gildedcornices,andresplendentfrescoes——wasthrobbingthroughoutitswholeperilouslengthwiththepulseofhighpressureandthestrongmonotonousbeatofapowerfulpiston。Floodsoffoampouringfromthehighpaddle-boxesoneithersideandreunitinginthewakeoftheboatleftbehindatrackofdazzlingwhiteness,overwhichtrailedtwodenseblackbannersflungfromitsloftysmokestacks。
Mr。JackHamlinhadquietlyemergedfromhisstateroomondeckandwaslookingovertheguards。Hishandswererestinglightlyonhishipsoverthedelicatecurvesofhiswhitewaistcoat,andhewaswhistlingsoftly,possiblysomeairtowhichhehadmadecertaincard-playingpassengersdancethenightbefore。Hewasincomfortablecase,andhissoftbrowneyesundertheirlonglasheswereveiledwithgentletoleranceofallthings。Heglancedlazilyalongtheemptyhurricanedeckforward;heglancedlazilydowntothesaloondeckbelowhim。Faroutagainsttheguardsbelowhimleanedayounggirl。Mr。Hamlinknittedhisbrowsslightly。
Herememberedheratonce。ShehadcomeonboardthatmorningwithoneNedStratton,abrothergambler,butneitherafavoritenorintimateofJack"s。Fromcertainindicationsinthepair,Jackhadinferredthatshewassomefoolishorrecklesscreaturewhom"Ed"
had"gotonastring,"andwasspiritingawayfromherfriendsandfamily。WiththeabstractmoralityofthissituationJackwasnotintheleastconcerned。Forhimselfhedidnotindulgeinthatsortofgame;theinexperienceandvacillationsofinnocencewereapttobebothersome,andbesides,acertainmodestdoubtofhisowncompetencytomakeanoriginalselectionhadalwaysmadehimprefertoconfinehisgallantriestothewivesofmenofgreaterjudgmentthanhimselfwhohad。ButitsuddenlyoccurredtohimthathehadseenStrattonquicklyslipofftheboatatthelastlandingstage。Ah!thatwasit;hehadcastawayanddesertedher。
Itwasanoldstory。Jacksmiled。ButhewasnotgreatlyamusedwithStratton。
Shewasverypale,andseemedtobeclingingtothenetworkrailing,asiftosupportherself,althoughshewasgazingfixedlyattheyellowglancingcurrentbelow,whichseemedtobesuckeddownandswallowedinthepaddle-boxastheboatswepton。Itcertainlywasafascinatingsight——thisslopingrapid,hurryingontoburyitselfunderthecrushingwheels。ForabriefmomentJacksawhowtheywouldseizeanythingfloatingonthatghastlyincline,whirlitroundinoneawfulrevolutionofthebeatingpaddles,andthenburyit,brokenandshatteredoutofallrecognition,deepinthemuddyundercurrentofthestreambehindthem。
Shemovedawaypresentlywithanodd,stiffstep,chafingherglovedhandstogetherasiftheyhadbecomestiffenedtooinherrigidgraspoftherailing。Jackleisurelywatchedherasshemovedalongthenarrowstripofdeck。Shewasnotatalltohistaste,——aratherplumpgirlwitharusticmannerandagreatdealofbrownhairunderherstrawhat。Shemighthavelookedbetterhadshenotbeensohaggard。Whenshereachedthedoorofthesaloonshepaused,andthen,turningsuddenly,begantowalkquicklybackagain。Asshenearedthespotwhereshehadbeenstandingherpaceslackened,andwhenshereachedtherailingsheseemedtorelapseagainstitinherformerhelplessfashion。Jackbecamelazilyinterested。Suddenlysheliftedherheadandcastaquickglancearoundandaboveher。InthatmomentaryliftingofherfaceJacksawherexpression。Whateveritwas,hisownchangedinstantly;thenextmomenttherewasacrashonthelowerdeck。ItwasJackwhohadswunghimselfovertherailanddroppedtenfeet,toherside。Butnotbeforeshehadplacedonefootinthemeshesofthenettingandhadgrippedtherailingforaspring。
ThenoiseofJack"sfallmighthaveseemedtoherbewilderedfancyasapartofherfranticact,forshefellforwardvacantlyontherailing。ButbythistimeJackhadgraspedherarmasiftohelphimselftohisfeet。
"Imighthavekilledmyselfbythatfoolin",mightn"tI?"hesaidcheerfully。
Thesoundofavoicesonearherseemedtorecalltoherdazedsensetheuncompletedactionhisfallhadarrested。Shemadeaconvulsiveboundtowardstherailing,butJackheldherfast。
"Don"t,"hesaidinalowvoice,"don"t,itwon"tpay。It"sthesickestgamethateverwasplayedbymanorwoman。Comehere!"
