第6章
Fannywishedshehaddonethatlittlething,andwonthatapprovinglook,forshevaluedtheyoungman"sgoodopinion,becauseitwassohardtowin,byhersetatleast。So,whenPollytalkedaboutoldpeople,itrecalledthissceneandmadeFancross。
Pollywasrememberinghow,whenMrs。Shawcamehomethatdayinherfinevisitingcostume,andMaudrantowelcomeherwithunusualaffection,shegatheredupherlustroussilkandpushedthelittlegirlawaysaying,impatiently,"Don"ttouchme,child,yourhandsaredirty。"ThenthethoughthadcometoPollythatthevelvetcloakdidn"tcoverarightmotherlyheart,thatthefretfulfaceunderthenoddingpurpleplumeswasnotatendermotherlyface,andthatthehandsinthedelicateprimrosegloveshadputawaysomethingverysweetandprecious。Shethoughtofanotherwoman,whosedressneverwastoofineforlittlewetcheekstolieagainst,orlovinglittlearmstopress;whoseface,inspiteofmanylinesandthegrayhairsaboveit,wasneversourorunsympatheticwhenchildren"seyesturnedtowardsit;andwhosehandsneverweretoobusy,toofullortoonicetowelcomeandservethelittlesonsanddaughterswhofreelybroughttheirsmallhopesandfears,sinsandsorrows,toher,whodealtoutjusticeandmercywithsuchwiselove。"Ah,that"samother!"thoughtPolly,asthememorycamewarmintoherheart,makingherfeelveryrich,andpityMaudforbeingsopoor。
ThisitwasthatcausedsuchsuddenindignationatFanny"sdreadfulspeech,andthisitwasthatmadequick-temperedPollytrytocalmherwrathbeforesheusedtowardFanny"smotherthedisrespectfultoneshesoresentedtowardherown。Astheswingcamedownaftersomedozenquickjourneystoandfro,Pollyseemedtohavefoundasmilesomewhereupaloft,forshelookedtowardFan,sayingpleasantly,asshepausedalittleinherairyexercise,"I"mnotmadnow,shallIcomeandtosswithyou?"
"No,I"llcomeandswingwithyou,"answeredFanny,quicktofeelthegenerousspiritofherfriend。
"Youareanangel,andI"llneverbesorudeagain,"sheadded,asPolly"sarmcameroundher,andhalftheseatwasgladlyoffered。
"No,Iain"t;butifIevergetatalllikeone,itwillbe"mother"spreaching"thatdidit,"saidPolly,withahappylaugh。
"Goodforyou,PollyPeacemaker,"criedTom,quotinghisfather,andgivingthemagrandpushasthemostappropriatewayofexpressinghisapprobationofthesentiment。
Nothingmorewassaid;butfromthatdaythereslowlycreptintothefamilymorerespectforgrandma,moreforbearancewithherinfirmities,moreinterestinherlittlestories,andmanyapleasantgossipdidthedearoldladyenjoywiththechildrenastheygatheredroundherfire,solitarysolong。ChapterVII。ChapterVII。CHAPTERVIIGOOD-BY"OH,dear!MustyoureallygohomeSaturday?"saidFan,somedaysafterwhatTomcalledthe"grandscrimmage。"
"Ireallymust;forIonlycametostayamonthandhereI"vebeennearlysixweeks,"answeredPolly,feelingasifshehadbeenabsentayear。
"MakeittwomonthsandstayoverChristmas。Come,do,now,"urgedTom,heartily。
"Youareverykind;butIwouldn"tmissChristmasathomeforanything。
Besides,mothersaystheycan"tpossiblydowithoutme。"
"Neithercanwe。Can"tyouteaseyourmother,andmakeupyourmindtostay?"beganFan。
"Pollyneverteases。Shesaysit"sselfish;andIdon"tdoitnowmuch,"
putinMaud,withavirtuousair。
"Don"tyoubotherPolly。She"drathergo,andIdon"twonder。Let"sbejustasjollyaswecanwhileshestays,andfinishupwithyourparty,Fan,"saidTom,inatonethatsettledthematter。
Pollyhadexpectedtobeveryhappyingettingreadyfortheparty;
butwhenthetimecame,shewasdisappointed;forsomehowthatnaughtythingcalledenvytookpossessionofher,andspoiledherpleasure。Beforeshelefthome,shethoughthernewwhitemuslindress,withitsfreshblueribbons,themostelegantandpropercostumeshecouldhave;butnow,whenshesawFanny"spinksilk,withawhitetarlatantunic,andinnumerablepuffings,bows,andstreamers,herownsimplelittletoiletlostallitscharmsinhereyes,andlookedverybabyishandold-fashioned。
EvenMaudwasmuchbetterdressedthanherself,andlookedverysplendidinhercherry-coloredandwhitesuit,withasashsobigshecouldhardlycarryit,andlittlewhitebootswithredbuttons。Theybothhadnecklacesandbracelets,ear-ringsandbrooches;butPollyhadnoornament,excepttheplainlocketonabitofbluevelvet。Hersashwasonlyawideribbon,tiedinasimplebow,andnothingbutabluesnoodintheprettycurls。
Heronlycomfortwastheknowledgethatthemodesttuckerdrawnuproundtheplumpshoulderswasreallace,andthatherbronzebootscostninedollars。
PoorPolly,withallhereffortstobecontented,andnottomindlookingunlikeotherpeople,foundithardworktokeepherfacebrightandhervoicehappythatnight。Noonedreamedwhatwasgoinganunderthemuslinfrock,tillgrandma"swiseoldeyesspiedoutthelittleshadowonPolly"sspirits,andguessedthecauseofit。Whendressed,thethreegirlswentuptoshowthemselvestotheelders,whowereingrandma"sroom,whereTomwasbeinghelpedintoanagonizinglystiffcollar。
Maudprancedlikeasmallpeacock,andFanmadeasplendidcourtesyaseveryoneturnedtosurveythem;butPollystoodstill,andhereyeswentfromfacetoface,withananxious,wistfulair,whichseemedtosay,"IknowI"mnotright;butIhopeIdon"tlookverybad。"
Grandmareadthelookinaminute;andwhenFannysaid,withasatisfiedsmile,"Howdowelook?"sheanswered,drawingPollytowardhersokindly。
"Verylikethefashion-platesyougotthepatternsofyourdressesfrom。
Butthislittlecostumesuitsmebest。"
