第11章
We’vemoved,andtheyhaven’t。Sonobodycares。Marriagewithoutadecentchanceofreliefisonlyasortofslave—owning;peopleoughtn’ttoowneachother。Everybodyseesthatnow。IfIrenebrokesuchlaws,whatdoesitmatter?"
"It’snotformetodisagreethere,"saidJolyon;"butthat’sallquitebesidethemark。Thisisamatterofhumanfeeling。"
"Ofcourseitis,"criedJune,"thehumanfeelingofthosetwoyoungthings。"
"Mydear,"saidJolyonwithgentleexasperation;"you’retalkingnonsense。"
"I’mnot。Iftheyprovetobereallyfondofeachother,whyshouldtheybemadeunhappybecauseofthepast?"
"Youhaven’tlivedthatpast。Ihave——throughthefeelingsofmywife;throughmyownnervesandmyimagination,asonlyonewhoisdevotedcan。"
June,too,rose,andbegantowanderrestlessly。
"If,"shesaidsuddenly,"shewerethedaughterofPhilipBosinney,I
couldunderstandyoubetter。Irenelovedhim,sheneverlovedSoames。"
Jolyonutteredadeepsound—thesortofnoiseanItalianpeasantwomanutterstohermule。Hishearthadbegunbeatingfuriously,buthepaidnoattentiontoit,quitecarriedawaybyhisfeelings。
"Thatshowshowlittleyouunderstand。NeitherInorJon,ifIknowhim,wouldmindalove—past。It’sthebrutalityofaunionwithoutlove。ThisgirlisthedaughterofthemanwhoonceownedJon’smotherasanegro—slavewasowned。Youcan’tlaythatghost;don’ttryto,June!It’saskingustoseeJonjoinedtothefleshandbloodofthemanwhopossessedJon’smotheragainstherwill。It’snogoodmincingwords;Iwantitclearonceforall。AndnowI
mustn’ttalkanymore,orIshallhavetositupwiththisallnight。"And,puttinghishandoverhisheart,JolyonturnedhisbackonhisdaughterandstoodlookingattheriverThames。
June,whobynatureneversawahornet’snestuntilshehadputherheadintoit,wasseriouslyalarmed。Shecameandslippedherarmthroughhis。Notconvincedthathewasright,andsheherselfwrong,becausethatwasnotnaturaltoher,shewasyetprofoundlyimpressedbytheobviousfactthatthesubjectwasverybadforhim。Sherubbedhercheekagainsthisshoulder,andsaidnothing。
Aftertakingherelderlycousinacross,Fleurdidnotlandatonce,butpulledinamongthereeds,intothesunshine。Thepeacefulbeautyoftheafternoonseducedforalittleonenotmuchgiventothevagueandpoetic。Inthefieldbeyondthebankwhereherskifflayup,amachinedrawnbyagreyhorsewasturninganearlyfieldofhay。Shewatchedthegrasscascadingoverandbehindthelightwheelswithfascination——itlookedsocoolandfresh。Theclickandswishblendedwiththerustleofthewillowsandthepoplars,andthecooingofawood—pigeon,inatrueriversong。Alongside,inthedeepgreenwater,weeds,likeyellowsnakes,werewrithingandnosingwiththecurrent;piedcattleonthefarthersidestoodintheshadelazilyswishingtheirtails。Itwasanafternoontodream。AndshetookoutJon’sletters——notfloweryeffusions,buthauntedintheirrecitalofthingsseenanddonebyalongingveryagreeabletoher,andallending"YourdevotedJ。"Fleurwasnotsentimental,herdesireswereeverconcreteandconcentrated,butwhatpoetrytherewasinthedaughterofSoamesandAnnettehadcertainlyinthoseweeksofwaitinggatheredroundhermemoriesofJon。Theyallbelongedtograssandblossom,flowersandrunningwater。Sheenjoyedhiminthescentsabsorbedbyhercrinklingnose。ThestarscouldpersuadeherthatshewasstandingbesidehiminthecentreofthemapofSpain;andofanearlymorningthedewycobwebs,thehazysparkleandpromiseofthedaydowninthegarden,wereJonpersonifiedtoher。
