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An Old-fashioned Girl
投诉 阅读记录

第3章

"Iain"tacoward。"

"Yes,youare。You"reafraidofwhatfolkswillsay;ain"tyou,now?"

Pollyknewshewas,andheldherpeace,thoughshelongedtospeak;

buthowcouldshe?

"Ah,Iknewyou"dbackout。"AndTomwalkedawaywithanairofscornthatcutPollytotheheart。

"It"stoobad!Justashewasgrowingkindtome,andIwasgoingtohaveagoodtime,it"sallspoiltbyFan"snonsense。Mrs。Shawdon"tlikeit,norgrandmaeither,Idaresay。There"llbeafussifIgo,andFanwillplagueme;soI"llgiveitup,andletTomthinkI"mafraid。Oh,dear!Ineverdidseesuchridiculouspeople。"

Pollyshutherdoorhard,andfeltreadytocrywithvexation,thatherpleasureshouldbespoiltbysuchasillyidea;for,ofallthesillyfreaksofthisfastage,thatoflittlepeopleplayingatloveisaboutthesilliest。Pollyhadbeentaughtthatitwasaveryseriousandsacredthing;and,accordingtohernotions,itwasfarmoreimpropertoflirtwithoneboythantocoastwithadozen。Shehadbeenmuchamazed,onlythedaybefore,tohearMaudsaytohermother,"Mamma,mustIhaveabeau?

Thegirlsalldo,andsayIoughttohaveFweddyLovell;butIdon"tlikehimaswellasHawryFiske。"

"Oh,yes;I"dhavealittlesweetheart,dear,it"ssocunning,"answeredMrs。Shaw。AndMaudannouncedsoonafterthatshewasengagedto"Fweddy,"causeHawryslappedher"whensheproposedthematch。

Pollylaughedwiththerestatthetime;butwhenshethoughtofitafterward,andwonderedwhatherownmotherwouldhavesaid,iflittleKittyhadputsuchaquestion,shedidn"tfinditcunningorfunny,butridiculousandunnatural。Shefeltsonowaboutherself;andwhenherfirstpetulancewasover,resolvedtogiveupcoastingandeverythingelse,ratherthanhaveanynonsensewithTom,who,thankstohisneglectededucation,wasasignorantasherselfofthecharmsofthisnewamusementforschool-children。

SoPollytriedtoconsoleherselfbyjumpingropeintheback-yard,andplayingtagwithMaudinthedrying-room,whereshelikewisegavelessonsin"nas-gim-nics,"asMaudcalledit,whichdidthatlittlepersongood。

Fannycameupsometimestoteachthemanewdancingstep,andmorethanoncewasbetrayedintoagameofromps,forwhichshewasnonetheworse。

ButTomturnedacoldshouldertoPolly,andmadeitevident,byhiscavaliermannerthathereallydidn"tthinkher"worthasixpence。"

AnotherthingthattroubledPollywasherclothes,for,thoughnoonesaidanything,sheknewtheywereveryplain;andnowandthenshewishedthatherblueandmousecoloredmerinoswererathermoretrimmed,hersasheshadbiggerbows,andherlittlerufflesmorelaceonthem。Shesighedforalocket,and,forthefirsttimeinherlife,thoughtseriouslyofturningupherprettycurlsandputtingona"wad。"Shekeptthesediscontentstoherself,however,aftershehadwrittentoaskhermotherifshemighthaveherbestdressalteredlikeFanny"s,andreceivedthisreply:

"No,dear;thedressisproperandbecomingasitis,andtheoldfashionofsimplicitythebestforallofus。Idon"twantmyPollytobelovedforherclothes,butforherself;soweartheplainfrocksmothertooksuchpleasureinmakingforyou,andletthepanniersgo。Theleastofushavesomeinfluenceinthisbigworld;andperhapsmylittlegirlcandosomegoodbyshowingothersthatacontentedheartandahappyfacearebetterornamentsthananyPariscangiveher。Youwantalocket,deary;

soIsendonethatmymothergavemeyearsago。Youwillfindfather"sfaceononeside,mineontheother;andwhenthingstroubleyou,justlookatyourtalisman,andIthinkthesunshinewillcomebackagain。"