Hedrewhertowardsanemptystateroomwhosedoorwasswingingonitshingesafewfeetfromthem。Shewastremblingviolently;hehalfled,halfpushedherintotheroom,closedthedoorandstoodwithhisbackagainstitasshedroppedintoachair。Shelookedathimvacantly;theagitationshewasundergoinginwardlyhadlefthernosenseofoutwardperception。
"YouknowStrattonwouldbeawfullyriled,"continuedJackeasily。
"He"sjuststeppedouttoseeafriendandgotleftbythefoolboat。He"llbealongbythenextsteamer,andyou"reboundtomeethiminSacramento。”
Herstaringeyesseemedsuddenlytograsphismeaning。Buttohissurprisesheburstoutwithacertainhystericaldesperation,"No!
no!Never!NEVERagain!Letmepass!Imustgo,"andstruggledtoregainthedoor。Jack,albeitsingularlyrelievedtoknowthatshesharedhisprivatesentimentsregardingStratton,neverthelessresistedher。Whereatshesuddenlyturnedwhite,reeledback,andsankinadeadfaintinthechair。
Thegamblerturned,drewthekeyfromtheinsideofthedoor,passedout,lockingitbehindhim,andwalkedleisurelyintothemainsaloon。"Mrs。Johnson,"hesaidgravely,addressingthestewardess,atallmulatto,withhisusualwinsomesupremacyoverdependentsandchildren,"you"llobligemeifyou"llcorralafewsmellingsalts,vinaigrettes,hairpins,andvioletpowder,andunloadthemindeckstateroomNo。257。There"salady"——
"Alady,MarseHamlin?"interruptedthemulatto,withanarchlysignificantflashofherwhiteteeth。
"Alady,"continuedJackwithunabashedgravity,"inasortofconniptionfit。Arelativeofmine;infactaniece,myonlysister"schild。Hadn"tseeneachotherfortenyears,anditwastoomuchforher。”
Thewomanglancedathimwithaminglingofincredulousbelief,butdelightedobedience,hurriedlygatheredafewarticlesfromhercabin,andfollowedhimtoNo。257。Theyounggirlwasstillunconscious。Thestewardessappliedafewrestorativeswiththeskilloflongexperience,andtheyounggirlopenedhereyes。TheyturnedvacantlyfromthestewardesstoJackwithalookofhalfrecognitionandhalffrightenedinquiry。"Yes,"saidJack,addressingtheeyes,althoughostentatiouslyspeakingtoMrs。
Johnson,"she"donlyjustcomebysteamerto"Friscoandwasn"texpectingtoseeme,andwedroppedrightintoeachotherhereontheboat。AndIhaven"tseenhersinceshewassohigh。SisterMaryoughttohavewarnedmebyletter;butshewasalwaysaslouchatletterwriting。There,that"lldo,Mrs。Johnson。She"scominground;IreckonIcanmanagetherest。ButyougonowandtellthepurserIwantoneofthoseinsidestateroomsformyniece,——MY
NIECE,youhear,——sothatyoucanbenearherandlookafterher。”
Asthestewardessturnedobedientlyawaytheyounggirlattemptedtorise,butJackcheckedher。"No,"hesaid,almostbrusquely;
"youandIhavesometalkingtodobeforeshegetsback,andwe"venotimeforfoolin"。YouheardwhatItoldherjustnow!Well,it"sgottobeasIsaid,yousabe。Aslongasyou"reonthisboatyou"remyniece,andmysisterMary"schild。AsIhaven"tgotanysisterMary,youdon"trunanyriskoffallingfoulofher,andyouain"ttakinganyone"splace。Thatsettlesthat。Now,doyouordoyounotwanttoseethatmanagain?Sayyes,andifhe"sanywhereabovegroundI"llyankhimovertoyouassoonaswetouchshore。”Hehadnoideaofinterferingwithhiscolleague"samours,buthehaddeterminedtomakeStrattonpayforthebothertheirslovenlysequencehadcausedhim。Yethewasrelievedandastonishedbyherfranticgestureofindignationandabhorrence。
"No?"herepeatedgrimly。"Well,thatsettlesthat。Now,lookhere;quick,beforeshecomes——doyouwanttogobackhometoyourfriends?"
Buthereoccurredwhathehaddreadedmostandprobablythoughthehadescaped。Shehadstaredathim,atthestewardess,atthewalls,withabstracted,vacant,andbewildered,butalwaysundimmedandunmoistenedeyes。Asuddenconvulsionshookherwholeframe,herblankexpressionbrokelikeashatteredmirror,shethrewherhandsoverhereyesandfellforwardwithherfacetothebackofherchairinanoutburstoftears。
AlasforJack!withthebreakingupofthosesealedfountainscameherspeechalso,atfirstdisconnectedandincoherent,andthendespairingandpassionate。No!shehadnolongerfriendsorhome!
