第3章
"Iain"tacoward。"
"Yes,youare。You"reafraidofwhatfolkswillsay;ain"tyou,now?"
Pollyknewshewas,andheldherpeace,thoughshelongedtospeak;
buthowcouldshe?
"Ah,Iknewyou"dbackout。"AndTomwalkedawaywithanairofscornthatcutPollytotheheart。
"It"stoobad!Justashewasgrowingkindtome,andIwasgoingtohaveagoodtime,it"sallspoiltbyFan"snonsense。Mrs。Shawdon"tlikeit,norgrandmaeither,Idaresay。There"llbeafussifIgo,andFanwillplagueme;soI"llgiveitup,andletTomthinkI"mafraid。Oh,dear!Ineverdidseesuchridiculouspeople。"
Pollyshutherdoorhard,andfeltreadytocrywithvexation,thatherpleasureshouldbespoiltbysuchasillyidea;for,ofallthesillyfreaksofthisfastage,thatoflittlepeopleplayingatloveisaboutthesilliest。Pollyhadbeentaughtthatitwasaveryseriousandsacredthing;and,accordingtohernotions,itwasfarmoreimpropertoflirtwithoneboythantocoastwithadozen。Shehadbeenmuchamazed,onlythedaybefore,tohearMaudsaytohermother,"Mamma,mustIhaveabeau?
Thegirlsalldo,andsayIoughttohaveFweddyLovell;butIdon"tlikehimaswellasHawryFiske。"
"Oh,yes;I"dhavealittlesweetheart,dear,it"ssocunning,"answeredMrs。Shaw。AndMaudannouncedsoonafterthatshewasengagedto"Fweddy,"causeHawryslappedher"whensheproposedthematch。
Pollylaughedwiththerestatthetime;butwhenshethoughtofitafterward,andwonderedwhatherownmotherwouldhavesaid,iflittleKittyhadputsuchaquestion,shedidn"tfinditcunningorfunny,butridiculousandunnatural。Shefeltsonowaboutherself;andwhenherfirstpetulancewasover,resolvedtogiveupcoastingandeverythingelse,ratherthanhaveanynonsensewithTom,who,thankstohisneglectededucation,wasasignorantasherselfofthecharmsofthisnewamusementforschool-children。
SoPollytriedtoconsoleherselfbyjumpingropeintheback-yard,andplayingtagwithMaudinthedrying-room,whereshelikewisegavelessonsin"nas-gim-nics,"asMaudcalledit,whichdidthatlittlepersongood。
Fannycameupsometimestoteachthemanewdancingstep,andmorethanoncewasbetrayedintoagameofromps,forwhichshewasnonetheworse。
ButTomturnedacoldshouldertoPolly,andmadeitevident,byhiscavaliermannerthathereallydidn"tthinkher"worthasixpence。"
AnotherthingthattroubledPollywasherclothes,for,thoughnoonesaidanything,sheknewtheywereveryplain;andnowandthenshewishedthatherblueandmousecoloredmerinoswererathermoretrimmed,hersasheshadbiggerbows,andherlittlerufflesmorelaceonthem。Shesighedforalocket,and,forthefirsttimeinherlife,thoughtseriouslyofturningupherprettycurlsandputtingona"wad。"Shekeptthesediscontentstoherself,however,aftershehadwrittentoaskhermotherifshemighthaveherbestdressalteredlikeFanny"s,andreceivedthisreply:
"No,dear;thedressisproperandbecomingasitis,andtheoldfashionofsimplicitythebestforallofus。Idon"twantmyPollytobelovedforherclothes,butforherself;soweartheplainfrocksmothertooksuchpleasureinmakingforyou,andletthepanniersgo。Theleastofushavesomeinfluenceinthisbigworld;andperhapsmylittlegirlcandosomegoodbyshowingothersthatacontentedheartandahappyfacearebetterornamentsthananyPariscangiveher。Youwantalocket,deary;
soIsendonethatmymothergavemeyearsago。Youwillfindfather"sfaceononeside,mineontheother;andwhenthingstroubleyou,justlookatyourtalisman,andIthinkthesunshinewillcomebackagain。"
Ofcourseitdid,forthebestofallmagicwasshutupinthequaintlittlecasethatPollyworeinsideherfrock,andkissedsotenderlyeachnightandmorning。Thethoughtthat,insignificantasshewas,sheyetmightdosomegood,madeherverycarefulofheractsandwords,andsoanxioustokeepheadcontentedandfacehappy,thatsheforgotherclothes,andmadeothersdothesame。Shedidnotknowit,butthatgoodoldfashionofsimplicitymadetheplaingownspretty,andthegraceofunconsciousnessbeautifiedtheirlittlewearerwiththecharmthatmakesgirlhoodsweetesttothosewhotrulyloveandreverenceit。OnetemptationPollyhadalreadyyieldedtobeforethelettercame,andrepentedheartilyofafterward。
"Polly,Iwishyou"dletmecallyouMarie,"saidFannyoneday,astheywereshoppingtogether。
"YoumaycallmeMary,ifyoulike;butIwon"thaveanyieputontomyname。I"mPollyathomeandI"mfondofbeingcalledso;butMarieisFrenchifiedandsilly。"
"Ispellmyownnamewithanie,andsodoallthegirls。"
"AndwhatajumbleofNetties,Nellies,Hatties,andSalliesthereis。
How"Pollie"wouldlookspeltso!"
