第14章
Theremarkwassosingularlyatvariancewithallshehadledhimtoexpectfromher,thatStrumolowskistretchedouthishandandtookacigarette。
"Englandneverwantsanidealist,"hesaid。
ButinJunesomethingprimitivelyEnglishwasthoroughlyupset;oldJolyon’ssenseofjusticehadrisen,asitwere,frombed。"Youcomeandspongeonus,"shesaid,"andthenabuseus。Ifyouthinkthat’splayingthegame,Idon’t。"
Shenowdiscoveredthatwhichothershaddiscoveredbeforeher——thethicknessofhidebeneathwhichthesensibilityofgeniusissometimesveiled。Strumolowski’syoungandingenuousfacebecametheincarnationofasneer。
"Sponge,onedoesnotsponge,onetakeswhatisowing——atenthpartofwhatisowing。Youwillrepenttosaythat,MissForsyte。"
"Oh,no,"saidJune,"Ishan’t。"
"Ah!Weknowverywell,weartists——youtakeustogetwhatyoucanoutofus。Iwantnothingfromyou"——andheblewoutacloudofJune’ssmoke。
Decisionroseinanicypufffromtheturmoilofinsultedshamewithinher。"Verywell,then,youcantakeyourthingsaway。"
And,almostinthesamemoment,shethought:’Poorboy!He’sonlygotagarret,andprobablynotataxifare。Infrontofthesepeople,too;it’spositivelydisgusting!’
YoungStrumolowskishookhisheadviolently;hishair,thick,smooth,closeasagoldenplate,didnotfalloff。
"Icanliveonnothing,"hesaidshrilly;"IhaveoftenhadtoforthesakeofmyArt。Itisyoubourgeoiswhoforceustospendmoney。"
ThewordshitJunelikeapebble,intheribs。AfterallshehaddoneforArt,allheridentificationwithitstroublesandlameducks。Shewasstrugglingforadequatewordswhenthedoorwasopened,andherAustrianmurmured:
"Ayounglady,gnadigesFraulein。"
"Where?"
"Inthelittlemeal—room。"
WithaglanceatBorisStrumolowski,atHannahHobdey,atJimmyPortugal,Junesaidnothing,andwentout,devoidofequanimity。
Enteringthe"littlemeal—room,"sheperceivedtheyoungladytobeFleur——lookingverypretty,ifpale。AtthisdisenchantedmomentalittlelameduckofherownbreedwaswelcometoJune,sohomoeopathicbyinstinct。
Thegirlmusthavecome,ofcourse,becauseofJon;or,ifnot,atleasttogetsomethingoutofher。AndJunefeltjustthenthattoassistsomebodywastheonlybearablething。
"Soyou’verememberedtocome,"shesaid。
"Yes。Whatajollylittleduckofahouse!Butpleasedon’tletmebotheryou,ifyou’vegotpeople。"
"Notatall,"saidJune。"Iwanttoletthemstewintheirownjuiceforabit。HaveyoucomeaboutJon?"
"Yousaidyouthoughtweoughttobetold。Well,I’vefoundout。"
"Oh!"saidJuneblankly。"Notnice,isit?"
TheywerestandingoneoneachsideofthelittlebaretableatwhichJunetookhermeals。AvaseonitwasfullofIcelandpoppies;thegirlraisedherhandandtouchedthemwithaglovedfinger。Tohernew—fangleddress,frillyaboutthehipsandtightbelowtheknees,Junetookasuddenliking——acharmingcolour,flax—blue。
’Shemakesapicture,’thoughtJune。Herlittleroom,withitswhitewashedwalls,itsfloorandhearthofoldpinkbrick,itsblackpaint,andlatticedwindowathwartwhichthelastofthesunlightwasshining,hadneverlookedsocharming,setoffbythisyoungfigure,withthecreamy,slightlyfrowningface。SherememberedwithsuddenvividnesshownicesheherselfhadlookedinthoseolddayswhenherheartwassetonPhilipBosinney,thatdeadlover,whohadbrokenfromhertodestroyforeverIrene’sallegiancetothisgirl’sfather。DidFleurknowofthat,too?
"Well,"shesaid,"whatareyougoingtodo?"
ItwassomesecondsbeforeFleuranswered。
"Idon’twantJontosuffer。Imustseehimoncemoretoputanendtoit。"
"You’regoingtoputanendtoit!"
"Whatelseistheretodo?"
ThegirlseemedtoJune,suddenly,intolerablyspiritless。
"Isupposeyou’reright,"shemuttered。"Iknowmyfatherthinksso;
but——Ishouldneverhavedoneitmyself。Ican’ttakethingslyingdown。"
Howpoisedandwatchfulthatgirllooked;howunemotionalhervoicesounded!
"PeoplewillassumethatI’minlove。"
"Well,aren’tyou?"