Shehadlostanddisgracedthem!ShehaddisgracedHERSELF!Therewasnohomeforherbutthegrave。WhyhadJacksnatchedherfromit?Then,bitbybit,sheyieldedupherstory,——astorydecidedlycommonplacetoJack,uninteresting,andevenirritatingtohisfastidiousness。Shewasaschoolgirl(notevenaconventgirl,buttheinmateofaPresbyterianfemaleacademyatNapa。Jackshudderedasherememberedtohaveonceseencertainofthepupilswalkingwithateacher),andshelivedwithhermarriedsister。
ShehadseenStrattonwhilegoingtoandfroontheSanFranciscoboat;shehadexchangednoteswithhim,hadmethimsecretly,andfinallyconsentedtoelopewithhimtoSacramento,onlytodiscoverwhentheboathadleftthewharftherealnatureofhisintentions。
Jacklistenedwithinfinitewearinessandinwardchafing。Hehadreadallthisbeforeincheapnovelettes,inthepolicereports,intheSundaypapers;hehadheardastreetpreacherdeclaimagainstit,andwarnyoungwomenoftheserpent-likewilesoftemptersoftheStrattonvariety。ButevennowJackfailedtorecognizeStrattonasaserpent,orindeedanythingbutablunderingcheatandclown,whohadlefthisdirty"prenticeworkonhis(Jack"s)
hands。Butthegirlwashelplessand,itseemed,homeless,allthroughacertaindesperationoffeelingwhich,inspiteofhertears,hecouldnotbutrespect。Thatmomentaryshadowofdeathhadexaltedher。Hestrokedhismustache,pulleddownhiswhitewaistcoatandhercry,withoutsayinganything。Hedidnotknowthatthismostobjectionablephaseofhermiserywashersalvationandhisown。
Butthestewardesswouldreturninamoment。"You"dbettertellmewhattocallyou,"hesaidquietly。"Ioughttoknowmyniece"sfirstname。”
Thegirlcaughtherbreath,and,betweentwosobs,said,"Sophonisba。”
Jackwinced。Itseemedonlytoneedthislastsentimentaltouchtocompletetheidioticsituation。"I"llcallyouSophy,"hesaidhurriedlyandwithaneffort。
"Andnowlookhere!YouaregoinginthatcabinwithMrs。Johnsonwhereshecanlookafteryou,butIcan"t。SoI"llhavetotakeyourword,forI"mnotgoingtogiveyouawaybeforeMrs。Johnson,thatyouwon"ttrythatfoolishness——youknowwhatImean——beforeI
seeyouagain。CanItrustyou?"
Withherheadstillbowedoverthechairback,shemurmuredslowlysomewherefromunderherdisheveledhair:——
"Yes。”
"HonestInjin?"adjuredJackgravely。
"Yes。”
Theshufflingstepofthestewardesswasheardslowlyapproaching。
"Yes,"continuedJackabruptly,lightlyliftinghisvoiceasMrs。
Johnsonopenedthedoor,——"yes,ifyou"donlyhadsomeofthosespearmintdropsofyourauntRachel"sthatshealwaysgaveyouwhenthesefitscameonyou"dhavebeenallrightinsideoffiveminutes。Auntywasnoslouchofadoctor,wasshe?Dearme,itonlyseemsyesterdaysinceIsawher。Youwerejustplayingroundherkneelikeakittenonthebackporch。Howtimedoesfly!Buthere"sMrs。Johnsoncomingtotakeyouin。Nowrouseup,Sophy,andjusthookyourselfontoMrs。Johnsononthatside,andwe"lltoddlealong。”
Theyounggirlputbackherheavyhair,andwithherfacestillavertedsubmittedtobehelpedtoherfeetbythekindlystewardess。
Perhapssomethinghomelysympatheticandnurse-likeinthetouchofthemulattogaveherassuranceandconfidence,forherheadlapsedquitenaturallyagainstthewoman"sshoulder,andherfacewaspartlyhiddenasshemovedslowlyalongthedeck。Jackaccompaniedthemtothesaloonandtheinnerstateroomdoor。Afewpassengersgatheredcuriouslynear,asmuchattractedbytheunusualpresenceofJackHamlininsuchaprocessionasbythegirlherself。"You"lllookafterherspecially,Mrs。Johnson,"saidJack,inunusuallydeliberateterms。"She"sbeenagooddealpettedathome,andmysisterperhapshasratherspoilther。She"sprettymuchofachildstill,andyou"llhavetohumorher。Sophy,"hecontinued,withostentatiousplayfulness,directinghisvoiceintothedimrecessesofthestateroom,"you"lljustthinkMrs。Johnson"syouroldnurse,won"tyou?Thinkit"soldKaty,hey?"