Ofcourseitdid,forthebestofallmagicwasshutupinthequaintlittlecasethatPollyworeinsideherfrock,andkissedsotenderlyeachnightandmorning。Thethoughtthat,insignificantasshewas,sheyetmightdosomegood,madeherverycarefulofheractsandwords,andsoanxioustokeepheadcontentedandfacehappy,thatsheforgotherclothes,andmadeothersdothesame。Shedidnotknowit,butthatgoodoldfashionofsimplicitymadetheplaingownspretty,andthegraceofunconsciousnessbeautifiedtheirlittlewearerwiththecharmthatmakesgirlhoodsweetesttothosewhotrulyloveandreverenceit。OnetemptationPollyhadalreadyyieldedtobeforethelettercame,andrepentedheartilyofafterward。

"Polly,Iwishyou"dletmecallyouMarie,"saidFannyoneday,astheywereshoppingtogether。

"YoumaycallmeMary,ifyoulike;butIwon"thaveanyieputontomyname。I"mPollyathomeandI"mfondofbeingcalledso;butMarieisFrenchifiedandsilly。"

"Ispellmyownnamewithanie,andsodoallthegirls。"

"AndwhatajumbleofNetties,Nellies,Hatties,andSalliesthereis。

How"Pollie"wouldlookspeltso!"

"Well,nevermind;thatwasn"twhatIbegantosay。There"sonethingyoumusthave,andthatis,bronzeboots,"saidFan,impressively。

"WhymustI,whenI"vegotenoughwithout?"

"Becauseit"sthefashiontohavethem,andyoucan"tbefinishedoffproperlywithout。I"mgoingtogetapair,andsomustyou。"

"Don"ttheycostagreatdeal?"

"Eightorninedollars,Ibelieve。Ihaveminecharged;butitdon"tmatterifyouhaven"tgotthemoney。Icanlendyousome。"

"I"vegottendollarstodowhatIlikewith;butit"smeanttogetsomepresentsforthechildren。"AndPollytookoutherpurseinanundecidedway。

"Youcanmakepresentseasyenough。Grandmaknowsallsortsofnicecontrivances。They"lldojustaswell;andthenyoucangetyourboots。"

"Well;I"lllookatthem,"saidPolly,followingFannyintothestore,feelingratherrichandimportanttobeshoppinginthiselegantmanner。

"Aren"ttheylovely?Yourfootisperfectlydivineinthatboot,Polly。

Getthemformyparty;you"lldancelikeafairy,"whisperedFan。

Pollysurveyedthedainty,shiningbootwiththescallopedtop,thejauntyheel,andthedelicatetoe,thoughtherfootdidlookverywellinit,andafteralittlepause,saidshewouldhavethem。Itwasallverydelightfultillshegothome,andwasalone;then,onlookingintoherpurse,shesawonedollarandthelistofthingsshemeanttogetformotherandthechildren。Howmeanthedollarlookedallalone!andhowlongthelistgrewwhentherewasnothingtobuythearticles。

"Ican"tmakeskatesforNed,noradeskforWill;andthosearewhattheyhavesettheirheartsupon。Father"sbookandmother"scollarareimpossiblenow;andI"maselfishthingtogoandspendallmymoneyformyself。HowcouldIdoit?"AndPollyeyedthenewbootsreproachfully,astheystoodinthefirstpositionasifreadyfortheparty。"Theyarelovely;butIdon"tbelievetheywillfeelgood,forIshallbethinkingaboutmylostpresentsallthetime,"sighedPolly,pushingtheenticingbootsoutofsight。"I"llgoandaskgrandmawhatIcando;forifI"vegottomakesomethingforeveryone,Imustbeginrightaway,orIshan"tgetdone;"andoffshebustled,gladtoforgetherremorseinhardwork。

Grandmaprovedequaltotheemergency,andplannedsomethingforeveryone,supplyingmaterials,taste,andskillinthemostdelightfulmanner。

Pollyfeltmuchcomforted;butwhileshebegantoknitaprettypairofwhitebed-socks,tobetiedwithrose-coloredribbons,forhermother,shethoughtsomeverysoberthoughtsuponthesubjectoftemptation;andifanyonehadaskedherjustthenwhatmadehersigh,asifsomethinglayheavyonherconscience,shewouldhaveanswered,"Bronzeboots。"ChapterIV。ChapterIV。CHAPTERIVLITTLETHINGS"IT"Ssowainy,Ican"tgoout,andevwybodyissocwosstheywon"tplaywithme,"saidMaud,whenPollyfoundherfrettingonthestairs,andpausedtoaskthecauseofherwails。

"I"llplaywithyou;onlydon"tscreamandwakeyourmother。Whatshallweplay?"