"Well,nevermind;thatwasn"twhatIbegantosay。There"sonethingyoumusthave,andthatis,bronzeboots,"saidFan,impressively。
"WhymustI,whenI"vegotenoughwithout?"
"Becauseit"sthefashiontohavethem,andyoucan"tbefinishedoffproperlywithout。I"mgoingtogetapair,andsomustyou。"
"Don"ttheycostagreatdeal?"
"Eightorninedollars,Ibelieve。Ihaveminecharged;butitdon"tmatterifyouhaven"tgotthemoney。Icanlendyousome。"
"I"vegottendollarstodowhatIlikewith;butit"smeanttogetsomepresentsforthechildren。"AndPollytookoutherpurseinanundecidedway。
"Youcanmakepresentseasyenough。Grandmaknowsallsortsofnicecontrivances。They"lldojustaswell;andthenyoucangetyourboots。"
"Well;I"lllookatthem,"saidPolly,followingFannyintothestore,feelingratherrichandimportanttobeshoppinginthiselegantmanner。
"Aren"ttheylovely?Yourfootisperfectlydivineinthatboot,Polly。
Getthemformyparty;you"lldancelikeafairy,"whisperedFan。
Pollysurveyedthedainty,shiningbootwiththescallopedtop,thejauntyheel,andthedelicatetoe,thoughtherfootdidlookverywellinit,andafteralittlepause,saidshewouldhavethem。Itwasallverydelightfultillshegothome,andwasalone;then,onlookingintoherpurse,shesawonedollarandthelistofthingsshemeanttogetformotherandthechildren。Howmeanthedollarlookedallalone!andhowlongthelistgrewwhentherewasnothingtobuythearticles。
"Ican"tmakeskatesforNed,noradeskforWill;andthosearewhattheyhavesettheirheartsupon。Father"sbookandmother"scollarareimpossiblenow;andI"maselfishthingtogoandspendallmymoneyformyself。HowcouldIdoit?"AndPollyeyedthenewbootsreproachfully,astheystoodinthefirstpositionasifreadyfortheparty。"Theyarelovely;butIdon"tbelievetheywillfeelgood,forIshallbethinkingaboutmylostpresentsallthetime,"sighedPolly,pushingtheenticingbootsoutofsight。"I"llgoandaskgrandmawhatIcando;forifI"vegottomakesomethingforeveryone,Imustbeginrightaway,orIshan"tgetdone;"andoffshebustled,gladtoforgetherremorseinhardwork。
Grandmaprovedequaltotheemergency,andplannedsomethingforeveryone,supplyingmaterials,taste,andskillinthemostdelightfulmanner。
Pollyfeltmuchcomforted;butwhileshebegantoknitaprettypairofwhitebed-socks,tobetiedwithrose-coloredribbons,forhermother,shethoughtsomeverysoberthoughtsuponthesubjectoftemptation;andifanyonehadaskedherjustthenwhatmadehersigh,asifsomethinglayheavyonherconscience,shewouldhaveanswered,"Bronzeboots。"ChapterIV。ChapterIV。CHAPTERIVLITTLETHINGS"IT"Ssowainy,Ican"tgoout,andevwybodyissocwosstheywon"tplaywithme,"saidMaud,whenPollyfoundherfrettingonthestairs,andpausedtoaskthecauseofherwails。
"I"llplaywithyou;onlydon"tscreamandwakeyourmother。Whatshallweplay?"