"DoyoureallythinkIlooknice?"andPolly"sfacebrightened,forshevaluedtheoldlady"sopinionverymuch。
"Yes,mydear;youlookjustasIliketoseeachildofyouragelook。
Whatparticularlypleasesmeisthatyouhavekeptyourpromisetoyourmother,andhaven"tletanyonepersuadeyoutowearborrowedfinery。Youngthingslikeyoudon"tneedanyornamentsbutthoseyouwearto-night,­;youth,health,intelligence,andmodesty。"
Asshespoke,grandmagaveatenderkissthatmadePollyglowlikearose,andforaminutesheforgotthatthereweresuchthingsaspinksilkandcoralear-ringsintheworld。Sheonlysaid,"Thankyou,ma"am,"andheartilyreturnedthekiss;butthewordsdidhergood,andherplaindresslookedcharmingallofasudden。
"Polly"ssopretty,itdon"tmatterwhatshewears,"observedTom,surveyingheroverhiscollarwithanairofcalmapproval。
"Shehasn"tgotanybwetellestoherdwess,andIhave,"saidMaud,settlingherruffledbandsoverhershoulders,whichlookedlikecherry-coloredwingsonastoutlittlecherub。
"Ididwishshe"djustwearmyblueset,ribbonissoveryplain;but,asTomsays,itdon"tmuchmatter;"andFannygaveaneffectivetouchtothebluebowabovePolly"slefttemple。
"Shemightwearflowers;theyalwayssuityounggirls,"saidMrs。Shaw,privatelythinkingthatherowndaughterslookedmuchthebest,yetconsciousthatbloomingPollyhadthemostattractiveface。
"Blessme!Iforgotmyposiesinadmiringthebelles。Handthemout,Tom;"andMr。Shawnoddedtowardaninterestinglookingboxthatstoodonthetable。
Seizingthemwrongside-up,Tomproducedthreelittlebouquets,alldifferentincolor,size,andconstruction。
"Why,papa!howverykindofyou,"criedFanny,whohadnotdaredtoreceiveevenageraniumleafsincethelatescrape。
"Yourfatherusedtobeaverygallantyounggentleman,onceuponatime,"saidMrs。Shaw,withasimper。
"Ah,Tom,it"sagoodsignwhenyoufindtimetothinkofgivingpleasuretoyourlittlegirls!"Andgrandmapattedherson"sbaldheadasifhewasn"tmorethaneighteen。
ThomasJr。hadgivenasomewhatscornfulsniffatfirst;butwhengrandmapraisedhisfather,theyoungmanthoughtbetterofthematter,andregardedtheflowerswithmorerespect,asheasked,"Whichisforwhich?"
"Guess,"saidMr。Shaw,pleasedthathisunusualdemonstrationhadproducedsuchaneffect。
Thelargestwasaregularhothousebouquet,oftea-rosebuds,scentlessheath,andsmilax;thesecondwasjustahandfulofsweet-peasandmignonette,withafewcheerfulpansies,andonefragrantlittleroseinthemiddle;
thethird,asmallposyofscarletverbenas,whitefeverfew,andgreenleaves。
"Nothardtoguess。ThesmartoneforFan,thesweetoneforPolly,andthegayoneforPug。Now,then,catchhold,girls。"AndTomproceededtodeliverthenosegays,withasmuchgraceascouldbeexpectedfromayouthinanewsuitofclothesandverytightboots。
"Thatfinishesyouoffjustright,andisaveryprettyattentionofpapa"s。Nowrundown,forthebellhasrung;andremember,nottodancetoooften,Fan;beasquietasyoucan,Tom;and。Maud,don"teattoomuchsupper。Grandmawillattendtothings,formypoornerveswon"tallowmetocomedown。"
Withthat,Mrs。Shawdismissedthem,andthefourdescendedtoreceivethefirstbatchofvisitors,severallittlegirlswhohadbeenaskedfortheexpresspurposeofkeepingMaudoutofhersister"sway。Tomhadlikewisebeenpropitiated,bybeingallowedtobringhisthreebosomfriends,whowentbytheschool-boynamesofRumple,Sherry,andSpider。
"Theywilldotomakeupsets,asgentlemenarescarce;andthepartyisforPolly,soImusthavesomeyoungfolksonheraccount,"saidFanny,whensendingoutherinvitations。
Ofcourse,theboyscameearly,andstoodaboutincorners,lookingasiftheyhadmorearmsandlegsthantheyknewwhattodowith。Tomdidhisbesttobeagoodhost;butceremonyoppressedhisspirits,andhewasforcedtostrugglemanfullywiththewilddesiretoproposeagameofleap-frog,forthelongdrawing-rooms,clearedfordancing,temptedhimsorely。
Pollysatwhereshewastold,andsufferedbashfulagoniesasFanintroducedveryfineyoungladiesandverystiffyounggentlemen,whoallsaidaboutthesamecivilthings,andthenappearedtoforgetallabouther。Whenthefirstdancewascalled,FannycorneredTom,whohadbeendodgingher,forheknewwhatshewanted,andsaid,inanearnestwhisper:
"Now,Tom,youmustdancethiswithPolly。Youaretheyounggentlemanofthehouse,andit"sonlyproperthatyoushouldaskyourcompanyfirst。"
"Pollydon"tcareformanners。Ihatedancing;don"tknowhow。Letgomyjacket,anddon"tbother,orI"llcutawayaltogether,"growledTom,dauntedbytheawfulprospectofopeningtheballwithPolly。
"I"llneverforgiveyouifyoudo。Come,beclever,andhelpme,there"sadear。YouknowwebothweredreadfullyrudetoPolly,andagreedthatwe"dbeaskindandciviltoheraseverwecould。Ishallkeepmyword,andseethatsheisn"tslightedatmyparty,forIwanthertoloveme,andgohomefeelingallright。"
ThisartfulspeechmadeanimpressionontherebelliousThomas,whoglancedatPolly"shappyface,rememberedhispromise,and,withagroan,resolvedtodohisduty。
"Well,I"lltakeher;butIshallcometogrief,forIdon"tknowanythingaboutyourolddances。"
"Yes,youdo。I"vetaughtyouthestepsadozentimes。I"mgoingtobeginwitharedowa,becausethegirlslikeit,andit"sbetterfunthansquaredances。Now,putonyourgloves,andgoandaskPollylikeagentleman。"
"Oh,thunder!"mutteredTom。Andhavingsplitthedetestedglovesindraggingthemon,henervedhimselffortheeffort,walkeduptoPolly,madeastiffbow,stuckouthiselbow,andsaid,solemnly,"MayIhavethepleasure,MissMilton?"