"Idon"tknow;I"mtiredofevwything,"causemytoysareallbwoken,andmydollsareallsickbutClawa,"moanedMaud,givingajerktotheParisdollwhichsheheldupsidedownbyoneleginthemostunmaternalmanner。

"I"mgoingtodressadollyformylittlesister;wouldn"tyouliketoseemedoit?"askedPolly,persuasively,hopingtobeguilethecrosschildandfinishherownworkatthesametime。

"No,Ishouldn"t,"causeshe"lllooknicerthanmyClawa。Herclotheswon"tcomeoff;andTomspoilt"emplayingballwithherintheyard。"

"Wouldn"tyouliketoriptheseclothesoff,andhavemeshowyouhowtomakesomenewones,soyoucandressandundressClaraasmuchasyoulike?"

"Yes;Ilovetocut。"AndMaud"s,facebrightened;fordestructivenessisoneoftheearliesttraitsofchildhood,andrippingwasMaud"sdelight。

Establishingthemselvesinthedeserteddining-room,thechildrenfelltowork;andwhenFannydiscoveredthem,MaudwaslaughingwithallherheartatpoorClara,who,denudedofherfinery,wascuttingupallsortsofcapersinthehandsofhermerrylittlemistress。

"Ishouldthinkyou"dbeashamedtoplaywithdolls,Polly。Ihaven"ttouchedonethiseversolong,"saidFanny,lookingdownwithasuperiorair。

"Iain"tashamed,foritkeepsMaudhappy,andwillpleasemysisterKitty;andIthinksewingisbetterthanprinkingorreadingsillynovels,so,now。"AndPollystitchedawaywitharesoluteair,forsheandFannyhadhadalittletiff;becausePollywouldn"tletherfrienddoupherhair"likeotherfolks,"andboreherears。

"Don"tbecross,dear,butcomeanddosomethingnice,it"ssodullto-day,"saidFanny,anxioustobefriendsagain,foritwasdoublydullwithoutPolly。

"Can"t;I"mbusy。"

"Youalwaysarebusy。Ineversawsuchagirl。Whatintheworlddoyoufindtodoallthetime?"askedFanny,watchingwithinterestthesetofthelittleredmerinofrockPollywasputtingontoherdoll。

"Lotsofthings;butIliketobelazysometimesasmuchasyoudo;

justlieonthesofa,andreadfairystories,orthinkaboutnothing。Wouldyouhaveawhite-muslinapronorablacksilk?"addedPolly,surveyingherworkwithsatisfaction。

"Muslin,withpocketsandtinybluebows。I"llshowyouhow。"Andforgettingherhateandcontemptfordolls,downsatFanny,soongettingasmuchabsorbedaseitheroftheothers。

Thedulldaybrightenedwonderfullyafterthat,andthetimeflewpleasantly,astonguesandneedleswenttogether。Grandmapeepedin,andsmiledatthebusygroup,saying,"Sewaway,mydears;dolliesaresafecompanions,andneedleworkanaccomplishmentthat"ssadlyneglectednowadays。Smallstitches,Maud;neatbuttonholes,Fan;cutcarefully,Polly,anddon"twasteyourcloth。Takepains;andthebestneedlewomanshallhaveaprettybitofwhitesatinforadoll"sbonnet。"

Fannyexertedherself,andwontheprize,forPollyhelpedMaud,andneglectedherownwork;butshedidn"tcaremuch,forMr。Shawsaid,lookingatthethreebrightfacesatthetea-table,"IguessPollyhasbeenmakingsunshineforyouto-day。"

"No,indeed,sir,Ihaven"tdoneanything,onlydressMaud"sdoll。"

AndPollydidn"tthinkshehaddonemuch;butitwasoneofthelittlethingswhicharealwayswaitingtobedoneinthisworldofours,whererainydayscomesooften,wherespiritsgetoutoftune,anddutywon"tgohandinhandwithpleasure。Littlethingsofthissortareespeciallygoodworkforlittlepeople;akindlittlethought,anunselfishlittleact,acheerylittleword,aresosweetandcomfortable,thatnoonecanfailtofeeltheirbeautyandlovethegiver,nomatterhowsmalltheyare。Mothersdoadealofthissortofthing,unseen,unthanked,butfeltandrememberedlongafterward,andneverlost,forthisisthesimplemagicthatbindsheartstogether,andkeepshomehappy。Pollyhadlearnedthissecret。

Shelovedtodothe"littlethings"thatothersdidnotsee,orweretoobusytostopfor;andwhiledoingthem,withoutathoughtofthanks,shemadesunshineforherselfaswellasothers。Therewassomuchloveinherownhome,thatshequicklyfeltthewantofitinFanny"s,andpuzzledherselftofindoutwhythesepeoplewerenotkindandpatienttooneanother。