Tohisgreatconsternationthegirlapproachedtremblinglyfromtheinnershadow。Thefaintestandsaddestofsmilesforamomentplayedaroundthecornersofherdrawnmouthandtear-dimmedeyesassheheldoutherhandandsaid:——
"Godblessyouforbeingsokind。”
Jackshudderedandglancedquicklyround。Butluckilynooneheardthiscrushingsentimentalism,andthenextmomentthedoorcloseduponherandMrs。Johnson。
Itwaspastmidnight,andthemoonwasridinghighoverthenarrowingyellowriver,whenJackagainsteppedoutondeck。Hehadjustleftthecaptain"scabin,andasmallsocialgamewiththeofficers,whichhadservedtosomeextenttovaguelyrelievehisirritationandtheirpockets。Hehadpresumablyquiteforgottentheincidentoftheafternoon,ashelookedabouthim,andcomplacentlytookinthequietbeautyofthenight。
Thelowbanksoneithersideofferednobreaktotheuninterruptedlevelofthelandscape,throughwhichtheriverseemedtowindonlyasaracetrackfortherushingboat。Everyfibreofhervastbutfragilebulkquiveredunderthegoadofherpowerfulengines。
Therewasnoothermovementbuthers,noothersoundbutthismonstrousbeatandpanting;thewholetranquillandscapeseemedtobreatheandpulsatewithher;dwellersinthetules,milesaway,heardandfeltherasshepassed,anditseemedtoJack,leaningovertherailing,asifthewholeriversweptlikeasluicethroughherpaddle-boxes。
Jackhadquiteunconsciouslyloungedbeforethatpartoftherailingwheretheyounggirlhadleanedafewhoursago。Ashelookeddownuponthestreamingyellowmill-racebelowhim,henoticed——whatneitherhenorthegirlhadprobablynoticedbefore——
thataspaceofthetopbaroftherailingwashinged,andcouldbeliftedbywithdrawingasmallbolt,thusgivingeasyaccesstotheguards。Hewasstilllookingatit,whistlingsoftly,whenfootstepsapproached。
"Jack,"saidalazyvoice,"how"ssisterMary?"
"It"salongtimesinceyou"veseenheronlychild,Jack,ain"tit?"saidasecondvoice;"andyetitsorto"seemstomesomehowthatI"veseenherbefore。”
Jackrecognizedthevoiceoftwoofhislatecompanionsatthecard-table。Hiswhistlingceased;soalsodroppedeverytraceofcolorandexpressionfromhishandsomeface。Buthedidnotturn,andremainedquietlygazingatthewater。
"AuntRachel,too,mustbegettingoninyears,Jack,"continuedthefirstspeaker,haltingbehindJack。
"AndMrs。JohnsondoesnotlooksomuchlikeSophy"soldnurseassheusedto,"remarkedthesecond,followinghisexample。StillJackremainedunmoved。
"Youdon"tseemtobeinterested,Jack,"continuedthefirstspeaker。"Whatareyoulookingat?"
Withoutturninghisheadthegamblerreplied,"Lookingattheboat;
she"sboomingalong,justchawingupandspittingouttheriver,ain"tshe?Lookatthatsweepofwatergoingunderherpaddle-
wheels,"hecontinued,unboltingtherailandliftingittoallowthetwomentopeercuriouslyovertheguardsashepointedtothemurderousinclinebeneaththem;"amanwouldn"tstandmuchshowwhogotdroppedintoit。Howthesepaddleswouldjustsnatchhimbald-
headed,pickhimupandsloshhimroundandround,andthenslinghimoutdownthereinsuchashapethathisownfatherwouldn"tknowhim。”
"Yes,"saidthefirstspeaker,withanostentatiouslittlelaugh,"butallthatain"ttellingushowsisterMaryis。”
"No,"saidthegamblerslippingintotheopeningwithawhiteandrigidfaceinwhichnothingseemedlivingbuttheeyes,"no,butit"stellingyouhowtwod——dfoolswhodidn"tknowwhentoshuttheirmouthsmightgetthemshutonceandforever。It"stellingyouwhatmighthappentotwomenwhotriedto"play"amanwhodidn"tcaretobe"played,"——amanwhodidn"tcaremuchwhathedid,whenhedidit,orhowhedidit,butwoulddowhathe"dsetouttodo——evenifindoingithewenttohellwiththemenhesentthere。”
Hehadsteppedoutontheguards,besidethetwomen,closingtherailbehindhim。Hehadplacedhishandsontheirshoulders;theyhadbothgrippedhisarms;yet,viewedfromthedeckabove,theyseemedatthatmomentanamicable,evenfraternalgroup,albeitthefacesofthethreeweredeadwhiteinthemoonlight。
"Idon"tthinkI"msoverymuchinterestedinsisterMary,"saidthefirstspeakerquietly,afterapause。
"AndIdon"tseemtothinksomuchofauntRachelasIdid,"saidhiscompanion。
"Ithoughtyouwouldn"t,"saidJack,coollyreopeningtherailandsteppingbackagain。"Italldependsuponthewayyoulookatthosethings。Good-night。”
"Good-night。”