Hediditasmuchlikethebigfellowsashecould,andexpectedthatPollywouldbeimpressed。Butshewasn"tabit;forafterasurprisedlookshelaughedinhisface,andtookhimbythehand,saying,heartily,­;
"Ofcourseyoumay;butdon"tbeagoose,Tommy。"
"Well,Fantoldmetobeelegant,soItriedto,"whisperedTom,adding,asheclutchedhispartnerwithasomewhatdesperateair,"Holdontight,andwe"llgetthroughsomehow。"
Themusicstruckup,andawaytheywent;TomhoppingonewayandPollytheother,inamostungracefulmanner。
"Keeptimetothemusic,"gaspedPolly。
"Can"t;nevercould,"returnedTom。
"Keepstepwithme,then,anddon"ttreadonmytoes,"pleadedPolly。
"Nevermind;keepbobbing,andwe"llcomerightbyandby,"mutteredTom,givinghisunfortunatepartnerasuddenwhisk,whichnearlylandedbothonthefloor。
Buttheydidnot"getrightbyandby";forTom,Inhisfranticeffortstodohisduty,nearlyannihilatedpoorPolly。Hetramped,hebobbed,heskated,hetwirledhertotheright,draggedhertotheleft,backedherupagainstpeopleandfurniture,trodonherfeet,rumpledherdress,andmadeaspectacleofhimselfgenerally。Pollywasmuchdisturbed;butaseveryoneelsewasflyingaboutalso,sheboreitaslongasshecould,knowingthatTomhadmadeamartyrofhimself,andfeelinggratefultohimforthesacrifice。
"Oh,dostopnow;thisisdreadful!"criedPolly,breathlessly,afterafewwildturns。
"Isn"tit?"saidTom,wipinghisredfacewithsuchanairofintenserelief,thatPollyhadnotthehearttoscoldhim,butsaid,"Thankyou,"
anddroppedintoachairexhausted。
"IknowI"vemadeaguyofmyself;butFaninsistedonit,forfearyou"dbeoffendedifIdidn"tgothefirstdancewithyou,"saidTom,remorsefully,watchingPollyasshesettledthebowofhercrushedsash,whichTomhadusedasasortofhandlebywhichtoturnandtwisther;
"IcandotheLancerstip-top;butyouwon"teverwanttodancewithmeanymore,"headded,ashebegantofanhersoviolently,thatherhairflewaboutasifinagaleofwind。
"Yes,Iwill。I"dliketo;andyoushallputyournamedownhereonthesticksofmyfan。That"stheway,Trixsays,whenyoudon"thaveaball-book。"
Lookingmuchgratified,Tomproducedthestumpofalead-pencil,andwrotehisnamewithaflourish,saying,ashegaveitback,"NowI"mgoingtogetSherry,orsomeofthefellowsthatdotheredowawell,soyoucanhavearealgoodgobeforethemusicstops。"
OffwentTom;butbeforehecouldcatchanyeligiblepartner,Pollywasprovidedwiththebestdancerintheroom。Mr。Sydneyhadseenandheardthewholething;andthoughhehadlaughedquietly,helikedhonestTomandgood-naturedPollyallthebetterfortheirsimplicity。Polly"sfootwaskeepingtimetothelivelymusic,andhereyeswerefixedwistfullyonthesmoothly-glidingcouplesbeforeher,whenMr。Sydneycametoher,saying,inthepleasantyetrespectfulwayshelikedsomuch,­;
"MissPolly,canyougivemeaturn?"
"Oh,yes;I"mdyingforanother。"AndPollyjumpedup,withbothhandsout,andsuchagratefulface,thatMr。Sydneyresolvedsheshouldhaveasmanyturnsassheliked。
Thistimeallwentwell;andTom,returningfromanunsuccessfulsearch,wasamazedtobeholdPollycirclinggracefullyabouttheroom,guidedbyamostaccomplishedpartner。
"Ah,that"ssomethinglike,"hethought,ashewatchedthebronzebootsretreatingandadvancinginperfecttimetothemusic。"Don"tseehowSydneydoesthesteeringsowell;butitmustbefun;and,byJupiter!I"lllearnit!"addedShaw,Jr。,withanemphaticgesturewhichburstthelastbuttonoffhisgloves。
Pollyenjoyedherselftillthemusicstopped;andbeforeshehadtimetothankMr,Sydneyaswarmlyasshewished,Tomcameuptosay,withhismostlordlyair,­;
"Youdancesplendidly,Polly。Now,youjustshowmeanyoneyoulikethelooksof,andI"llgethimforyou,nomatterwhoheis。"
"Idon"twantanyofthegentlemen;theyaresostiff,anddon"tcaretodancewithme;butIlikethoseboysoverthere,andI"lldancewithanyofthemiftheyarewilling,"saidPolly,afterasurvey。
"I"lltrotoutthewholelot。"AndTomgladlybroughtuphisfriends,whoalladmiredPollyimmensely,andwereproudtobechoseninsteadofthe"bigfellows。"
TherewasnosittingstillforPollyafterthat,fortheladskepthergoingatagreatpace;andshewassohappy,sheneversaworsuspectedhowmanylittlemanoeuvres,heart-burnings,displaysofvanity,affectation,andnonsenseweregoingonallroundher。Sheloveddancing,andenteredintothegayetyofthescenewithaheartinessthatwaspleasanttosee。
Hereyesshone,herfaceglowed,herlipssmiled,andthebrowncurlswavedintheair,asshedanced,withaheartaslightasherfeet。
"Areyouenjoyingyourself,Polly?"askedMr。Shaw,wholookedin,nowandthen,toreporttograndmathatallwasgoingwell。
"Oh,suchasplendidtime!"criedPolly,withanenthusiasticlittlegesture,asshechassé;edintothecornerwherehestood。
"Sheisaregularbelleamongtheboys,"saidFanny,asshepromenadedby。
"TheyaresokindinaskingmeandI"mnotafraidofthem,"explainedPolly,prancing,simplybecauseshecouldn"tkeepstill。
"Soyouareafraidoftheyounggentlemen,hey?"andMr。Shawheldherbyonecurl。
"AllbutMr。Sydney。Hedon"tputonairsandtalknonsense;and,oh!