"Idon"tknow;I"mtiredofevwything,"causemytoysareallbwoken,andmydollsareallsickbutClawa,"moanedMaud,givingajerktotheParisdollwhichsheheldupsidedownbyoneleginthemostunmaternalmanner。
"I"mgoingtodressadollyformylittlesister;wouldn"tyouliketoseemedoit?"askedPolly,persuasively,hopingtobeguilethecrosschildandfinishherownworkatthesametime。
"No,Ishouldn"t,"causeshe"lllooknicerthanmyClawa。Herclotheswon"tcomeoff;andTomspoilt"emplayingballwithherintheyard。"
"Wouldn"tyouliketoriptheseclothesoff,andhavemeshowyouhowtomakesomenewones,soyoucandressandundressClaraasmuchasyoulike?"
"Yes;Ilovetocut。"AndMaud"s,facebrightened;fordestructivenessisoneoftheearliesttraitsofchildhood,andrippingwasMaud"sdelight。
Establishingthemselvesinthedeserteddining-room,thechildrenfelltowork;andwhenFannydiscoveredthem,MaudwaslaughingwithallherheartatpoorClara,who,denudedofherfinery,wascuttingupallsortsofcapersinthehandsofhermerrylittlemistress。
"Ishouldthinkyou"dbeashamedtoplaywithdolls,Polly。Ihaven"ttouchedonethiseversolong,"saidFanny,lookingdownwithasuperiorair。
"Iain"tashamed,foritkeepsMaudhappy,andwillpleasemysisterKitty;andIthinksewingisbetterthanprinkingorreadingsillynovels,so,now。"AndPollystitchedawaywitharesoluteair,forsheandFannyhadhadalittletiff;becausePollywouldn"tletherfrienddoupherhair"likeotherfolks,"andboreherears。
"Don"tbecross,dear,butcomeanddosomethingnice,it"ssodullto-day,"saidFanny,anxioustobefriendsagain,foritwasdoublydullwithoutPolly。
"Can"t;I"mbusy。"
"Youalwaysarebusy。Ineversawsuchagirl。Whatintheworlddoyoufindtodoallthetime?"askedFanny,watchingwithinterestthesetofthelittleredmerinofrockPollywasputtingontoherdoll。
"Lotsofthings;butIliketobelazysometimesasmuchasyoudo;
justlieonthesofa,andreadfairystories,orthinkaboutnothing。Wouldyouhaveawhite-muslinapronorablacksilk?"addedPolly,surveyingherworkwithsatisfaction。
"Muslin,withpocketsandtinybluebows。I"llshowyouhow。"Andforgettingherhateandcontemptfordolls,downsatFanny,soongettingasmuchabsorbedaseitheroftheothers。
Thedulldaybrightenedwonderfullyafterthat,andthetimeflewpleasantly,astonguesandneedleswenttogether。Grandmapeepedin,andsmiledatthebusygroup,saying,"Sewaway,mydears;dolliesaresafecompanions,andneedleworkanaccomplishmentthat"ssadlyneglectednowadays。Smallstitches,Maud;neatbuttonholes,Fan;cutcarefully,Polly,anddon"twasteyourcloth。Takepains;andthebestneedlewomanshallhaveaprettybitofwhitesatinforadoll"sbonnet。"
Fannyexertedherself,andwontheprize,forPollyhelpedMaud,andneglectedherownwork;butshedidn"tcaremuch,forMr。Shawsaid,lookingatthethreebrightfacesatthetea-table,"IguessPollyhasbeenmakingsunshineforyouto-day。"
"No,indeed,sir,Ihaven"tdoneanything,onlydressMaud"sdoll。"
AndPollydidn"tthinkshehaddonemuch;butitwasoneofthelittlethingswhicharealwayswaitingtobedoneinthisworldofours,whererainydayscomesooften,wherespiritsgetoutoftune,anddutywon"tgohandinhandwithpleasure。Littlethingsofthissortareespeciallygoodworkforlittlepeople;akindlittlethought,anunselfishlittleact,acheerylittleword,aresosweetandcomfortable,thatnoonecanfailtofeeltheirbeautyandlovethegiver,nomatterhowsmalltheyare。Mothersdoadealofthissortofthing,unseen,unthanked,butfeltandrememberedlongafterward,andneverlost,forthisisthesimplemagicthatbindsheartstogether,andkeepshomehappy。Pollyhadlearnedthissecret。
Shelovedtodothe"littlethings"thatothersdidnotsee,orweretoobusytostopfor;andwhiledoingthem,withoutathoughtofthanks,shemadesunshineforherselfaswellasothers。Therewassomuchloveinherownhome,thatshequicklyfeltthewantofitinFanny"s,andpuzzledherselftofindoutwhythesepeoplewerenotkindandpatienttooneanother。