Shedidnottrytosettlethequestion,butdidherbesttoloveandserveandbearwitheach,andthegoodwill,thegentleheart,thehelpfulwaysandsimplemannersofourPollymadeherdeartoeveryone,forthesevirtues,eveninalittlechild,arelovelyandattractive。

Mr。Shawwasverykindtoher,forhelikedhermodest,respectfulmanners;

andPollywassogratefulforhismanyfavors,thatshesoonforgotherfear,andshowedheraffectioninallsortsofconfidinglittleways,whichpleasedhimextremely。Sheusedtowalkacrosstheparkwithhimwhenhewenttohisofficeinthemorning,talkingbusilyalltheway,andsaying"Good-by"withanodandasmilewhentheypartedatthegreatgate。Atfirst,Mr。Shawdidnotcaremuchaboutit;butsoonhemissedherifshedidnotcome,andfoundthatsomethingfreshandpleasantseemedtobrightenallhisday,ifasmall,gray-coatedfigure,withanintelligentface,amerryvoice,andalittlehandslippedconfidinglyintohis,wentwithhimthroughthewintrypark。Cominghomelate,helikedtoseeacurly,brownheadwatchingatthewindow;tofindhisslippersready,hispaperinitsplace,andapairofwillingfeet,eagertowaituponhim。"IwishmyFannywasmorelikeher,"heoftensaidtohimself,ashewatchedthegirls,whiletheythoughthimdeepinpoliticsorthestateofthemoneymarket。PoorMr。Shawhadbeensobusygettingrich,thathehadnotfoundtimetoteachhischildrentolovehim;hewasmoreatleisurenow,andashisboyandgirlsgrewup,hemissedsomething。Pollywasunconsciouslyshowinghimwhatitwas,andmakingchild-lovesosweet,thathefelthecouldnotdowithoutitanymore,yetdidn"tquiteknowhowtowintheconfidenceofthechildren,whohadalwaysfoundhimbusy,indifferent,andabsentminded。

Asthegirlsweregoingtobedonenight,Pollykissedgrandma,asusual,andFannylaughedather,saying,"Whatababyyouare!Wearetoooldforsuchthingsnow。"

"Idon"tthinkpeopleeveraretoooldtokisstheirfathersandmothers,"wasthequickanswer。

"Right,mylittlePolly;"andMr。Shawstretchedouthishandtoherwithsuchakindlylook,thatFannystaredsurprised,andthensaid,shyly,"Ithoughtyoudidn"tcareaboutit,father。"

"Ido,mydear:"AndMr。ShawputouttheotherhandtoFanny,whogavehimadaughterlykiss,quiteforgettingeverythingbutthetenderfeelingthatsprungupinherheartattherenewalofthechildishcustomwhichweneverneedoutgrow。

Mrs。Shawwasanervous,fussyinvalid,whowantedsomethingeveryfiveminutes;soPollyfoundplentyofsmallthingstodoforheranddid,themsocheerfully,thatthepoorladylovedtohavethequiet,helpfulchildnear,towaituponher,readtoher,runerrands,orhandthesevendifferentshawlswhichwerecontinuallybeingputonoroff。

Grandma,too,wasgladtofindwillinghandsandfeettoserveher;

andPollypassedmanyhappyhoursinthequaintrooms,learningallsortsofprettyarts,andlisteningtopleasantchat,neverdreaminghowmuchsunshineshebroughttothesolitaryoldlady。

TomwasPolly"srockaheadforalongtime,becausehewasalwaysbreakingoutinanewplace,andoneneverknewwheretofindhim。Hetormentedyetamusedher;waskindoneday,andabearthenext;attimesshefanciedhewasnevergoingtobebadagain,andthenextthingsheknewhewasdeepinmischief,andhootedattheideaofrepentanceandreformation。

Pollygavehimupasahardcase;butwassointhehabitofhelpinganyonewhoseemedintrouble,thatshewasgoodtohimsimplybecauseshecouldn"thelpit。

"What"sthematter?Isyourlessontoohardforyou?"sheaskedoneevening,asagroanmadeherlookacrossthetabletowhereTomsatscowlingoverapileofdilapidatedbooks,withhishandsinhishair,asifhisheadwasindangerofflyingasunderwiththetremendousefforthewasmaking。

"Hard!Guessitis。WhatinthunderdoIcareabouttheoldCarthaginians?