Twowhiteswanscamemajesticallyby,whileshewasreadinghisletters,followedbytheirbroodofsixyoungswansinaline,withjustsomuchwaterbetweeneachtailandhead,aflotillaofgreydestroyers。Fleurthrustherlettersback,gotouthersculls,andpulleduptothelanding—stage。Crossingthelawn,shewonderedwhethersheshouldtellherfatherofJune’svisit。Ifhelearnedofitfromthebutler,hemightthinkitoddifshedidnot。Itgaveher,too,anotherchancetostartleoutofhimthereasonofthefeud。Shewent,therefore,uptheroadtomeethim。
SoameshadgonetolookatapatchofgroundonwhichtheLocalAuthoritieswereproposingtoerectaSanatoriumforpeoplewithweaklungs。Faithfultohisnativeindividualism,hetooknopartinlocalaffairs,contenttopaytherateswhichwerealwaysgoingup。
Hecouldnot,however,remainindifferenttothisnewanddangerousscheme。Thesitewasnothalfamilefromhisownhouse。Hewasquiteofopinionthatthecountryshouldstampouttuberculosis;butthiswasnottheplace。Itshouldbedonefartheraway。Hetook,indeed,anattitudecommontoalltrueForsytes,thatdisabilityofanysortinotherpeoplewasnothisaffair,andtheStateshoulddoitsbusinesswithoutprejudicinginanywaythenaturaladvantageswhichhehadacquiredorinherited。Francie,themostfree—spiritedForsyteofhisgeneration(exceptperhapsthatfellowJolyon)hadonceaskedhiminhermaliciousway:"DidyoueverseethenameForsyteinasubscriptionlist,Soames?"Thatwasasitmightbe,butaSanatoriumwoulddepreciatetheneighbourhood,andheshouldcertainlysignthepetitionwhichwasbeinggotupagainstit。
Returningwiththisdecisionfreshwithinhim,hesawFleurcoming。
Shewasshowinghimmoreaffectionoflate,andthequiettimedownherewithherinthissummerweatherhadbeenmakinghimfeelquiteyoung;AnnettewasalwaysrunninguptoTownforonethingoranother,sothathehadFleurtohimselfalmostasmuchashecouldwish。Tobesure,youngMonthadformedahabitofappearingonhismotor—cyclealmosteveryotherday。Thankgoodness,theyoungfellowhadshavedoffhishalf—toothbrushes,andnolongerlookedlikeamountebank!WithagirlfriendofFleur’swhowasstayinginthehouse,andaneighbouringyouthorso,theymadetwocouplesafterdinner,inthehall,tothemusicoftheelectricpianola,whichperformedFox—trotsunassisted,withasurprisedshineonitsexpressivesurface。Annette,even,nowandthenpassedgracefullyupanddowninthearmsofoneorotheroftheyoungmen。AndSoames,comingtothedrawing—roomdoor,wouldlifthisnosealittlesideways,andwatchthem,waitingtocatchasmilefromFleur;thenmovebacktohischairbythedrawing—roomhearth,toperuseTheTimesorsomeothercollector’spricelist。Tohisever—anxiouseyesFleurshowednosignsofrememberingthatcapriceofhers。
Whenshereachedhimonthedustyroad,heslippedhishandwithinherarm。
"Who,doyouthink,hasbeentoseeyou,Dad?Shecouldn’twait!
Guess!"
"Ineverguess,"saidSoamesuneasily。"Who?"
"Yourcousin,JuneForsyte。"
QuiteunconsciouslySoamesgrippedherarm。"Whatdidshewant?"
"Idon’tknow。Butitwasratherbreakingthroughthefeud,wasn’tit?"
"Feud?Whatfeud?"
"Theonethatexistsinyourimagination,dear。"
Soamesdroppedherarm。Wasshemocking,ortryingtodrawhimon?
"Isupposeshewantedmetobuyapicture,"hesaidatlast。
"Idon’tthinkso。Perhapsitwasjustfamilyaffection。"
"She’sonlyafirstcousinonceremoved,"mutteredSoames。
"Andthedaughterofyourenemy。"
"Whatd’youmeanbythat?"