hedoes"dancelikeanangel,"asTrixsays。"
"Papa,Iwishyou"dcomeandwaltzwithme。Fantoldmenottogonearher,"causemyweddwessmakesherpinkonelookugly;andTomwon"t;andIwanttodwedfully。"
"I"veforgottenhow,Maudie。AskPolly;she"llspinyouroundlikeateetotum。"
"Mr。Sydney"snameisdownforthat,"answeredPolly,lookingatherfanwithaprettylittleairofimportance。"ButIguesshewouldn"tmindmytakingpoorMaudinstead。Shehasn"tdancedhardlyany,andI"vehadmorethanmyshare。Woulditbeveryimpropertochangemymind?"AndPollylookedupathertallpartnerwitheyewhichplainlyshowedthatthechangewasasacrifice。
"Notabit。Givethelittledearagoodwaltz,andwewilllookon,"
answeredMr。Sydney,withanodandsmile。
"Thatisarefreshinglittlepieceofnature,"saidMr。Shaw,asPollyandMaudwhirledaway。
"Shewillmakeacharminglittlewoman,ifsheisn"tspoilt。"
"Nodangerofthat。Shehasgotasensiblemother。"
"Ithoughtso。"AndSydneysighed,forhehadlatelylosthisowngoodmother。
Whensupperwasannounced,Pollyhappenedtobetalking,ortryingtotalk,tooneofthe"poky"gentlemenwhomFanhadintroduced。HetookMissMiltondown,ofcourse,putherinacorner,andhavingservedhertoadaboficeandonemacaroon,hedevotedhimselftohisownsupperwithsuchinterest,thatPollywouldhavefaredbadly,ifTomhadnotcomeandrescuedher。
"I"vebeenlookingeverywhereforyou。Comewithme,anddon"tsitstarvinghere,"saidTom,withascornfullookfromheremptyplatetothatofherrecreantescort,whichwaspiledwithgoodthings。
Followingherguide,Pollywastakentothebigchinacloset,openingfromthedining-roomtothekitchen,andhereshefoundajoviallittlepartyfeastingatease。Maudandherbosomfriend,"Gwace,"wereseatedontincake-boxes;SherryandSpideradornedtherefrigerator;whileTomandRumpleforagedfortheparty。
Here"sfun,"saidPolly,asshewasreceivedwithaclashofspoonsandawavingofnapkins。
"Youjustperchonthatcracker-keg,andI"llseethatyougetenough,"
saidTom,puttingadumbwaiterbeforeher,andissuinghisorderswithafineairofauthority。
"Weareabandofrobbersinourcave,andI"mthecaptain;andwepitchintothefolkspassingby,andgooutandbringhomeplunder。Now,Rumple,yougoandcarryoffabasketofcake,andI"llwatchheretillKatycomesbywithafreshlotofoysters;Pollymusthavesome。Sherry,cutintothekitchen,andbringacupofcoffee。Spider,scrapeupthesalad,andpokethedishthroughtheslideformore。Eataway,Polly,andmymenwillbebackwithsuppliesinajiffy。"
Suchfunastheyhadinthatcloset;suchdaringrobberiesofjelly-potsandcake-boxes;suchsuccessfulraidsintothedining-roomandkitchen;
suchbaseassaultsuponpoorKatyandthecoloredwaiter,whodidhisbest,butwashelplessinthehandsoftherobberhorde。Averyharmlesslittlerevel;fornowinewasallowed,andthegallantbandweresobusyskirmishingtosupplytheladies,thattheyhadnottimetoeattoomuch。Noonemissedthem;andwhentheyemerged,thefeastwasover,exceptforafewvoraciousyounggentlemen,whostilllingeredamongtheruins。
"That"sthewaytheyalwaysdo;pokethegirlsincorners,give"emjustonetasteofsomething,andthengoandstufflikepigs,"whisperedTom,withasuperiorair,forgettingcertainprivatebanquetsofhisown,aftercompanyhaddeparted。
TherestoftheeveningwastobedevotedtotheGerman;and,asPollyknewnothingaboutit,sheestablishedherselfinawindowrecesstowatchthemysteries。Foratimesheenjoyedit,foritwasallnewtoher,andthevariousprettydeviceswereverycharming;but,byandby,thatbitterweed,envy,croppedupagain,andshecouldnotfeelhappytobeleftoutinthecold,whiletheothergirlsweregettinggaytissue-papersuits,drollbonbons,flowers,ribbons,andallmanneroftastefultriflesinwhichgirlishsoulsdelight。Everyonewasabsorbed;Mr。Sydneywasdancing;
Tomandhisfriendswerediscussingbase-ballonthestairs;andMaud"ssethadreturnedtothelibrarytoplay。
Pollytriedtoconquerthebadfeeling;butitworriedher,tillsherememberedsomethinghermotheroncesaidtoher,­;
"Whenyoufeeloutofsorts,trytomakesomeoneelsehappy,andyouwillsoonbesoyourself。"
"Iwilltryit,"thoughtPolly,andlookedroundtoseewhatshecoulddo。Soundsofstrifeinthelibraryledhertoenter。Maudandtheyoungladiesweresittingonthesofa,talkingabouteachother"sclothes,astheyhadseentheirmammasdo。
"Wasyourdressimported?"askedGrace。
"No;wasyours?"returnedBlanche。
"Yes;anditcost­;oh,eversomuch。"
"Idon"tthinkitisasprettyasMaud"s。"
"MinewasmadeinNewYork,"saidMissShaw,smoothingherskirtscomplacently。
"Ican"tdressmuchnow,youknow,"causemamma"sinblackforsomebody,"
observedMissAliceLovett,feelingtheimportancewhichafflictionconferreduponherwhenittooktheformofajetnecklace。
"Well,Idon"tcareifmydressisn"timported;mycousinhadthreekindsofwineatherparty;so,now,"saidBlanche。
"Didshe?"Andallthelittlegirlslookeddeeplyimpressed,tillMaudobserved,withafunnyimitationofherfather"smanner,­;
"Mypapasaiditwasscan-dill-us;forsomeofthelittleboysgottipsy,andhadtobetookedhome。Hewouldn"tletushaveanywine;
andgwandmasaiditwasvewyimpwoperforchildwentodoso。"
"Mymothersaysyourmother"scoupé;isn"thalfsostylishasours,"putinAlice。
"Yes,itis,too。It"salllinedwithgweensilk,andthat"snicerthanoldwedcloth,"criedMaud,rufflinguplikeaninsultedchicken。
"Well,mybrotherdon"twearahorridoldcap,andhe"sgotnicehair。
Iwouldn"thaveabrotherlikeTom。He"shorridrude,mysistersays,"
retortedAlice。
"Heisn"t。Yourbrotherisapig。"
"You"reafib!"