Shedidnottrytosettlethequestion,butdidherbesttoloveandserveandbearwitheach,andthegoodwill,thegentleheart,thehelpfulwaysandsimplemannersofourPollymadeherdeartoeveryone,forthesevirtues,eveninalittlechild,arelovelyandattractive。
Mr。Shawwasverykindtoher,forhelikedhermodest,respectfulmanners;
andPollywassogratefulforhismanyfavors,thatshesoonforgotherfear,andshowedheraffectioninallsortsofconfidinglittleways,whichpleasedhimextremely。Sheusedtowalkacrosstheparkwithhimwhenhewenttohisofficeinthemorning,talkingbusilyalltheway,andsaying"Good-by"withanodandasmilewhentheypartedatthegreatgate。Atfirst,Mr。Shawdidnotcaremuchaboutit;butsoonhemissedherifshedidnotcome,andfoundthatsomethingfreshandpleasantseemedtobrightenallhisday,ifasmall,gray-coatedfigure,withanintelligentface,amerryvoice,andalittlehandslippedconfidinglyintohis,wentwithhimthroughthewintrypark。Cominghomelate,helikedtoseeacurly,brownheadwatchingatthewindow;tofindhisslippersready,hispaperinitsplace,andapairofwillingfeet,eagertowaituponhim。"IwishmyFannywasmorelikeher,"heoftensaidtohimself,ashewatchedthegirls,whiletheythoughthimdeepinpoliticsorthestateofthemoneymarket。PoorMr。Shawhadbeensobusygettingrich,thathehadnotfoundtimetoteachhischildrentolovehim;hewasmoreatleisurenow,andashisboyandgirlsgrewup,hemissedsomething。Pollywasunconsciouslyshowinghimwhatitwas,andmakingchild-lovesosweet,thathefelthecouldnotdowithoutitanymore,yetdidn"tquiteknowhowtowintheconfidenceofthechildren,whohadalwaysfoundhimbusy,indifferent,andabsentminded。
Asthegirlsweregoingtobedonenight,Pollykissedgrandma,asusual,andFannylaughedather,saying,"Whatababyyouare!Wearetoooldforsuchthingsnow。"
"Idon"tthinkpeopleeveraretoooldtokisstheirfathersandmothers,"wasthequickanswer。
"Right,mylittlePolly;"andMr。Shawstretchedouthishandtoherwithsuchakindlylook,thatFannystaredsurprised,andthensaid,shyly,"Ithoughtyoudidn"tcareaboutit,father。"
"Ido,mydear:"AndMr。ShawputouttheotherhandtoFanny,whogavehimadaughterlykiss,quiteforgettingeverythingbutthetenderfeelingthatsprungupinherheartattherenewalofthechildishcustomwhichweneverneedoutgrow。
Mrs。Shawwasanervous,fussyinvalid,whowantedsomethingeveryfiveminutes;soPollyfoundplentyofsmallthingstodoforheranddid,themsocheerfully,thatthepoorladylovedtohavethequiet,helpfulchildnear,towaituponher,readtoher,runerrands,orhandthesevendifferentshawlswhichwerecontinuallybeingputonoroff。
Grandma,too,wasgladtofindwillinghandsandfeettoserveher;
andPollypassedmanyhappyhoursinthequaintrooms,learningallsortsofprettyarts,andlisteningtopleasantchat,neverdreaminghowmuchsunshineshebroughttothesolitaryoldlady。
TomwasPolly"srockaheadforalongtime,becausehewasalwaysbreakingoutinanewplace,andoneneverknewwheretofindhim。Hetormentedyetamusedher;waskindoneday,andabearthenext;attimesshefanciedhewasnevergoingtobebadagain,andthenextthingsheknewhewasdeepinmischief,andhootedattheideaofrepentanceandreformation。
Pollygavehimupasahardcase;butwassointhehabitofhelpinganyonewhoseemedintrouble,thatshewasgoodtohimsimplybecauseshecouldn"thelpit。
"What"sthematter?Isyourlessontoohardforyou?"sheaskedoneevening,asagroanmadeherlookacrossthetabletowhereTomsatscowlingoverapileofdilapidatedbooks,withhishandsinhishair,asifhisheadwasindangerofflyingasunderwiththetremendousefforthewasmaking。
"Hard!Guessitis。WhatinthunderdoIcareabouttheoldCarthaginians?