Thethreemenpaused,shookeachother"shandssilently,andseparated,Jacksaunteringslowlybacktohisstateroom。
II。
TheeducationalestablishmentofMrs。MixandMadameBance,situatedinthebestquarterofSacramentoandpatronizedbythehigheststateofficialsandmembersoftheclergy,wasaprettyifnotanimposingedifice。Althoughsurroundedbyahighwhitepicketfenceandenteredthroughaheavilyboardedgate,itsbalconiesfestoonedwithjasmineandroses,anditsspotlesslydrapedwindowsasoftengracedwithfresh,flower-likefaces,werestillplainlyandprovokinglyvisibleabovetheostentatiousspikesofthepickets。Nevertheless,Mr。JackHamlin,whohadsixmonthsbeforeplacedhisniece,MissSophonisbaBrown,underitsprotectingcare,feltadegreeofuneasiness,evenborderingontimidity,whichwasnewtothatusuallyself-confidentman。
Rememberinghowhisfirstappearancehadflutteredthisdovecoteandawakenedaseveresuspicioninthemindsofthetwoprincipals,hehaddiscardedhisusualfashionableattireandelegantlyfittinggarmentsforarough,homespunsuit,supposedtorepresentahomelyagriculturist,butwhichhadtheeffectoftransforminghimintoanadorableStrephon,infinitelymoredangerousinhisrusticshepherd-likesimplicity。Hehadalsoshavedoffhissilkenmustacheforthesameprudentialreasons,buthadonlysucceededinuncoveringthedelicatelinesofhishandsomemouth,andsoabsurdlyreducinghisapparentyearsthathisavuncularpretensionsseemedmorepreposterousthanever;andwhenhehadrungthebellandwasadmittedbyasevereIrishwaiting-maid,hismomentaryhesitationandhalfhumorousdiffidencehadsuchanunexpectedeffectuponher,thatitseemeddoubtfulifhewouldbeallowedtopassbeyondthevestibule。"Shure,miss,"shesaidinawhispertoanunderteacher,"there"swanatthedhurewhocallshimself,"Mister"Hamlin,butavitisnotayoungladymaskeradin"inherbrother"sclothesOimverymuchmistaken;andavit"saboy,oneofthepupil"sbrothers,shureyemightputadhressonhimwhenyoutaketheothersoutforawalk,andhe"dpassforthebeautyofthewholeschool。”
Meantime,theunconscioussubjectofthiscriticismwaspacingsomewhatuneasilyupanddowntheformalreceptionroomintowhichhehadbeenfinallyushered。Itsfartherendwasfilledbyanenormousparlororgan,anumberofmusicbooks,andacheerfullyvariegatedglobe。AlargepresentationBible,anequallymassiveillustratedvolumeontheHolyLand,afewlandscapesincold,bluishmilkandwatercolors,andrigidheadsincrayons——theworkofpupils——werepresumablyornamental。Animposingmahoganysofaandwhatseemedtobeadisproportionateexcessofchairssomewhatcoldlyfurnishedtheroom。Jackhadreluctantlymadeuphismindthat,ifSophywasaccompaniedbyanyone,hewouldbeobligedtokisshertokeepuphisassumedrelationship。AssheenteredtheroomwithMissMix,Jackadvancedandsoberlysalutedheronthecheek。Butsopositiveandapparentwasthegallantryofhispresence,andperhapssosuggestiveofsomepastoralflirtation,thatMissMix,toJack"ssurprise,wincedperceptiblyandbecamestony。Buthewasstillmoresurprisedthattheyoungladyherselfshrankhalfuneasilyfromhislips,andutteredaslightexclamation。ItwasanewexperiencetoMr。Hamlin。
ButthissomewhatmollifiedMissMix,andsheslightlyrelaxedherausterity。ShewasgladtobeabletogivethebestaccountsofMissBrown,notonlyasregardedherstudies,butastoherconductanddeportment。Really,withthepresentfreedomofmannersandlaxityofhomedisciplineinCalifornia,itwasgratifyingtomeetayoungladywhoseemedtovaluetheimportanceofaproperdecorumandbehavior,especiallytowardstheoppositesex。Mr。Hamlin,althoughherguardian,wasperhapstooyoungtounderstandandappreciatethis。Tothisinexperienceshemustalsoattributetheindiscretionofhiscallingduringschoolhoursandwithoutpreliminarywarning。Shetrusted,however,thatthisinformalitycouldbeoverlookedafterconsultationwithMadameBance,butinthemeantime,perhapsforhalfanhour,shemustwithdrawMissBrownandreturnwithhertotheclass。Mr。Hamlincouldwaitinthispublicroom,reservedespeciallyforvisitors,untiltheyreturned。Or,ifhecaredtoaccompanyoneoftheteachersinaformalinspectionoftheschool,sheadded,doubtfully,withaglanceatJack"sdistractingattractions,shewouldsubmitthisalsotoMadameBance。