Reguluswasn"tbad;butI"msickofhim!"AndTomdealt"Harkness"sLatinReader"athump,whichexpressedhisfeelingsbetterthanwords。

"IlikeLatin,andusedtogetonwellwhenIstudieditwithJimmy。

PerhapsIcanhelpyoualittlebit,"saidPolly,asTomwipedhishotfaceandrefreshedhimselfwithapeanut。

"You?pooh!girls"Latindon"tamounttomuchanyway,"wasthegratefulreply。

ButPollywasusedtohimnow,and,nothingdaunted,tookalookatthegrimypageinthemiddleofwhichTomhadstuck。Shereaditsowell,thattheyounggentlemanstoppedmunchingtoregardherwithrespectfulastonishment,andwhenshestopped,hesaid,suspiciously,"Youareaslyone,Polly,tostudyupsoyoucanshowoffbeforeme。Butitwon"tdo,ma"am;turnoveradozenpages,andtryagain。"

Pollyobeyed,anddidevenbetterthanbefore,saying,asshelookedup,withalaugh,"I"vebeenthroughthewholebook;soyouwon"tcatchmethatway,Tom。"

"Isay,howcameyoutoknowsuchalot?"askedTom,muchimpressed。

"IstudiedwithJimmy,andkeptupwithhim,forfatherletusbetogetherinallourlessons。Itwassonice,andwelearnedsofast!"

"TellmeaboutJimmy。He"syourbrother,isn"the?"

"Yes;buthe"sdead,youknow。I"lltellabouthimsomeothertime;

yououghttostudynow,andperhapsIcanhelpyou,"saidPolly,withalittlequiverofthelips。

"Shouldn"twonderifyoucould。"AndTomspreadthebookbetweenthemwithagraveandbusiness-likeair,forhefeltthatPollyhadgotthebetterofhim,anditbehoovedhimtodohisbestforthehonorofhissex。Hewentatthelessonwithawill,andsoonflounderedoutofhisdifficulties,forPollygavehimalifthereandthere,andtheywentonswimmingly,tilltheycametosomerulestobelearned。Pollyhadforgottenthem,sothey,bothcommittedthemtomemory;­;Tom,withhandsinhispockets,rockedtoandfro,mutteringrapidly,whilePollytwistedthelittlecurlonherforeheadandstaredatthewall,gabblingwithallhermight。

"Done!"criedTom,presently。

"Done!"echoedPolly;andthentheyheardeachotherrecitetillbothwereperfect"That"sprettygoodfun,"saidTom,joyfully,tossingpoorHarknessaway,andfeelingthatthepleasantexcitementofcompanionshipcouldlendacharmeventoLatinGrammar。

"Now,ma"am,we"lltakeaturnatalgibbera。IlikethatasmuchasIhateLatin。"

Pollyacceptedtheinvitation,andsoonownedthatTomcouldbeatherhere。Thisfactrestoredhisequnimity;buthedidn"tcrowoverher,farfromit;forhehelpedherwithapaternalpatiencethatmadehereyestwinklewithsuppressedfun,ashesoberlyexplainedandillustrated,unconsciouslyimitatingDominieDeane,tillPollyfounditdifficulttokeepfromlaughinginhisface。

"Youmayhaveanothergoatitany,timeyoulike,"generouslyremarkedTom,asheshiedthealgebraaftertheLatinReader。

"I"llcomeeveryevening,then。I"dliketo,forIhaven"tstudiedabitsinceIcame。Youshalltryandmakemelikealgebra,andI"lltryandmakeyoulikeLatin,willyou?"

"Oh,I"dlikeitwellenough,iftherewasanyoneexplainittome。

OldDeaneputsusthroughdouble-quick,anddon"tgiveafellowtimetoaskquestionswhenweread。"

"Askyourfather;heknows。"

"Don"tbelievehedoes;shouldn"tdaretobotherhim,ifhedid。"

"Whynot?"

"He"dpullmyears,andcallmea"stupid,"ortellmenottoworryhim。"

"Idon"tthinkhewould。He"sverykindtome,andIasklotsofquestions。"

"Helikesyoubetterthanhedoesme。"

"Now,Tom!­;it"swrongofyoutosayso。Ofcoursehelovesyoueversomuchmorethanhedoesme,"criedPolly,reprovingly。

"Whydon"theshowitthen?"mutteredTom,withahalf-wistful,half-defiantglancetowardthelibrarydoor,whichstoodajar。

"Youactso,howcanhe?"askedPolly,afterapause,inwhichsheputTom"squestiontoherself,andcouldfindnobetterreplythantheoneshegavehim。