Reguluswasn"tbad;butI"msickofhim!"AndTomdealt"Harkness"sLatinReader"athump,whichexpressedhisfeelingsbetterthanwords。
"IlikeLatin,andusedtogetonwellwhenIstudieditwithJimmy。
PerhapsIcanhelpyoualittlebit,"saidPolly,asTomwipedhishotfaceandrefreshedhimselfwithapeanut。
"You?pooh!girls"Latindon"tamounttomuchanyway,"wasthegratefulreply。
ButPollywasusedtohimnow,and,nothingdaunted,tookalookatthegrimypageinthemiddleofwhichTomhadstuck。Shereaditsowell,thattheyounggentlemanstoppedmunchingtoregardherwithrespectfulastonishment,andwhenshestopped,hesaid,suspiciously,"Youareaslyone,Polly,tostudyupsoyoucanshowoffbeforeme。Butitwon"tdo,ma"am;turnoveradozenpages,andtryagain。"
Pollyobeyed,anddidevenbetterthanbefore,saying,asshelookedup,withalaugh,"I"vebeenthroughthewholebook;soyouwon"tcatchmethatway,Tom。"
"Isay,howcameyoutoknowsuchalot?"askedTom,muchimpressed。
"IstudiedwithJimmy,andkeptupwithhim,forfatherletusbetogetherinallourlessons。Itwassonice,andwelearnedsofast!"
"TellmeaboutJimmy。He"syourbrother,isn"the?"
"Yes;buthe"sdead,youknow。I"lltellabouthimsomeothertime;
yououghttostudynow,andperhapsIcanhelpyou,"saidPolly,withalittlequiverofthelips。
"Shouldn"twonderifyoucould。"AndTomspreadthebookbetweenthemwithagraveandbusiness-likeair,forhefeltthatPollyhadgotthebetterofhim,anditbehoovedhimtodohisbestforthehonorofhissex。Hewentatthelessonwithawill,andsoonflounderedoutofhisdifficulties,forPollygavehimalifthereandthere,andtheywentonswimmingly,tilltheycametosomerulestobelearned。Pollyhadforgottenthem,sothey,bothcommittedthemtomemory;­;Tom,withhandsinhispockets,rockedtoandfro,mutteringrapidly,whilePollytwistedthelittlecurlonherforeheadandstaredatthewall,gabblingwithallhermight。
"Done!"criedTom,presently。
"Done!"echoedPolly;andthentheyheardeachotherrecitetillbothwereperfect"That"sprettygoodfun,"saidTom,joyfully,tossingpoorHarknessaway,andfeelingthatthepleasantexcitementofcompanionshipcouldlendacharmeventoLatinGrammar。
"Now,ma"am,we"lltakeaturnatalgibbera。IlikethatasmuchasIhateLatin。"
Pollyacceptedtheinvitation,andsoonownedthatTomcouldbeatherhere。Thisfactrestoredhisequnimity;buthedidn"tcrowoverher,farfromit;forhehelpedherwithapaternalpatiencethatmadehereyestwinklewithsuppressedfun,ashesoberlyexplainedandillustrated,unconsciouslyimitatingDominieDeane,tillPollyfounditdifficulttokeepfromlaughinginhisface。
"Youmayhaveanothergoatitany,timeyoulike,"generouslyremarkedTom,asheshiedthealgebraaftertheLatinReader。
"I"llcomeeveryevening,then。I"dliketo,forIhaven"tstudiedabitsinceIcame。Youshalltryandmakemelikealgebra,andI"lltryandmakeyoulikeLatin,willyou?"
"Oh,I"dlikeitwellenough,iftherewasanyoneexplainittome。
OldDeaneputsusthroughdouble-quick,anddon"tgiveafellowtimetoaskquestionswhenweread。"
"Askyourfather;heknows。"
"Don"tbelievehedoes;shouldn"tdaretobotherhim,ifhedid。"
"Whynot?"