"Thankyou,thankyou,"returnedJackhurriedly,asadepressingvisionofthefiftyorsixtyscholarsrosebeforehiseyes,"butI"drathernot。Imean,youknow,I"djustasliefstayhereALONE。Iwouldn"thavecalledanyway,don"tyousee,onlyIhadadayoff,——and——and——Iwantedtotalkwithmynieceonfamilymatters。”Hedidnotsaythathehadreceivedasomewhatdistressfulletterfromheraskinghimtocome;anewinstinctmadehimcautious。
ConsiderablyrelievedbyJack"sunexpectedabstention,whichseemedtospareherpupilsthedistractionofhisgraces,MissMixsmiledmoreamicablyandretiredwithhercharge。InthesingleglancehehadexchangedwithSophyhesawthat,althoughresignedandapparentlyself-controlled,shestillappearedthoughtfulandmelancholy。Shehadimprovedinappearanceandseemedmorerefinedandlessrusticinherschooldress,buthewasconsciousofthesamedistinctseparationofherpersonality(whichwasuninterestingtohim)fromthesentimentthathadimpelledhimtovisither。ShewaspossiblystillhankeringafterthatfellowStratton,inspiteofherprotestationstothecontrary;perhapsshewantedtogobacktohersister,althoughshehaddeclaredshewoulddiefirst,andhadalwaysrefusedtodiscloseherrealnameorgiveanycluebywhichhecouldhavetracedherrelations。Shewouldcry,ofcourse;healmosthopedthatshewouldnotreturnalone;hehalfregrettedhehadcome。Shestillheldhimonlybyasinglequalityofhernature,——thedesperationshehadshownontheboat;thatwassomethingheunderstoodandrespected。
Hewalkeddiscontentedlytothewindowandlookedout;hewalkeddiscontentedlytotheendoftheroomandstoppedbeforetheorgan。
Itwasafineinstrument;hecouldseethatwithanadmiringandexperiencedeye。Hewasaloneintheroom;infact,quitealoneinthatpartofthehousewhichwasseparatedfromtheclass-rooms。
Hewoulddisturbnoonebytryingit。Andifhedid,whatthen?
Hesmiledalittlerecklessly,slowlypulledoffhisgloves,andsatdownbeforeit。
Heplayedcautiouslyatfirst,withthesoftpedaldown。Theinstrumenthadneverknownastrongmasculinehandbefore,havingbeenfumbledandfriveledoverbysoftlyincompetent,femininefingers。Butpresentlyitbegantothrillunderthepassionatehandofitslover,andcarriedawaybyhisoneinnocentweakness,Jackwaslauncheduponaseaofmusicalreminiscences。Scrapsofchurchmusic,Puritanpsalmsofhisboyhood;dyingstrainsfromsad,forgottenoperas,fragmentsoforatoriosandsymphonies,butchieflyphasesfromoldmassesheardatthemissionsofSanPedroandSantaIsabel,swelledupfromhislovingandmasterfulfingers。
HehadfinishedanAgnusDei;theformalroomwaspulsatingwithdivineaspiration;therascal"shandswererestinglistlesslyonthekeys,hisbrownlasheslifted,inaneffortofmemory,tenderlytowardstheceiling。
Suddenly,asubduedmurmurofapplauseandaslightrustlebehindhimrecalledhimtohimselfagain。Hewheeledhischairquicklyround。Thetwoprincipalsoftheschoolandhalfadozenteacherswerestandinggravelybehindhim,andattheopendooradozencurledandfrizzledyouthfulheadspeeredineagerly,buthalfrestrainedbytheirteachers。TherelaxedfeaturesandapologeticattitudeofMadameBanceandMissMixshowedthatMr。Hamlinhadunconsciouslyachievedatriumph。
Hemightnothavebeenaspleasedtoknowthathisextraordinaryperformancehadsolvedadifficulty,effacedhisothergraces,andenabledthemtoplacehimonthemoralpedestalofameremusician,towhomtheseeccentricitieswereallowableandprivileged。Hesharedtheadmirationextendedbytheyoungladiestotheirmusicteacher,whichwasalwaysunderstoodtobeasexlessenthusiasmandacontagiousjuveniledisorder。Itwasalsoafineadvertisementfortheorgan。MadameBancesmiledblandly,improvedtheoccasionbythankingMr。Hamlinforhavinggiventhescholarsagratuitouslessononthecapabilitiesoftheinstrument,andwasgladtobeabletogiveMissBrownahalf-holidaytospendwithheraccomplishedrelative。MissBrownwasevennowupstairs,puttingonherhatandmantle。Jackwasrelieved。Sophywouldnotattempttocryonthestreet。
Nevertheless,whentheyreacheditandthegateclosedbehindthem,heagainbecameuneasy。Thegirl"scloudedfaceandmelancholymannerwerenotpromising。Italsooccurredtohimthathemightmeetsomeonewhoknewhimandthuscompromiseher。Thiswastobeavoidedatallhazards。Hebeganwithforcedgayety:——
"Well,now,whereshallwego?"