"Whydon"thegivememyvelocipede?Hesaid,ifIdidwellatschoolforamonth,Ishouldhaveit;andI"vebeenpeggingawaylikefuryformostsixweeks,andhedon"tdoathingaboutit。Thegirlsgettheirduds,becausetheytease。Iwon"tdothatanyway;butyoudon"tcatchmestudyingmyselftodeath,andnopayforit。"

"Itistoobad;butyououghttodoitbecauseit"sright,andnevermindbeingpaid,"beganPolly,tryingtobemoral,butsecretlysympathizingheartilywithpoorTom。

"Don"tyoupreach,Polly。Ifthegovernortookanynoticeofme,andcaredhowIgoton,Iwouldn"tmindthepresentssomuch;buthedon"tcareahang,andneverevenaskedifIdidwelllastdeclamationday,whenI"dgoneandlearned"TheBattleofLakeRegillus,"becausehesaidhelikedit。"

"Oh,Tom!Didyousaythat?It"ssplendid!JimandIusedtosayHoratiustogether,anditwassuchfun。Dospeakyourpiecetome,Idosolike"Macaulay"sLays。""

"It"sdreadfullong,"beganTom;buthisfacebrightened,forPolly"sinterestsoothedhisinjuredfeelings,andhewasgladtoprovehiselocutionarypowers。Hebeganwithoutmuchspirit;butsoonthemartialringofthelinesfiredhim,andbeforeheknewit,hewasonhislegsthunderingawayingrandstyle,whilePollylistenedwithkindlingfaceandabsorbedattention。

Tomdiddeclaimwell,forhequiteforgothimself,anddeliveredthestirringballadwithanenergythatmadePollyflushandtinglewithadmirationanddelight,andquiteelectrifiedasecondlistener,whohadheardallthatwenton,andwatchedthelittlescenefrombehindhisnewspaper。

AsTompaused,breathless,andPollyclappedherhandsenthusiastically,thesoundwasloudlyechoedfrombehindhim。Bothwhirledround,andtherewasMr。Shaw,standinginthedoorway,applaudingwithallhismight。

Tomlookedmuchabashed,andsaidnotaword;PollyrantoMr。Shaw,anddancedbeforehim,saying,eagerly,"Wasn"titsplendid?Didn"thedowell?Mayn"thehavehisvelocipedenow?"

"Capital,Tom;you"llbeanoratoryet。Learnanotherpiecelikethat,andI"llcomeandhearyouspeakit。Areyoureadyforyourvelocipede,hey?"

Pollywasright;andTomownedthat"thegovernor"waskind,didlikehimandhadn"tentirelyforgottenhispromise。Theboyturnedredwithpleasure,andpickedatthebuttonsonhisjacket,whilelisteningtothisunexpectedpraise;butwhenhespoke,helookedstraightupinhisfather"sface,whilehisownshonewithpleasure,asheanswered,inonebreath,"Thankee,sir。I"lldoit,sir。GuessIam,sir!"

"Verygood;thenlookoutforyournewhorsetomorrow,sir。"AndMr。

Shawstrokedthefuzzyredheadwithakindhand,feelingafatherlypleasureintheconvictionthattherewassomethinginhisboyafterall。

Tomgothisvelocipedenextday,nameditBlackAuster,inmemoryofthehorsein"TheBattleofLakeRegillus,"andcametogriefassoonashebegantoridehisnewsteed。

"Comeoutandseemegoit,"whisperedTomtoPolly,afterthreedays"

practiceinthestreet,forhehadalreadylearnedtorideintherink。

PollyandMaudwillinglywent,andwatchedhisstruggles,withdeepinterest,tillhegotanupset,whichnearlyputanendtohisvelocipedingforever。

"Hi,there!Auster"scoming!"shoutedTom,ascamerattlingdownthelong,steepstreetoutsidethepark。

Theysteppedaside,andhewhizzedby,armsandlegsgoinglikemad,withthegeneralappearanceofarunawayengine。Itwouldhavebeenatriumphantdescent,ifabigdoghadnotbouncedsuddenlythroughoneoftheopenings,andsentthewholeconcernhelter-skelterintothegutter。Pollylaughedassherantoviewtheruin。forTomlayflatonhisbackwiththevelocipedeatophim,whilethebigdogbarkedwildly,andhismasterscoldedhimforhisawkwardness。ButwhenshesawTom"sface,Pollywasfrightened,forthecolorhadallgoneoutofit,hiseyeslookedstrangeanddizzy,anddropsofbloodbegantotricklefromagreatcutonhisforehead。Themansawit,too,andhadhimupinaminute;buthecouldn"tstand,andstaredabouthiminadazedsortofway,ashesatonthecurbstone,whilePollyheldherhandkerchieftohisforehead,andpatheticallybeggedtoknowifhewaskilled。