"He"dpullmyears,andcallmea"stupid,"ortellmenottoworryhim。"
"Idon"tthinkhewould。He"sverykindtome,andIasklotsofquestions。"
"Helikesyoubetterthanhedoesme。"
"Now,Tom!­;it"swrongofyoutosayso。Ofcoursehelovesyoueversomuchmorethanhedoesme,"criedPolly,reprovingly。
"Whydon"theshowitthen?"mutteredTom,withahalf-wistful,half-defiantglancetowardthelibrarydoor,whichstoodajar。
"Youactso,howcanhe?"askedPolly,afterapause,inwhichsheputTom"squestiontoherself,andcouldfindnobetterreplythantheoneshegavehim。
"Whydon"thegivememyvelocipede?Hesaid,ifIdidwellatschoolforamonth,Ishouldhaveit;andI"vebeenpeggingawaylikefuryformostsixweeks,andhedon"tdoathingaboutit。Thegirlsgettheirduds,becausetheytease。Iwon"tdothatanyway;butyoudon"tcatchmestudyingmyselftodeath,andnopayforit。"
"Itistoobad;butyououghttodoitbecauseit"sright,andnevermindbeingpaid,"beganPolly,tryingtobemoral,butsecretlysympathizingheartilywithpoorTom。
"Don"tyoupreach,Polly。Ifthegovernortookanynoticeofme,andcaredhowIgoton,Iwouldn"tmindthepresentssomuch;buthedon"tcareahang,andneverevenaskedifIdidwelllastdeclamationday,whenI"dgoneandlearned"TheBattleofLakeRegillus,"becausehesaidhelikedit。"
"Oh,Tom!Didyousaythat?It"ssplendid!JimandIusedtosayHoratiustogether,anditwassuchfun。Dospeakyourpiecetome,Idosolike"Macaulay"sLays。""
"It"sdreadfullong,"beganTom;buthisfacebrightened,forPolly"sinterestsoothedhisinjuredfeelings,andhewasgladtoprovehiselocutionarypowers。Hebeganwithoutmuchspirit;butsoonthemartialringofthelinesfiredhim,andbeforeheknewit,hewasonhislegsthunderingawayingrandstyle,whilePollylistenedwithkindlingfaceandabsorbedattention。
Tomdiddeclaimwell,forhequiteforgothimself,anddeliveredthestirringballadwithanenergythatmadePollyflushandtinglewithadmirationanddelight,andquiteelectrifiedasecondlistener,whohadheardallthatwenton,andwatchedthelittlescenefrombehindhisnewspaper。
AsTompaused,breathless,andPollyclappedherhandsenthusiastically,thesoundwasloudlyechoedfrombehindhim。Bothwhirledround,andtherewasMr。Shaw,standinginthedoorway,applaudingwithallhismight。
Tomlookedmuchabashed,andsaidnotaword;PollyrantoMr。Shaw,anddancedbeforehim,saying,eagerly,"Wasn"titsplendid?Didn"thedowell?Mayn"thehavehisvelocipedenow?"
"Capital,Tom;you"llbeanoratoryet。Learnanotherpiecelikethat,andI"llcomeandhearyouspeakit。Areyoureadyforyourvelocipede,hey?"
Pollywasright;andTomownedthat"thegovernor"waskind,didlikehimandhadn"tentirelyforgottenhispromise。Theboyturnedredwithpleasure,andpickedatthebuttonsonhisjacket,whilelisteningtothisunexpectedpraise;butwhenhespoke,helookedstraightupinhisfather"sface,whilehisownshonewithpleasure,asheanswered,inonebreath,"Thankee,sir。I"lldoit,sir。GuessIam,sir!"
"Verygood;thenlookoutforyournewhorsetomorrow,sir。"AndMr。
Shawstrokedthefuzzyredheadwithakindhand,feelingafatherlypleasureintheconvictionthattherewassomethinginhisboyafterall。
Tomgothisvelocipedenextday,nameditBlackAuster,inmemoryofthehorsein"TheBattleofLakeRegillus,"andcametogriefassoonashebegantoridehisnewsteed。
"Comeoutandseemegoit,"whisperedTomtoPolly,afterthreedays"
practiceinthestreet,forhehadalreadylearnedtorideintherink。
PollyandMaudwillinglywent,andwatchedhisstruggles,withdeepinterest,tillhegotanupset,whichnearlyputanendtohisvelocipedingforever。
"Hi,there!Auster"scoming!"shoutedTom,ascamerattlingdownthelong,steepstreetoutsidethepark。
Theysteppedaside,andhewhizzedby,armsandlegsgoinglikemad,withthegeneralappearanceofarunawayengine。Itwouldhavebeenatriumphantdescent,ifabigdoghadnotbouncedsuddenlythroughoneoftheopenings,andsentthewholeconcernhelter-skelterintothegutter。Pollylaughedassherantoviewtheruin。forTomlayflatonhisbackwiththevelocipedeatophim,whilethebigdogbarkedwildly,andhismasterscoldedhimforhisawkwardness。ButwhenshesawTom"sface,Pollywasfrightened,forthecolorhadallgoneoutofit,hiseyeslookedstrangeanddizzy,anddropsofbloodbegantotricklefromagreatcutonhisforehead。Themansawit,too,andhadhimupinaminute;buthecouldn"tstand,andstaredabouthiminadazedsortofway,ashesatonthecurbstone,whilePollyheldherhandkerchieftohisforehead,andpatheticallybeggedtoknowifhewaskilled。