"Ibegyourpardon,dear;Ithoughthewas。"
"Enemy!"repeatedSoames。"It’sancienthistory。Idon’tknowwhereyougetyournotions。"
"FromJuneForsyte。"
Ithadcometoherasaninspirationthatifhethoughtsheknew,orwereontheedgeofknowledge,hewouldtellher。
Soameswasstartled,butshehadunderratedhiscautionandtenacity。
"Ifyouknow,"hesaidcoldly,"whydoyouplagueme?"
Fleursawthatshehadoverreachedherself。
"Idon’twanttoplagueyou,darling。Asyousay,whywanttoknowmore?Whywanttoknowanythingofthat’small’mystery——Jem’enfiche,asProfondsays?"
"Thatchap!"saidSoamesprofoundly。
Thatchap,indeed,playedaconsiderable,ifinvisible,partthissummer——forhehadnotturnedupagain。EversincetheSundaywhenFleurhaddrawnattentiontohimprowlingonthelawn,Soameshadthoughtofhimagooddeal,andalwaysinconnectionwithAnnette,fornoreason,exceptthatshewaslookinghandsomerthanforsometimepast。Hispossessiveinstinct,subtle,lessformal,moreelasticsincetheWar,keptallmisgivingunderground。AsonelooksonsomeAmericanriver,quietandpleasant,knowingthatanalligatorperhapsislyinginthemudwithhissnoutjustraisedandindistinguishablefromasnagofwood——soSoameslookedontheriverofhisownexistence,subconsciousofMonsieurProfond,refusingtoseemorethanthesuspicionofhissnout。Hehadatthisepochinhislifepracticallyallhewanted,andwasasnearlyhappyashisnaturewouldpermit。Hissenseswereatrest;hisaffectionsfoundalltheventtheyneededinhisdaughter;hiscollectionwaswellknown,hismoneywellinvested;hishealthexcellent,saveforatouchoflivernowandagain;hehadnotyetbeguntoworryseriouslyaboutwhatwouldhappenafterdeath,incliningtothinkthatnothingwouldhappen。Heresembledoneofhisowngilt—edgedsecurities,andtoknockthegiltoffbyseeinganythinghecouldavoidseeingwouldbe,hefeltinstinctively,perverseandretrogressive。Thosetwocrumpledrose—leaves,Fleur’scapriceandMonsieurProfond’ssnout,wouldlevelawayifhelayonthemindustriously。
ThateveningChance,whichvisitsthelivesofeventhebest—investedForsytes,putaclueintoFleur’shands。Herfathercamedowntodinnerwithoutahandkerchief,andhadoccasiontoblowhisnose。
"I’llgetyouone,dear,"shehadsaid,andranupstairs。Inthesachetwhereshesoughtforit——anoldsachetofveryfadedsilk——
thereweretwocompartments:oneheld,handkerchiefs;theotherwasbuttoned,andcontainedsomethingflatandhard。BysomechildishimpulseFleurunbuttonedit。Therewasaframeandinitaphotographofherselfasalittlegirl。Shegazedatit,fascinated,asoneisbyone’sownpresentment。Itslippedunderherfidgetingthumb,andshesawthatanotherphotographwasbehind。Shepressedherowndownfurther,andperceivedaface,whichsheseemedtoknow,ofayoungwoman,verygood—looking,inaveryoldstyleofeveningdress。Slippingherownphotographupoveritagain,shetookoutahandkerchiefandwentdown。Onlyonthestairsdidsheidentifythatface。Surely——surelyJon’smother!Theconvictioncameasashock。
Andshestoodstillinaflurryofthought。Why,ofcourse!Jon’sfatherhadmarriedthewomanherfatherhadwantedtomarry,hadcheatedhimoutofher,perhaps。Then,afraidofshowingbyhermannerthatshehadlightedonhissecret,sherefusedtothinkfurther,and,shakingoutthesilkhandkerchief,enteredthedining—
room。
"Ichosethesoftest,Father。"
"H’m!"saidSoames;"Ionlyusethoseafteracold。Nevermind!"