"Soareyou!"
Here,Iregrettosay,MissShawslappedMissLovett,whopromptlyreturnedthecompliment,andbothbegantocry。
Polly,whohadpausedtolistentotheedifyingchat,partedthebelligerents,andfindingthepoorthingstired,cross,andsleepy,yetunabletogohometillsentfor,proposedtoplaygames。Theyoungladiesconsented,and"Pussinthecorner"provedapeacemaker。Presently,incametheboys;
andbeingexilesfromtheGerman,gladlyjoinedinthegames,whichsoonwerelivelyenoughtowakethesleepiest。"Blind-man"s-buff"wasinfullswingwhenMr。Shawpeepedin,andseeingPollyflyingaboutwithband-agedeyes,joinedinthefuntopuzzleher。Hegotcaughtdirectly;andgreatmerrimentwascausedbyPolly"sbewilderment,forshecouldn"tguesswhohewas,tillshefeltthebaldspotonhishead。
Thisfrolicputeveryoneinsuchspirits,thatPollyforgothertrouble,andthelittlegirlskissedeachothergood-nightasaffectionatelyasifsuchthingsasimportedfrocks,coupé;s,andrivalbrothersdidn"texist"Well,Polly,doyoulikeparties?"askedFanwhenthelastguestwasgone。
"Verymuch;butIdon"tthinkitwouldbegoodformetogotomany,"
answeredPolly,slowly。
"Whynot?"
"Ishouldn"tenjoythemifIdidn"thaveafinedress,anddanceallthetime,andbeadmired,and­;alltherestofit。"
"Ididn"tknowyoucaredforsuchthings,"criedFanny,surprised。
"NeitherdidItillto-night;butIdo;andasIcan"thave"em,it"sluckyI"mgoinghometomorrow。"
"Oh,dear!Soyouare!WhatshallIdowithoutmy"sweetP。,"asSydneycallsyou?"sighedFanny,bearingPollyawaytobecuddled。
Everyoneechoedtheexclamationnextday;andmanylovingeyesfollowedthelittlefigureinthedrabfrockasitwentquietlyabout,doingforthelasttimethesmallserviceswhichwouldhelptomakeitsabsencekeenlyfelt。Pollywastogodirectlyafteranearlydinner,andhavingpackedhertrunk,allbutonetray,shewastoldtogoandtakearunwhilegrandmafinished。Pollysuspectedthatsomepleasantsurprisewasgoingtobeputin;forFandidn"toffertogowithher,Maudkeptdodgingaboutwithsomethingunderherapron,andTomhadjustwhiskedintohismother"sroominamysteriousmanner。SoPollytookthehintandwentaway,rejoicinginthethoughtoftheunknowntreasuresshewastocarryhome。
Mr。Shawhadnotsaidheshouldcomehomesoearly,butPollythoughthemight,andwenttomeethim。Mr。Shawdidn"texpecttoseePolly,forhehadleftherverybusy,andnowalightsnowwasfalling;but,asheturnedintothemalltherewastheroundhat,andunderitthebrightface,lookingalltherosierforbeingpowderedwithsnow-flakes,asPollycamerunningtomeethim。
"Therewon"tbeanyonetohelptheoldgentlemansafelyhometo-morrow,"
hesaid,asPollytookhishandinbothherswithanaffectionatesqueeze。
"Yes,therewill;seeifthereisn"t,"criedPolly,noddingandsmiling,forFanhadconfidedtoherthatshemeanttotryitafterherfriendhadgone。
"I"mgladofit。But,mydear,Iwantyoutopromisethatyouwillcomeandmakeusavisiteverywinter,­;agoodlongone,"saidMr。Shaw,pattingthebluemittensfoldedroundhishand。
"Iftheycansparemefromhome,I"dlovetocomedearly。"
"Theymustlendyouforalittlewhile,becauseyoudousallgood,andweneedyou。"
"DoI?Idon"tseehow;butI"mgladtohearyousayso,"criedPolly,muchtouched。
"Ican"ttellyouhow,exactly;butyoubroughtsomethingintomyhousethatmakesitwarmerandpleasanter,andwon"tquitevanish,Ihope,whenyougoaway,mychild。"
PollyhadneverheardMr。Shawspeaklikethatbefore,anddidn"tknowwhattosay,shefeltsoproudandhappyatthisproofofthetruthofhermother"swords,whenshesaidthat"evenalittlegirlcouldexertaninfluence,anddosomegoodinthisbig,busyworld。"Sheonlygaveherfriendagratefullooksweeterthananywords,andtheywentontogether,handinhand,throughthe"soft-fallingsnow。"
IfPollycouldhaveseenwhatwentintothattoptray,shewouldhavebeenentirelyovercome;forFannyhadtoldgrandmaaboutthepoorlittlepresentsshehadoncelaughedat,andtheyhadalllaidtheirheadstogethertoprovidesomethingreallyfineandappropriateforeverymemberoftheMiltonfamily。Suchamineofriches!andsomuchgood-will,affection,andkindlyforethoughtwaspackedawayinthetemptingbundles,thatnoonecouldfeeloffended,butwouldfindanunusualcharmabouttheprettygiftsthatmadethemdoublywelcome。IonlyknowthatifPollyhadsuspectedthatalittlewatchwastickingawayinalittlecase,withhernameonit,insidethattrunk,shenevercouldhaveleftitlockedasgrandmaadvised,orhaveeatenherdinnersoquietly。Asitwas,herheartwasveryfull,andthetearsrosetohereyesmorethanonce,everyonewassokind,andsosorrytohavehergo。
Tomdidn"tneedanyurgingtoplayescortnow;andbothFanandMaudinsistedongoingtoo。Mrs。Shawforgothernerves,andputupsomegingerbreadwithherownhands;Mr。ShawkissedPollyasifshehadbeenhisdearestdaughter;andgrandmaheldherclose,whisperinginatremuloustone,"Mylittlecomfort,comeagainsoon";whileKatywavedherapronfromthenurserywindow,crying,astheydrove,away,"Thesaintsblessye,MissPolly,dear,andsindyethebestoflucks!"