"Don"tscaremother,­;I"mallright。Gotupset,didn"tI?"heasked,presently,eyeingtheprostratevelocipedewithmoreanxietyaboutitsdamagesthanhisown。
"Iknewyou"dhurtyourselfwiththathorridthingjustletitbe,andcomehome,foryourheadbleedsdreadfully,andeverybodyislookingatus,"whisperedPolly,tryingtotiethelittlehandkerchiefovertheuglycut。
"Comeon,then。Jove!howqueermyheadfeels!Giveusaboost,please。
Stophowling,Maud,andcomehome。Youbringthemachine,andI"llpayyou,Pat。"Ashespoke,TomslowlypickedhimselfandsteadyinghimselfbyPolly"sshoulder,issuedcommands,andtheprocessionfellintoline。
First,thebigdog,barkingatintervals;thenthegood-naturedIrishman,trundling"thatdivilofawhirligig,"ashedisrespectfullycalledtheidolizedvelocipede;thenthewoundedhero,supportedbythehelpfulPolly;
andMaudbroughtuptherearintears,bearingTom"scap。
Unfortunately,Mrs。Shawwasoutdrivingwithgrandma,andFannywasmakingcalls;sothattherewasnoonebutPollytostandbyTom,fortheparlor-maidturnedfaintatthesightofblood,andthechamber-maidlostherwitsintheflurry。Itwasabadcut,andmustbesewedupatonce,thedoctorsaid,assoonashecame。"Somebodymustholdhishead;"headded,ashethreadedhisqueerlittleneedle。
"I"llkeepstill,butifanybodymustholdme,letPolly。Youain"tafraid,areyou?"askedTom,withimploringlook,forhedidn"tliketheideaofbeingsewedabit。
Pollywasjustgoingtoshrinkaway,saying,"OhIcan"t!"whensherememberedthatTomoncecalledheracoward。Herewasachancetoprovethatshewasn"t;besides,poorTomhadnooneelsetohelphim;soshecameuptothesofawherehelay,andnoddedreassuringly,assheputasoftlittlehandoneithersideofthedamagedhead。
"Youareatrump,Polly,"whisperedTom。Thenhesethisteeth,clenchedhishands,layquitestill,andboreitlikeaman。Itwasalloverinaminuteortwo,andwhenhehadhadaglassofwine,andwasnicelysettledonhisbed,hefeltprettycomfortable,inspiteofthepaininhishead;
andbeingorderedtokeepquiet,hesaid,"Thankyoueversomuch,Polly,"
andwatchedherwithagratefulfaceasshecreptaway。
Hehadtokeepthehouseforaweek,andlaidaboutlookingveryinterestingwithagreatblackpatchonhisforehead。Everyone"pettedhim;"forthedoctorsaid,thatiftheblowhadbeenaninchnearerthetemple,itwouldhavebeenfatal,andthethoughtoflosinghimsosuddenlymadebluffoldTomverypreciousallatonce。Hisfatheraskedhimhowhewasadozentimesaday;hismothertalkedcontinuallyof"thatdearboy"snarrowescape";
andgrandmacockeredhimupwitheverydelicacyshecouldinvent;andthegirlswaitedonhimlikedevotedslaves。Thisnewtreatmenthadanexcellenteffect;forwhenneglectedTomgotoverhisfirstamazementatthischangeofbase,heblossomedoutdelightfully,assickpeopledosometimes,andsurprisedhisfamilybybeingunexpectedlypatient,grateful,andamiable。
Nobodyeverknewhowmuchgooditdidhim;forboysseldomhaveconfidencesofthissortexceptwiththeirmothers,andMrs。Shawhadneverfoundthekeytoherson"sheart。Butalittleseedwassowedthenthattookroot,andthoughitgrewveryslowly,itcametosomethingintheend。PerhapsPollyhelpeditalittle。Eveningwashishardesttime,forwantofexercisemadehimasrestlessandnervousasitwaspossibleforaheartyladtobeonsuchashortnotice。
Hecouldn"tsleepsothegirlsamusedhim;­;Fannyplayedandreadaloud;Pollysung,andtoldstories;anddidthelattersowell,thatitgottobearegularthingforhertobeginassoonastwilightcame,andTomwassettledinhisfavoriteplaceongrandma"ssofa。
"Fireaway,Polly,"saidtheyoungsultan,oneevening,ashislittleScheherazadesatdowninherlowchair,afterstirringupthefiretilltheroomwasbrightandcosy。
"Idon"tfeellikestoriesto-night,Tom。I"vetoldallIknow,andcan"tmakeupanymore,"answeredPolly,leaningherheadonherhandwithasorrowfullookthatTomhadneverseenbefore。Hewatchedheraminute,andthenasked,curiously,"Whatwereyouthinkingabout,justnow,whenyousatstaringatthefire,andgettingsobererandsoberereveryminute?