ThateveningpassedforFleurinputtingtwoandtwotogether;
recallingthelookonherfather’sfaceintheconfectioner’sshop——alookstrangeandcoldlyintimate,aqueerlook。Hemusthavelovedthatwomanverymuchtohavekeptherphotographallthistime,inspiteofhavinglosther。Unsparingandmatter—of—fact,herminddartedtohisrelationswithherownmother。Hadheeverreallylovedher?Shethoughtnot。Jonwasthesonofthewomanhehadreallyloved。Surely,then,heoughtnottomindhisdaughterlovinghim;itonlywantedgettingusedto。Andasighofsheerreliefwascaughtinthefoldsofhernightgownslippingoverherhead。
III
MEETINGS
YouthonlyrecognisesAgebyfitsandstarts。Jon,forone,hadneverreallyseenhisfather’sagetillhecamebackfromSpain。ThefaceofthefourthJolyon,wornbywaiting,gavehimquiteashock——
itlookedsowanandold。Hisfather’smaskhadbeenforcedawrybytheemotionofthemeeting,sothattheboysuddenlyrealisedhowmuchhemusthavefelttheirabsence。Hesummonedtohisaidthethought:’Well,Ididn’twanttogo!’ItwasoutofdateforYouthtodefertoAge。ButJonwasbynomeanstypicallymodern。Hisfatherhadalwaysbeen"sojolly"tohim,andtofeelthatonemeanttobeginagainatoncetheconductwhichhisfatherhadsufferedsixweeks’lonelinesstocurewasnotagreeable。
Atthequestion,"Well,oldman,howdidthegreatGoyastrikeyou?"
hisconscienceprickedhimbadly。ThegreatGoyaonlyexistedbecausehehadcreatedafacewhichresembledFleur’s。
Onthenightoftheirreturn,hewenttobedfullofcompunction;butawokefullofanticipation。ItwasonlythefifthofJuly,andnomeetingwasfixedwithFleuruntiltheninth。Hewastohavethreedaysathomebeforegoingbacktofarm。Somehowhemustcontrivetoseeher!
Inthelivesofmenaninexorablerhythm,causedbytheneedfortrousers,noteventhefondestparentscandeny。Onthesecondday,therefore,JonwenttoTown,andhavingsatisfiedhisconsciencebyorderingwhatwasindispensableinConduitStreet,turnedhisfacetowardPiccadilly。StrattonStreet,whereherClubwas,adjoinedDevonshireHouse。ItwouldbethemerestchancethatsheshouldbeatherClub。ButhedawdleddownBondStreetwithabeatingheart,noticingthesuperiorityofallotheryoungmentohimself。Theyworetheirclotheswithsuchanair;theyhadassurance;theywereold。HewassuddenlyoverwhelmedbytheconvictionthatFleurmusthaveforgottenhim。Absorbedinhisownfeelingforheralltheseweeks,hehadmislaidthatpossibility。Thecornersofhismouthdrooped,hishandsfeltclammy。Fleurwiththepickofyouthatthebeckofhersmile—Fleurincomparable!Itwasanevilmoment。Jon,however,hadagreatideathatonemustbeabletofaceanything。
Andhebracedhimselfwiththatdourrefectioninfrontofabric—a—
bracshop。Atthishigh—watermarkofwhatwasoncetheLondonseason,therewasnothingtomarkitoutfromanyotherexceptagreytophatortwo,andthesun。Jonmovedon,andturningthecornerintoPiccadilly,ranintoValDartiemovingtowardtheIseeumClub,towhichhehadjustbeenelected。
"Hallo!youngman!Whereareyouoffto?"
Jongushed。"I’vejustbeentomytailor’s。"
Vallookedhimupanddown。"That’sgood!I’mgoinginheretoordersomecigarettes;thencomeandhavesomelunch。"
Jonthankedhim。HemightgetnewsofherfromVal!