ButthecrowningjokeofallwasTom"sgood-by,for,whenPollywasfairlysettledinthecar,thelast"Allaboard!"uttered,andthetraininmotion,Tomsuddenlyproducedaknobbylittlebundle,andthrustingitinatthewindow,whilehehungoninsomebreakneckfashion,said,withadrollmixtureoffunandfeelinginhisface,­;
"It"shorrid;butyouwantedit,soIputitintomakeyoulaugh。
Good-by,Polly;good-by,good-by!"
Thelastadieuwasatriflehusky,andTomvanishedasitwasuttered,leavingPollytolaughoverhispartingsouvenirtillthetearsrandownhercheeks。Itwasapaperbagofpeanuts,andpokeddownattheverybottomaphotographofTom。Itwas"horrid,"forhelookedasiftakenbyaflashoflightning,soblack,wild,andstaringwasit;butPollylikedit,andwhenevershefeltalittlepensiveatpartingwithherfriends,shetookapeanut,orapeepatTom"sfunnypicture,whichmadehermerryagain。
Sotheshortjourneycameblithelytoanend,andinthetwilightshesawagroupoflovingfacesatthedoorofahumblelittlehouse,whichwasmorebeautifulthananypalaceinhereyes,foritwashome。ChapterVIII。ChapterVIII。CHAPTERVIIISIXYEARSAFTERWARD"WHATdoyouthinkPollyisgoingtodothiswinter?"exclaimedFanny,lookingupfromthelettershehadbeeneagerlyreading。
"GoingtodeliverlecturesonWoman"sRights,"saidtheyounggentlemanwhowascarefullyexamininghisluxuriantcropofdecidedlyauburnhair,asheloungedwithbothelbowsonthechimney-piece。
"Goingtosethercapforsomeyoungministerandmarryhiminthespring,"
addedMrs。Shaw,whosemindranagooddealuponmatch-makingjustnow。
"Ithinksheisgoingtostayathome,anddoallthework,"causeservantscostsomuch;itwouldbejustlikeher,"observedMaud,whocouldpronouncetheletterRnow。
"It"smyopinionsheisgoingtoopenaschool,orsomethingofthatsort,tohelpthosebrothersofhersalong,"saidMr。Shaw,whohadputdownhispaperatthesoundofPolly"sname。
"Everyoneofyouwrong,thoughpapacomesnearestthetruth,"criedFanny;"sheisgoingtogivemusiclessons,andsupportherself,sothatWillmaygotocollege。Heisthestudiousone,andPollyisveryproudofhim。Ned,theotherbrother,hasabusinesstalent,anddon"tcareforbooks,sohehasgoneoutWest,andwillmakehisownwayanywhere。Pollysayssheisn"tneededathomenow,thefamilyissosmall,andKittycantakeherplacenicely;sosheisactuallygoingtoearnherownliving,andhandoverhershareofthefamilyincometoWill。Whatamartyrthatgirldoesmakeofherself,"andFannylookedassolemnasifPollyhadproposedsomeawfulself-sacrifice。
"Sheisasensible,brave-heartedgirl,andIrespectherfordoingit,"saidMr。Shaw,emphatically。"Oneneverknowswhatmayhappen,anditdoesnoharmforyoungpeopletolearntobeindependent。"
"IfsheisasprettyasshewaslasttimeIsawher,she"llgetpupilsfastenough。Iwouldn"tmindtakinglessonsmyself,"wasthegraciousobservationofShaw,Jr。,asheturnedfromthemirror,withthesoothingcertaintythathisobjectionablehairactuallywasgrowingdarker。
"Shewouldn"ttakeyouatanyprice,"saidFanny,rememberingPolly"slookofdisappointmentanddisapprovalwhenshecameonherlastvisitandfoundhimanunmistakabledandy。
"Youjustwaitandsee,"wastheplacidreply。
"IfPollydoescarryoutherplan,IwishMaudtotakelessonsofher;
Fannycandoasshelikes,butitwouldpleasemeverymuchtohaveoneofmygirlssingasPollysings。Itsuitsoldpeoplebetterthanyouroperathings,andmotherusedtoenjoyitsomuch。"
Ashespoke,Mr。Shaw"seyeturnedtowardthecomerofthefirewheregrandmausedtosit。Theeasy-chairwasemptynow,thekindoldfacewasgone,andnothingbutaverytendermemoryremained。
"I"dliketolearn,papa,andPollyisasplendidteacher,Iknow;
she"salwayssopatient,andmakeseverythingsopleasant。Idohopeshewillgetscholarsenoughtobeginrightaway,"saidMaud。
"Whenisshecoming?"askedMrs。Shaw,quitewillingtohelpPolly,butprivatelyresolvingthatMaudshouldbefinishedoffbythemostfashionablemasterinthecity。
"Shedoesn"tsay。Shethanksmeforaskingherhere,asusual,butsayssheshallgorighttoworkandhadbetterbeginwithherownlittleroomatonce。Won"titseemstrangetohavePollyintown,andyetnotwithus?"