Sheslightlyraisedhertear-dimmedeyes。"Whereyouplease——
Idon"tcare。”
"Thereisn"tanyshowgoingonhere,isthere?"Hehadavagueideaofacircusormenagerie——himselfbehindherintheshadowofthebox。
"Idon"tknowofany。”
"Oranyrestaurant——orcakeshop?"
"There"saplacewherethegirlsgotogetcandyonMainStreet。
Someofthemaretherenow。”
Jackshuddered;thiswasnottobethoughtof。"Butwheredoyouwalk?"
"UpanddownMainStreet。”
"Whereeverybodycanseeyou?"saidJack,scandalized。
Thegirlnodded。
Theywalkedoninsilenceforafewmoments。ThenabrightideastruckMr。Hamlin。Hesuddenlyrememberedthatinoneofhismanyfitsofimpulsivegenerosityandlargessehehadgiventoanoldnegroretainer——whosewifehadnursedhimthroughadangerousillness——ahouseandlotontheriverbank。Hehadbeentoldthattheyhadopenedasmalllaundryorwash-house。Itoccurredtohimthatastrollthereandacallupon"UncleHannibalandAuntChloe"
combinedtheproprietyandrespectabilityduetotheyoungpersonhewaswith,andtherequisitesecrecyandabsenceofpublicityduetohimself。Heatoncesuggestedit。
"Youseeshewasamightygoodwomanandyououghttoknowher,forshewasmyoldnurse"——
Thegirlglancedathimwithasuddenimpatience。
"HonestInjin,"saidJacksolemnly;"shedidnursemethroughmylastcough。Iain"tplayingoldfamilygagsonyounow。”
"Oh,dear,"burstoutthegirlimpulsively,"Idowishyouwouldn"teverplaythemagain。Iwishyouwouldn"tpretendtobemyuncle;
Iwishyouwouldn"tmakemepassforyourniece。Itisn"tright。
It"sallwrong。Oh,don"tyouknowit"sallwrong,andcan"tcomerightanyway?It"sjustkillingme。Ican"tstandit。I"dratheryou"dsaywhatIamandhowIcametoyouandhowyoupitiedme。”
Theyhadluckilyenteredanarrowsidestreet,andthesobswhichshooktheyounggirl"sframewereunnoticed。ForafewmomentsJackfeltahorribleconvictionstealingoverhim,thatinhispresentattitudetowardsherhewasnotunlikethathoundStratton,andthat,howeverinnocenthisownintent,therewasasickeningresemblancetothesituationontheboatinthebaseadvantagehehadtakenofherfriendlessness。HehadnevertoldherthathewasagamblerlikeStratton,andthathispeculiarlyinfelixreputationamongwomenmadeitimpossibleforhimtoassisther,exceptbyastealthorthedeceptionhehadpracticed,withoutcompromisingher。Hewhohadforyearsfacedthesneersandhalf-frightenedoppositionoftheworlddarednottellthetruthtothisgirl,fromwhomheexpectednothingandwhodidnotinteresthim。Hefelthewasalmostslinkingatherside。Atlasthesaiddesperately:——
"ButIsnatchedthembald-headedattheorgan,Sophy,didn"tI?"
"Ohyes,"saidthegirl,"youplayedbeautifullyandgrandly。Itwassogoodofyou,too。ForIthink,somehow,MadameBancehadbeenalittlesuspiciousofyou,butthatsettledit。Everybodythoughtitwasfine,andsomethoughtitwasyourprofession。
Perhaps,"sheaddedtimidly,"itis?"