TheconditionofEngland,thatnightmareofitsPressandPublicmen,wasseenindifferentperspectivewithinthetobacconist’swhichtheynowentered。
"Yes,sir;preciselythecigaretteIusedtosupplyyourfatherwith。
Blessme!Mr。MontagueDartiewasacustomerherefrom——letmesee——
theyearMeltonwontheDerby。Oneofmyverybestcustomershewas。"Afaintsmileilluminedthetobacconist’sface。"Many’sthetiphe’sgivenme,tobesure!Isupposehetookacoupleofhundredoftheseeveryweek,yearin,yearout,andneverchangedhiscigarette。Veryaffablegentleman,broughtmealotofcustom。I
wassorryhemetwiththataccident。Onemissesanoldcustomerlikehim。"
Valsmiled。Hisfather’sdeceasehadclosedanaccountwhichhadbeenrunninglonger,probably,thananyother;andinaringofsmokepuffedoutfromthattime—honouredcigaretteheseemedtoseeagainhisfather’sface,dark,good—looking,moustachioed,alittlepuffy,intheonlyhaloithadearned。Hisfatherhadhisfamehere,anyway——amanwhosmokedtwohundredcigarettesaweek,whocouldgivetips,andrunaccountsforever!Tohistobacconistahero!
Eventhatwassomedistinctiontoinherit!
"Ipaycash,"hesaid;"howmuch?"
"Tohisson,sir,andcash——tenandsix。IshallneverforgetMr。
MontagueDartie。I’veknownhimstandtalkin’tomehalfanhour。
Wedon’tgetmanylikehimnow,witheverybodyinsuchahurry。TheWarwasbadformanners,sir——itwasbadformanners。Youwereinit,Isee。"
"No,"saidVal,tappinghisknee,"Igotthisinthewarbefore。
Savedmylife,Iexpect。Doyouwantanycigarettes,Jon?"
Ratherashamed,Jonmurmured,"Idon’tsmoke,youknow,"andsawthetobacconist’slipstwisted,asifuncertainwhethertosay"GoodGod!"or"Now’syourchance,sir!"
"That’sright,"saidVal;"keepoffitwhileyoucan。You’llwantitwhenyoutakeaknock。Thisisreallythesametobacco,then?"
"Identical,sir;alittledearer,that’sall。Wonderfulstayingpower——theBritishEmpire,Ialwayssay。"
"Sendmedownahundredaweektothisaddress,andinvoiceitmonthly。Comeon,Jon。"
JonenteredtheIseeumwithcuriosity。ExcepttolunchnowandthenattheHotch—Potchwithhisfather,hehadneverbeeninaLondonClub。TheIseeum,comfortableandunpretentious,didnotmove,couldnot,solongasGeorgeForsytesatonitsCommittee,wherehisculinaryacumenwasalmostthecontrollingforce。TheClubhadmadeastandagainstthenewlyrich,andithadtakenallGeorgeForsyte’sprestige,andpraiseofhimasa"goodsportsman,"tobringinProsperProfond。
Thetwowerelunchingtogetherwhenthehalf—brothers—in—lawenteredthedining—room,andattractedbyGeorge’sforefinger,satdownattheirtable,Valwithhisshrewdeyesandcharmingsmile,Jonwithsolemnlipsandanattractiveshynessinhisglance。Therewasanairofprivilegearoundthatcornertable,asthoughpastmasterswereeatingthere。Jonwasfascinatedbythehypnoticatmosphere。
Thewaiter,leaninthechaps,pervadedwithsuchfree—masonicaldeference。HeseemedtohangonGeorgeForsyte’slips,towatchthegloatinhiseyewithakindofsympathy,tofollowthemovementsoftheheavyclub—markedsilverfondly。HisliveriedarmandconfidentialvoicealarmedJon,theycamesosecretlyoverhisshoulder。
ExceptforGeorge’s"Yourgrandfathertippedmeonce;hewasadeucedgoodjudgeofacigar!"neitherhenortheotherpastmastertookanynoticeofhim,andhewasgratefulforthis。Thetalkwasallaboutthebreeding,points,andpricesofhorses,andhelistenedtoitvaguelyatfirst,wonderinghowitwaspossibletoretainsomuchknowledgeinahead。Hecouldnottakehiseyesoffthedarkpastmaster——whathesaidwassodeliberateanddiscouraging——suchheavy,queer,smiled—outwords。Jonwasthinkingofbutterflies,whenheheardhimsay:
"IwanttoseeMr。SoamesForsydetakeaninterestin’orses。"
"OldSoames!He’stoodryafile!"