"We"llgethersomehow。Thelittleroomwillcostsomething,andshecanstaywithusjustaswellasnot,evenifshedoesteach。TellherIsayso,"saidMr。Shaw。
"Shewon"tcome,Iknow;forifsheundertakestobeindependent,she"lldoitinthemostthoroughmanner,"answeredFanny,andMrs。Shawsincerelyhopedshewould。Itwasallverywelltopatronizethelittlemusic-teacher,butitwasnotsopleasanttohavehersettledinthefamily。
"IshalldowhatIcanforheramongmyfriends,andIdaresayshewillgetonverywellwithyoungpupilstobeginwith。Ifshestartsright,putshertermshighenough,andgetsafewgoodnamestogivehertheentré;eintoourfirstfamilies,Idon"tdoubtshewilldonicely,forImustsayPollyhasthemannersofalady,"observedMrs。Shaw。
"She"samightytakinglittlebody,andI"mgladshe"stobeintown,thoughI"dlikeitbetterifshedidn"tbotheraboutteaching,butjuststayedhereandenjoyedherself,"saidTom,lazily。
"I"venodoubtshewouldfeelhighlyhonoredtobeallowedtodevotehertimetoyouramusement;butshecan"taffordexpensiveluxuries,andshedon"tapproveofflirting,soyouwillhavetolethergoherownway,andrefreshherselfwithsuchglimpsesofyouasherengagementspermit,"
answeredFanny,inthesarcastictonewhichwasbecominghabitualtoher。
"Youaregettingtobearegularoldmaid,Fan;assharpasalemon,andtwiceassour,"returnedTom,lookingdownatherwithanairofcalmsuperiority。
"Dobequiet,children;youknowIcan"tbearanythinglikecontention。
Maud,givememyShetlandshawl,andputacushionatmyback。"
AsMaudobeyedhermother,withareprovinglookathererringbrotherandsister,apausefollowed,forwhicheveryoneseemedgrateful。Theyweresittingaboutthefireafterdinner,andalllookedasifalittlesunshinewoulddothemgood。IthadbeenadullNovemberday,butallofasuddenthecloudslifted,andabrightrayshotintotheroom。Everyoneturnedinvoluntarilytowelcomeit,andeveryonecriedout,"Why,Polly!"forthereonthethresholdstoodabright-facedgirl,smilingasiftherewasnosuchthingasNovemberweatherintheworld。
"Youdearthing,whendidyoucome?"criedFanny,kissingboththebloomingcheckswithrealaffection,whiletheresthoverednear,waitingforachance。
"Icameyesterday,andhavebeengettingmynestinorder;butIcouldn"tkeepawayanylonger,soIranuptosay"Howdoyoudo?""answeredPolly,inthecheeryvoicethatdidone"sheartgoodtohear。
"MyPollyalwaysbringsthesunshinewithher,"andMr。Shawheldouthishandstohislittlefriend,forshewashisfavoritestill。
Itwasgoodtoseeherputbotharmsabouthisneck,andgivehimatenderkiss,thatsaidagreatdeal,forgrandmahaddiedsincePollymethimlastandshelongedtocomforthim,seeinghowgrayandoldhehadgrown。
IfTomhadhadanythoughtsoffollowinghisfather"sexample,somethinginPolly"smannermadehimchangehismind,andshakehandswithahearty"I"mverygladtoseeyou,Polly,"addingtohimself,ashelookedatthefaceinthemodestlittlebonnet:"Prettierthanever,byJove!"
TherewassomethingmorethanmereprettinessinPolly"sface,thoughTomhadnotlearnedtoseeityet。Theblueeyeswereclearandsteady,thefreshmouthfrankandsweet,thewhitechinwasaveryfirmoneinspiteofthedimple,andthesmoothforeheadunderthelittlecurlshadabroad,benevolentarch;whileallaboutthefacewerethoseunmistakablelinesandcurveswhichcanmakeevenaplaincountenancecomely,bybreathingintoitthebeautyofalovelycharacter。Pollyhadgrownup,butshehadnomorestylenowthaninthedaysoftheroundhatandroughcoat,forshewasallingray,likeayoungQuakeress,withnoornamentbutabluebowatthethroatandanotherinthehair。Yettheplainsuitbecameherexcellently,andoneneverthoughtofthedress,lookingattheactivefigurethatworeit,forthefreedomofherchildhoodgavetoPollythatgoodgift,health,andeverymovementwasfullofthevigor,grace,andease,whichnothingelsecansosurelybestow。Ahappysoulinahealthybodyisararesightinthesedays,whendoctorsflourishandeveryoneisill,andthispleasantunionwasthecharmwhichPollypossessedwithoutknowingit。
"Itdoesseemsogoodtohaveyouhereagain,"saidMaud,cuddlingPolly"scoldhand,asshesatatherfeet,whenshewasfairlyestablishedbetweenFannyandMr。Shaw,whileTomleanedonthebackofhismother"schair,andenjoyedtheprospect。
"Howdoyougeton?Whendoyoubegin?Whereisyournest?Nowtellallaboutit,"beganFanny,whowasfullofcuriosityaboutthenewplan。
"Ishallgetonverywell,Ithink,forI"vegottwelvescholarstobeginwith,allabletopayagoodprice,andIshallgivemyfirstlessononMonday。"
"Don"tyoudreadit?"askedFanny。
"Notmuch;whyshouldI?"answeredPolly,stoutly。
"Well,Idon"tknow;it"sanewthing,andmustbealittlebithardatfirst,"stammeredFanny,notlikingtosaythatworkingforone"slivingseemedadreadfulhardshiptoher。
"Itwillbetiresome,ofcourse,butIshallgetusedtoit;Ishallliketheexercise,andthenewpeopleandplacesImustseewillamuseme。Thentheindependencewillbedelightful,andifIcansavealittletohelpKittyalongwith,thatwillbebestofall。"
Polly"sfaceshoneasiftheprospectwasfullofpleasureinsteadofwork,andtheheartygoodwillwithwhichsheundertookthenewtask,seemedtodignifyherhumblehopesandplans,andmaketheminterestinginthesightofothers。
"Whohaveyougotforpupils?"askedMrs。Shaw,forgettinghernervesforaminute。
Pollynamedherlist,andtookasecretsatisfactioninseeingtheimpressionwhichcertainnamesmadeuponherhearers。
"HowintheworlddidyougettheDavenportsandtheGreys,mydear?"
saidMrs。Shaw,sittingerectinhersurprise。
"Mrs。Davenportandmotherarerelations,youknow。"
"Younevertoldusthatbefore!"