"IwasthinkingaboutJimmy。"
"Wouldyoumindtellingabouthim?Youknow,yousaidyouwouldsometime;butdon"t,ifyou"drathernot,"saidTom,loweringhisroughvoicerespectfully。
"Iliketotalkabouthim;butthereisn"tmuchtotell,"beganPolly,gratefulforhisinterest。"SittingherewithyouremindedmeofthewayIusedtositwithhimwhenhewassick。Weusedtohavesuchhappytimes,andit"ssopleasanttothinkaboutthemnow。"
"Hewasawfullygood,wasn"the?"
"No,hewasn"t;buthetriedtobe,andmothersaysthatishalfthebattle。Weusedtogettiredoftrying;butwekeptmakingresolutions,andworkinghardtokeep"em。Idon"tthinkIgotonmuch;butJimmydid,andeveryonelovedhim。"
"Didn"tyoueversquabble,aswedo?"
"Yes,indeed,sometimes;butwecouldn"tstaymad,andalwaysmadeitupagainassoonaswecould。Jimmyusedtocomeroundfirst,andsay,"Allserene,Polly,"sokindandjolly,thatIcouldn"thelplaughingandbeingfriendsrightaway。"
"Didhenotknowalot?"
"Yes,Ithinkhedid,forhelikedtostudy,andwantedtogeton,sohecouldhelpfather。Peopleusedtocallhimafineboy,andIfeltsoproudtohearit;buttheydidn"tknowhalfhowwisehewas,becausehedidn"tshowoffabit。Isupposesistersalwaysaregrandoftheirbrothers;
butIdon"tbelievemanygirlshadasmuchrighttobeasIhad。"
"Mostgirlsdon"tcaretwopinsabouttheirbrothers;sothatshowsyoudon"tknowmuchaboutit。"
"Well,theyoughtto,iftheydon"t;andtheywouldiftheboyswereaskindtothemasJimmywastome。"
"Why,whatdidhedo?"
"Lovedmedearly,andwasn"tashamedtoshowit,"criedPolly,withasobinhervoice,thatmadeheranswerveryeloquent。
"Whatmadehimdie,Polly?"askedTom,soberly,afterlittlepause。
"Hegothurtcoasting,lastwinter;buthenevertoldwhichboydidit,andheonlylivedaweek。Ihelpedtakecareofhim;andhewassopatient,Iusedtowonderathim,forhewasindreadfulpainalltime。
Hegavemehisbooks,andhisdog,andhisspeckledhens,andhisbigknife,andsaid,"Good-by,Polly,"­;andkissedmethelastthing­;andthen­;O
Jimmy!Jimmy!Ifheonlycouldcomeback!"
PoorPolly"seyeshadbeengettingfullerandfuller,lipstremblingmoreandmore,asshewenton;whenshecametothat"good-by,"shecouldn"tgetanyfurther,butcoveredupherface,andcriedasherheartwouldbreak。Tomwasfullofsympathy,butdidn"tknowhowtoshowit;sohesatshakingupthecamphorbottle,andtryingtothinkofsomethingproperandcomfortabletosay,whenFannycametotherescue,andcuddledPollyinherarms,withsoothinglittlepatsandwhispersandkisses,tillthetearsstopped,andPollysaid,she"didn"tmeanto,andwouldn"tanymore。I"vebeenthinkingaboutmydearboyalltheevening,forTomremindsmeofhim,"sheadded,withasigh。
"Me?HowcanI,whenIain"tabitlikehim?"criedTom,amazed。
"Butyouareinsomeways。"
"WishIwas;butIcan"tbe,forhewasgood,youknow。"
"Soareyou,whenyouchoose。Hasn"thebeengoodandpatient,anddon"tweallliketopethimwhenhe"sclever,Fan?""saidPolly,whoseheartwasstillachingforherbrother,andreadyforhissaketofindvirtuesevenintormentingTom。