WithallhismightJontriednottogrowred,whilethedarkpastmasterwenton。
"Hisdaughter’sanattractivesmallgirl。Mr。SoamesForsydeisabitold—fashioned。Iwanttoseehimhaveapleasuresomeday。"
GeorgeForsytegrinned。
"Don’tyouworry;he’snotsomiserableashelooks。He’llnevershowhe’senjoyinganything——theymighttryandtakeitfromhim。
OldSoames!Oncebit,twiceshy!"
"Well,Jon,"saidVal,hastily,"ifyou’vefinished,we’llgoandhavecoffee。"
"Whowerethose?"Jonasked,onthestairs。"Ididn’tquite———"
"OldGeorgeForsyteisafirstcousinofyourfather’sandofmyUncleSoames。He’salwaysbeenhere。Theotherchap,Profond,isaqueerfish。Ithinkhe’shangingroundSoames’wife,ifyouaskme!"
Jonlookedathim,startled。"Butthat’sawful,"hesaid:"Imean——
forFleur。"
"Don’tsupposeFleurcaresverymuch;she’sveryup—to—date。"
"Hermother!"
"You’reverygreen,Jon。"
Jongrewred。"Mothers,"hestammeredangrily,"aredifferent。"
"You’reright,"saidValsuddenly;"butthingsaren’twhattheywerewhenIwasyourage。There’sa’To—morrowwedie’feeling。That’swhatoldGeorgemeantaboutmyUncleSoames。Hedoesn’tmeantodieto—morrow。"
Jonsaid,quickly:"What’sthematterbetweenhimandmyfather?"
"Stablesecret,Jon。Takemyadvice,andbottleup。You’lldonogoodbyknowing。Havealiqueur?"
Jonshookhishead。
"Ihatethewaypeoplekeepthingsfromone,"hemuttered,"andthensneeratoneforbeinggreen。"
"Well,youcanaskHolly。Ifshewon’ttellyou,you’llbelieveit’sforyourowngood,Isuppose。"
Jongotup。"Imustgonow;thanksawfullyforthelunch。"
Valsmiledupathimhalf—sorry,andyetamused。Theboylookedsoupset。
"Allright!SeeyouonFriday。"
"Idon’tknow,"murmuredJon。
Andhedidnot。Thisconspiracyofsilencemadehimdesperate。Itwashumiliatingtobetreatedlikeachild!HeretracedhismoodystepstoStrattonStreet。ButhewouldgotoherClubnow,andfindouttheworst!TohisenquirythereplywasthatMissForsytewasnotintheClub。Shemightbeinperhapslater。ShewasofteninonMonday——theycouldnotsay。Jonsaidhewouldcallagain,and,crossingintotheGreenPark,flunghimselfdownunderatree。Thesunwasbright,andabreezeflutteredtheleavesoftheyounglime—
treebeneathwhichhelay;buthisheartached。Suchdarknessseemedgatheredroundhishappiness。HeheardBigBenchime"Three"abovethetraffic。Thesoundmovedsomethinginhim,and,takingoutapieceofpaper,hebegantoscribbleonitwithapencil。Hehadjottedastanza,andwassearchingthegrassforanotherverse,whensomethinghardtouchedhisshoulder—agreenparasol。ThereabovehimstoodFleur!
"Theytoldmeyou’dbeen,andwerecomingback。SoIthoughtyoumightbeouthere;andyouare——it’sratherwonderful!"
"Oh,Fleur!Ithoughtyou’dhaveforgottenme。"
"WhenItoldyouthatIshouldn’t!"
Jonseizedherarm。
"It’stoomuchluck!Let’sgetawayfromthisside。"HealmostdraggedheronthroughthattoothoughtfullyregulatedPark,tofindsomecoverwheretheycouldsitandholdeachother’shands。
"Hasn’tanybodycutin?"hesaid,gazingroundatherlashes,insuspenseabovehercheeks。
"Thereisayoungidiot,buthedoesn’tcount。"
Jonfeltatwitchofcompassionforthe—youngidiot。
"YouknowI’vehadsunstroke;Ididn’ttellyou。"
"Really!Wasitinteresting?"