"Don"tscaremother,­;I"mallright。Gotupset,didn"tI?"heasked,presently,eyeingtheprostratevelocipedewithmoreanxietyaboutitsdamagesthanhisown。

"Iknewyou"dhurtyourselfwiththathorridthingjustletitbe,andcomehome,foryourheadbleedsdreadfully,andeverybodyislookingatus,"whisperedPolly,tryingtotiethelittlehandkerchiefovertheuglycut。

"Comeon,then。Jove!howqueermyheadfeels!Giveusaboost,please。

Stophowling,Maud,andcomehome。Youbringthemachine,andI"llpayyou,Pat。"Ashespoke,TomslowlypickedhimselfandsteadyinghimselfbyPolly"sshoulder,issuedcommands,andtheprocessionfellintoline。

First,thebigdog,barkingatintervals;thenthegood-naturedIrishman,trundling"thatdivilofawhirligig,"ashedisrespectfullycalledtheidolizedvelocipede;thenthewoundedhero,supportedbythehelpfulPolly;

andMaudbroughtuptherearintears,bearingTom"scap。

Unfortunately,Mrs。Shawwasoutdrivingwithgrandma,andFannywasmakingcalls;sothattherewasnoonebutPollytostandbyTom,fortheparlor-maidturnedfaintatthesightofblood,andthechamber-maidlostherwitsintheflurry。Itwasabadcut,andmustbesewedupatonce,thedoctorsaid,assoonashecame。"Somebodymustholdhishead;"headded,ashethreadedhisqueerlittleneedle。

"I"llkeepstill,butifanybodymustholdme,letPolly。Youain"tafraid,areyou?"askedTom,withimploringlook,forhedidn"tliketheideaofbeingsewedabit。

Pollywasjustgoingtoshrinkaway,saying,"OhIcan"t!"whensherememberedthatTomoncecalledheracoward。Herewasachancetoprovethatshewasn"t;besides,poorTomhadnooneelsetohelphim;soshecameuptothesofawherehelay,andnoddedreassuringly,assheputasoftlittlehandoneithersideofthedamagedhead。

"Youareatrump,Polly,"whisperedTom。Thenhesethisteeth,clenchedhishands,layquitestill,andboreitlikeaman。Itwasalloverinaminuteortwo,andwhenhehadhadaglassofwine,andwasnicelysettledonhisbed,hefeltprettycomfortable,inspiteofthepaininhishead;

andbeingorderedtokeepquiet,hesaid,"Thankyoueversomuch,Polly,"

andwatchedherwithagratefulfaceasshecreptaway。

Hehadtokeepthehouseforaweek,andlaidaboutlookingveryinterestingwithagreatblackpatchonhisforehead。Everyone"pettedhim;"forthedoctorsaid,thatiftheblowhadbeenaninchnearerthetemple,itwouldhavebeenfatal,andthethoughtoflosinghimsosuddenlymadebluffoldTomverypreciousallatonce。Hisfatheraskedhimhowhewasadozentimesaday;hismothertalkedcontinuallyof"thatdearboy"snarrowescape";

andgrandmacockeredhimupwitheverydelicacyshecouldinvent;andthegirlswaitedonhimlikedevotedslaves。Thisnewtreatmenthadanexcellenteffect;forwhenneglectedTomgotoverhisfirstamazementatthischangeofbase,heblossomedoutdelightfully,assickpeopledosometimes,andsurprisedhisfamilybybeingunexpectedlypatient,grateful,andamiable。

Nobodyeverknewhowmuchgooditdidhim;forboysseldomhaveconfidencesofthissortexceptwiththeirmothers,andMrs。Shawhadneverfoundthekeytoherson"sheart。Butalittleseedwassowedthenthattookroot,andthoughitgrewveryslowly,itcametosomethingintheend。PerhapsPollyhelpeditalittle。Eveningwashishardesttime,forwantofexercisemadehimasrestlessandnervousasitwaspossibleforaheartyladtobeonsuchashortnotice。

Hecouldn"tsleepsothegirlsamusedhim;­;Fannyplayedandreadaloud;Pollysung,andtoldstories;anddidthelattersowell,thatitgottobearegularthingforhertobeginassoonastwilightcame,andTomwassettledinhisfavoriteplaceongrandma"ssofa。

"Fireaway,Polly,"saidtheyoungsultan,oneevening,ashislittleScheherazadesatdowninherlowchair,afterstirringupthefiretilltheroomwasbrightandcosy。

"Idon"tfeellikestoriesto-night,Tom。I"vetoldallIknow,andcan"tmakeupanymore,"answeredPolly,leaningherheadonherhandwithasorrowfullookthatTomhadneverseenbefore。Hewatchedheraminute,andthenasked,curiously,"Whatwereyouthinkingabout,justnow,whenyousatstaringatthefire,andgettingsobererandsoberereveryminute?