"TheDavenportshavebeenawaysomeyears,andIforgotallaboutthem。
ButwhenIwasmakingmyplan,IknewImusthaveagoodnameortwotosetmegoing,soIjustwroteandaskedMrs。D。ifshewouldhelpme。Shecameandsawusandwasverykind,andhasgotthesepupilsforme,likeadear,goodwomanassheis。"
"Wheredidyoulearnsomuchworldlywisdom,Polly?"askedMr。Shaw,ashiswifefellbackinherchair,andtookouthersalts,asifthisdiscoveryhadbeentoomuchforher。
"Ilearntithere,sir,"answeredPolly,laughing。"Iusedtothinkpatronageandthingsofthatsortverydisagreeableandnotworthhaving,butI"vegotwiser,andtoacertainextentI"mgladtousewhateveradvantagesIhaveinmypower,iftheycanbehonestlygot。"
"Whydidn"tyouletushelpyouinthebeginning?Weshouldhavebeenverygladto,I"msure,"putinMrs。Shaw,whoquiteburnedtobeknownasajointpatronesswithMrs。Davenport。
"Iknowyouwould,butyouhaveallbeensokindtomeIdidn"twanttotroubleyouwithmylittleplanstillthefirststepsweretaken。Besides,Ididn"tknowasyouwouldliketorecommendmeasateacher,thoughyoulikemewellenoughasplainPolly。"
"Mydear,ofcourseIwould,andwewantyoutotakeMaudatonce,andteachheryoursweetsongs。Shehasafinevoice,andisreallysufferingforateacher。"
AslightsmilepassedoverPolly"sfaceasshereturnedherthanksforthenewpupil,forsherememberedatimewhenMrs。Shawconsideredher"sweetsongs"quiteunfitforafashionableyounglady"srepertoire。
"Whereisyourroom?"askedMaud。
"MyoldfriendMissMillshastakenmein,andIamnicelysettled。
Motherdidn"tliketheideaofmygoingtoastrangeboarding-house,soMissMillskindlymadeaplaceforme。Youknowsheletsherroomswithoutboard,butsheisgoingtogivememydinners,andI"mtogetmyownbreakfastandtea,quiteindependently。Ilikethatway,andit"sverylittletrouble,myhabitsaresosimple;abowlofbreadandmilknightandmorning,withbakedapplesorsomethingofthatsort,isallIwant,andIcanhaveitwhenIlike。"
"Isyourroomcomfortablyfurnished?Can"twelendyouanything,mydear?Aneasy-chairnow,oralittlecouch,sonecessarywhenonecomesintired,"saidMrs。Shaw,takingunusualinterestintheaffair。
"Thankyou,butIdon"tneedanything,forIbroughtallsortsofhomecomfortswithme。Oh,Fan,yououghttohaveseenmytriumphalentryintothecity,sittingamongmygoodsandchattels,inafarmer"scart。"Polly"slaughwassoinfectiousthateveryonesmiledandforgottobeshockedatherperformance。"Yes,"sheadded,"IkeptwishingIcouldmeetyou,justtoseeyourhorrifiedfacewhenyousawmesittingonmylittlesofa,withboxesandbundlesallroundme,abird-cageononeside,afishingbasket,withakitten"sheadpoppinginandoutofthehole,ontheotherside,andjollyoldMr。Brown,inhisbluefrock,perchedonakegofapplesinfront。Itwasalovelybrightday,andIenjoyedtherideimmensely,forwehadallsortsofadventures。"
"Oh,tellaboutit,"beggedMaud,whenthegenerallaughatPolly"spicturehadsubsided。
"Well,inthefirstplace,weforgotmyivy,andKittycamerunningafterme,withit。Thenwestartedagain,butweresoonstoppedbyagreatshouting,andtherewasWillracingdownthehill,wavingapillowinonehandandasquashpieintheother。Howwedidlaughwhenhecameupandexplainedthatourneighbor,oldMrs。Dodd,hadsentinahop-pillowforme,incaseofheadache,andapietobeginhouse-keepingwith。SheseemedsodisappointedatbeingtoolatethatWillpromisedtogetthemtome,ifheranallthewaytotown。Thepillowwaseasilydisposedof,butthatpie!Idobelieveitwasstowedineverypartofthewagon,andneverstaidanywhere。Ifounditinmylap,thenonthefloor,next,upsidedownamongthebooks,thenjustonthepointofcoastingoffatrunkintotheroad,andatlastitlandedinmyrocking-chair。Sucharemarkablepieasitwas,too,forinspiteofallitswanderings,itnevergotspiltorbroken,andwefinallyateitforlunch,inordertobeleftinpeace。Next,mykittygotaway,andIhadachaseoverwallsandbrooksbeforeIgother,whileMr。Brownsatshakingwithfun,toseemerun。Wefinishedoffbyhavingthebook-shelvestumbleonourheadsaswewentdownahill,andlosingmychairoffbehind,aswewentupahill。Ashoutmadeuspause,and,lookingback,therewasthepoorlittlechairrockingallbyitselfinthemiddleoftheroad,whileasmallboysatonthefenceandwhooped。
Itwasgreatfun,Idoassureyou。"
Pollyhadrunoninherlivelyway,notbecauseshethoughtheradventuresamountedtomuch,butfromawishtocheerupherfriends,whohadstruckheraslookingratherdullandoutofsorts,especiallyMr。Shaw;andwhenshesawhimleanbackinhischairwiththeoldheartylaugh,shewassatisfied,andblessedtheunluckypieforamusinghim。
"Oh,Polly,youdotellsuchinterestingthings!"sighedMaud,wipinghereyes。
"IwishI"dmetyou,I"dhavegivenyouthreecheersandatiger,foritmusthavebeenanimposingspectacle,"saidTom。