"No。Motherwasanangel。Hasanythinghappenedtoyou?"
"Nothing。ExceptthatIthinkI’vefoundoutwhat’swrongbetweenourfamilies,Jon。"
Hisheartbeganbeatingveryfast。
"Ibelievemyfatherwantedtomarryyourmother,andyourfathergotherinstead。"
"Oh!"
"Icameonaphotoofher;itwasinaframebehindaphotoofme。
Ofcourse,ifhewasveryfondofher,thatwouldhavemadehimprettymad,wouldn’tit?"
Jonthoughtforaminute。"Notifshelovedmyfatherbest。"
"Butsupposetheywereengaged?"
"Ifwewereengaged,andyoufoundyoulovedsomebodybetter,Imightgocracked,butIshouldn’tgrudgeityou。"
"Ishould。Youmustn’teverdothatwithme,Jon。
"MyGod!Notmuch!"
"Idon’tbelievethathe’severreallycaredformymother。"
Jonwassilent。Val’swords——thetwopastmastersintheClub!
"Yousee,wedon’tknow,"wentonFleur;"itmayhavebeenagreatshock。Shemayhavebehavedbadlytohim。Peopledo。"
"Mymotherwouldn’t。"
Fleurshruggedhershoulders。"Idon’tthinkweknowmuchaboutourfathersandmothers。Wejustseetheminthelightofthewaytheytreatus;butthey’vetreatedotherpeople,youknow,beforewewereborn—plenty,Iexpect。Yousee,they’rebothold。Lookatyourfather,withthreeseparatefamilies!"
"Isn’tthereanyplace,"criedJon,"inallthisbeastlyLondonwherewecanbealone?"
"Onlyataxi。"
"Let’sgetone,then。"
Whentheywereinstalled,Fleuraskedsuddenly:"AreyougoingbacktoRobinHill?Ishouldliketoseewhereyoulive,Jon。I’mstayingwithmyauntforthenight,butIcouldgetbackintimefordinner。Iwouldn’tcometothehouse,ofcourse。"
Jongazedatherenraptured。
"Splendid!Icanshowityoufromthecopse,weshan’tmeetanybody。
There’satrainatfour。"
ThegodofpropertyandhisForsytesgreatandsmall,leisured,official,commercial,orprofessional,liketheworkingclasses,stillworkedtheirsevenhoursaday,sothatthosetwoofthefourthgenerationtravelleddowntoRobinHillinanemptyfirst—classcarriage,dustyandsun—warmed,ofthattooearlytrain。Theytravelledinblissfulsilence,holdingeachother’shands。
Atthestationtheysawnooneexceptporters,andavillagerortwounknowntoJon,andwalkedoutupthelane,whichsmelledofdustandhoneysuckle。
ForJon——sureofhernow,andwithoutseparationbeforehim——itwasamiraculousdawdle,morewonderfulthanthoseontheDowns,oralongtheriverThames。Itwaslove—in—a—mist——oneofthoseilluminedpagesofLife,whereeverywordandsmile,andeverylighttouchtheygaveeachotherwereaslittlegoldandredandbluebutterfliesandflowersandbirdsscrolledinamongthetext——ahappycommuning,withoutafterthought,whichlastedthirty—sevenminutes。Theyreachedthecoppiceatthemilkinghour。Jonwouldnottakeherasfarasthefarmyard;onlytowhereshecouldseethefieldleadinguptothegardens,andthehousebeyond。Theyturnedinamongthelarches,andsuddenly,atthewindingofthepath,cameonIrene,sittingonanoldlogseat。
Therearevariouskindsofshocks:tothevertebrae;tothenerves;
tomoralsensibility;and,morepotentandpermanent,topersonaldignity。ThislastwastheshockJonreceived,comingthusonhismother。Hebecamesuddenlyconsciousthathewasdoinganindelicatething。TohavebroughtFleurdownopenly——yes!Buttosneakherinlikethis!Consumedwithshame,heputonafrontasbrazenashisnaturewouldpermit。