"IwasthinkingaboutJimmy。"

"Wouldyoumindtellingabouthim?Youknow,yousaidyouwouldsometime;butdon"t,ifyou"drathernot,"saidTom,loweringhisroughvoicerespectfully。

"Iliketotalkabouthim;butthereisn"tmuchtotell,"beganPolly,gratefulforhisinterest。"SittingherewithyouremindedmeofthewayIusedtositwithhimwhenhewassick。Weusedtohavesuchhappytimes,andit"ssopleasanttothinkaboutthemnow。"

"Hewasawfullygood,wasn"the?"

"No,hewasn"t;buthetriedtobe,andmothersaysthatishalfthebattle。Weusedtogettiredoftrying;butwekeptmakingresolutions,andworkinghardtokeep"em。Idon"tthinkIgotonmuch;butJimmydid,andeveryonelovedhim。"

"Didn"tyoueversquabble,aswedo?"

"Yes,indeed,sometimes;butwecouldn"tstaymad,andalwaysmadeitupagainassoonaswecould。Jimmyusedtocomeroundfirst,andsay,"Allserene,Polly,"sokindandjolly,thatIcouldn"thelplaughingandbeingfriendsrightaway。"

"Didhenotknowalot?"

"Yes,Ithinkhedid,forhelikedtostudy,andwantedtogeton,sohecouldhelpfather。Peopleusedtocallhimafineboy,andIfeltsoproudtohearit;buttheydidn"tknowhalfhowwisehewas,becausehedidn"tshowoffabit。Isupposesistersalwaysaregrandoftheirbrothers;

butIdon"tbelievemanygirlshadasmuchrighttobeasIhad。"

"Mostgirlsdon"tcaretwopinsabouttheirbrothers;sothatshowsyoudon"tknowmuchaboutit。"

"Well,theyoughtto,iftheydon"t;andtheywouldiftheboyswereaskindtothemasJimmywastome。"

"Why,whatdidhedo?"

"Lovedmedearly,andwasn"tashamedtoshowit,"criedPolly,withasobinhervoice,thatmadeheranswerveryeloquent。

"Whatmadehimdie,Polly?"askedTom,soberly,afterlittlepause。

"Hegothurtcoasting,lastwinter;buthenevertoldwhichboydidit,andheonlylivedaweek。Ihelpedtakecareofhim;andhewassopatient,Iusedtowonderathim,forhewasindreadfulpainalltime。

Hegavemehisbooks,andhisdog,andhisspeckledhens,andhisbigknife,andsaid,"Good-by,Polly,"­;andkissedmethelastthing­;andthen­;O

Jimmy!Jimmy!Ifheonlycouldcomeback!"

PoorPolly"seyeshadbeengettingfullerandfuller,lipstremblingmoreandmore,asshewenton;whenshecametothat"good-by,"shecouldn"tgetanyfurther,butcoveredupherface,andcriedasherheartwouldbreak。Tomwasfullofsympathy,butdidn"tknowhowtoshowit;sohesatshakingupthecamphorbottle,andtryingtothinkofsomethingproperandcomfortabletosay,whenFannycametotherescue,andcuddledPollyinherarms,withsoothinglittlepatsandwhispersandkisses,tillthetearsstopped,andPollysaid,she"didn"tmeanto,andwouldn"tanymore。I"vebeenthinkingaboutmydearboyalltheevening,forTomremindsmeofhim,"sheadded,withasigh。

"Me?HowcanI,whenIain"tabitlikehim?"criedTom,amazed。

"Butyouareinsomeways。"

"WishIwas;butIcan"tbe,forhewasgood,youknow。"

"Soareyou,whenyouchoose。Hasn"thebeengoodandpatient,anddon"tweallliketopethimwhenhe"sclever,Fan?""saidPolly,whoseheartwasstillachingforherbrother,andreadyforhissaketofindvirtuesevenintormentingTom。

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