"Iplayagooddeal,Ireckon,"saidJack,withagrimhumorwhichdidnot,however,amusehim。
"IwishIcould,andmakemoneybyit,"saidthegirleagerly。
Jackwinced,butshedidnotnoticeitasshewentonhurriedly:
"That"swhatIwantedtotalktoyouabout。Iwanttoleavetheschoolandmakemyownliving。Anywherewherepeoplewon"tknowmeandwhereIcanbealoneandwork。Ishalldiehereamongthesegirls——withalltheirtalkoftheirfriendsandtheir——sisters,——
andtheirquestionsaboutyou。”
"Tell"emtodryup,"saidJackindignantly。"Take"emtothecakeshopandload"emupwithcandyandicecream。That"llstoptheirmouths。You"vegotmoney,yougotmylastremittance,didn"tyou?"
herepeatedquickly。"Ifyoudidn"t,here"s"——hishandwasalreadyinhispocketwhenshestoppedhimwithadespairinggesture。
"Yes,yes,Igotitall。Ihaven"ttouchedit。Idon"twantit。
ForIcan"tliveonyou。Don"tyouunderstand,——Iwanttowork。
Listen,——Icandrawandpaint。MadameBancesaysIdoitwell;mydrawing-mastersaysImightintimetakeportraitsandgetpaidforit。AndevennowIcanretouchphotographsandmakecoloredminiaturesfromthem。And,"shestoppedandglancedatJackhalf-
timidly,"I"ve——donesomealready。”
Aglowofsurprisedreliefsuffusedthegambler。Notsomuchatthisastonishingrevelationasatthechangeitseemedtoeffectinher。Herpaleblueeyes,madepalerbytears,clearedandbrightenedundertheirswollenlidslikewipedsteel;thelinesofherdepressedmouthstraightenedandbecamefirm。Hervoicehadlostitshopelessmonotone。
"There"sashopinthenextstreet,——aphotographer"s,——wheretheyhaveoneofmineintheirwindows,"shewenton,reassuredbyJack"sunaffectedinterest。"It"sonlyroundthecorner,ifyoucaretosee。”
Jackassented;afewpacesfartherbroughtthemtothecornerofanarrowstreet,wheretheypresentlyturnedintoabroaderthoroughfareandstoppedbeforethewindowofaphotographer。
Sophypointedtoanovalframe,containingaportraitpaintedonporcelain。Mr。Hamlinwasstartled。Inexperiencedashewas,acertainartisticinclinationtoldhimitwasgood,althoughitistobefearedhewouldhavebeenastonishedevenifithadbeenworse。Themerefactthatthisheadstrongcountrygirl,whohadrunawaywithacurlikeStratton,shouldbeabletodoanythingelsetookhimbysurprise。
"Igottendollarsforthat,"shesaidhesitatingly,"andIcouldhavegotmoreforalargerone,butIhadtodothatinmyroom,duringrecreationhours。IfIhadmoretimeandaplacewhereI
couldwork"——shestoppedtimidlyandlookedtentativelyatJack。
ButhewasalreadyindulginginacharacteristicallyrecklessideaofcomingbackafterhehadleftSophy,buyingtheminiatureatanextravagantprice,andorderinghalfadozenmoreatextraordinaryfigures。Here,however,twopassers-by,stoppingostensiblytolookinthewindow,butreallyattractedbythepicturesquespectacleofthehandsomeyoungrusticandhisschoolgirlcompanion,gaveJacksuchafrightthathehurriedSophyawayagainintothesidestreet。"There"snothingmeanaboutthatpicturebusiness,"hesaidcheerfully;"itlookslikeasquarekindofgame,"andrelapsedintothoughtfulsilence。
Atwhich,Sophy,theiceofrestraintbroken,againburstintopassionateappeal。Ifshecouldonlygoawaysomewhere——whereshesawnoonebutthepeoplewhowouldbuyherwork,whoknewnothingofherpastnorcaredtoknowwhowereherrelations!Shewouldworkhard;sheknewshecouldsupportherselfintime。Shewouldkeepthenamehehadgivenher,——itwasnotdistinctiveenoughtochallengeanyinquiry,——butnothingmore。Sheneednotassumetobehisniece;hewouldalwaysbeherkindfriend,towhomsheowedeverything,evenhermiserablelife。Shetrustedstilltohishonornevertoseektoknowherrealname,norevertospeaktoherofthatmanifheevermethim。Itwoulddonogoodtoherortothem;itmightdriveher,forshewasnotyetquitesureofherself,todothatwhichshehadpromisedhimnevertodoagain。
Therewasnothreat,impatience,oractinginhervoice,butherecognizedthesamedulldesperationhehadonceheardinit,andhereyes,whichamomentbeforewerequickandmobile,hadbecomefixedandset。Hehadnoideaoftryingtopenetratethefoolishsecretofhernameandrelations;hehadneverhadtheslightestcuriosity,butitstruckhimnowthatStrattonmightatanytimeforceituponhim。Theonlywaythathecouldpreventitwastoletitbeknownthat,forunexpressedreasons,hewouldshootStratton"onsight。”Thiswouldnaturallyrestrictanyverbalcommunicationbetweenthem。Jack"sideasofmoralitywerevague,buthisconvictionsonpointsofhonorweresingularlydirectandpositive。
III。
MeantimeHamlinandSophywerepassingtheoutskirtsofthetown;
theopenlotsandclearedspacesweregivingwaytograssystretches,willowcopses,andgroupsofcottonwoodandsycamore;