Fleurshruggedhershoulders。’Imighthaveknownit,’thoughtJune;
’she’sSoames’daughter——fish!Andyet——he!’
"Whatdoyouwantmetodothen?"shesaidwithasortofdisgust。
"CouldIseeJonhereto—morrowonhiswaydowntoHolly’s?He’dcomeifyousenthimalineto—night。Andperhapsafterwardyou’dletthemknowquietlyatRobinHillthatit’sallover,andthattheyneedn’ttellJonabouthismother。"
"Allright!"saidJuneabruptly。"I’llwritenow,andyoucanpostit。Half—pasttwotomorrow。Ishan’tbein,myself。"
Shesatdownatthetinybureauwhichfilledonecorner。WhenshelookedroundwiththefinishednoteFleurwasstilltouchingthepoppieswithherglovedfinger。
Junelickedastamp。"Well,hereitis。Ifyou’renotinlove,ofcourse,there’snomoretobesaid。Jon’slucky。"
Fleurtookthenote。"Thanksawfully!"
’Cold—bloodedlittlebaggage!’thoughtJune。Jon,sonofherfather,tolove,andnottobelovedbythedaughterof——Soames!Itwashumiliating!
"Isthatall?"
Fleurnodded;herfrillsshookandtrembledassheswayedtowardthedoor。
"Good—bye!"
"Good—bye!……Littlepieceoffashion!"mutteredJune,closingthedoor。"Thatfamily!"Andshemarchedbacktowardherstudio。BorisStrumolowskihadregainedhisChrist—likesilenceandJimmyPortugalwasdamningeverybody,exceptthegroupinwhosebehalfherantheNeo—Artist。AmongthecondemnedwereEricCobbley,andseveralother"lame—duck"geniiwhoatonetimeoranotherhadheldfirstplaceintherepertoireofJune’saidandadoration。Sheexperiencedasenseoffutilityanddisgust,andwenttothewindowtolettheriver—windblowthosesqueakywordsaway。
ButwhenatlengthJimmyPortugalhadfinished,andgonewithHannahHobdey,shesatdownandmotheredyoungStrumolowskiforhalfanhour,promisinghimamonth,atleast,oftheAmericanstream;sothathewentawaywithhishaloinperfectorder。’Inspiteofall,’
Junethought,’Borisiswonderful’
VIII
THEBITBETWEENTHETEETH
Toknowthatyourhandisagainsteveryone’sis——forsomenatures——
toexperienceasenseofmoralrelease。FleurfeltnoremorsewhensheleftJune’shouse。Readingcondemnatoryresentmentinherlittlekinswoman’sblueeyes—shewasgladthatshehadfooledher,despisingJunebecausethatelderlyidealisthadnotseenwhatshewasafter。
Endit,forsooth!Shewouldsoonshowthemallthatshewasonlyjustbeginning。AndshesmiledtoherselfonthetopofthebuswhichcarriedherbacktoMayfair。Butthesmiledied,squeezedoutbyspasmsofanticipationandanxiety。WouldshebeabletomanageJon?Shehadtakenthebitbetweenherteeth,butcouldshemakehimtakeittoo?Sheknewthetruthandtherealdangerofdelay——heknewneither;thereinlayallthedifferenceintheworld。
’SupposeItellhim,’shethought;’wouldn’titreallybesafer?’
Thishideousluckhadnorighttospoiltheirlove;hemustseethat!
Theycouldnotletit!Peoplealwaysacceptedanaccomplishedfactintime!Fromthatpieceofphilosophy——profoundenoughatherage——
shepassedtoanotherconsiderationlessphilosophic。IfshepersuadedJontoaquickandsecretmarriage,andhefoundoutafterwardthatshehadknownthetruth。Whatthen?Jonhatedsubterfuge。Again,then,woulditnotbebettertotellhim?Butthememoryofhismother’sfacekeptintrudingonthatimpulse。
Fleurwasafraid。Hismotherhadpoweroverhim;morepowerperhapsthansheherself。Whocouldtell?Itwastoogreatarisk。Deep—
sunkintheseinstinctivecalculationsshewascarriedonpastGreenStreetasfarastheRitzHotel。Shegotdownthere,andwalkedbackontheGreenParkside。Thestormhadwashedeverytree;theystilldripped。Heavydropsfellontoherfrills,andtoavoidthemshecrossedoverundertheeyesoftheIseeumClub。ChancingtolookupshesawMonsieurProfondwithatallstoutmaninthebaywindow。
TurningintoGreenStreetsheheardhernamecalled,andsaw"thatprowler"comingup。Hetookoffhishat——aglossy"bowler"suchassheparticularlydetested。
"Goodevenin’!MissForsyde。Isn’tthereasmallthingIcandoforyou?"
"Yes,passbyontheotherside。"
"Isay!Whydoyoudislikeme?"
"DoI?"
"Itlookslikeit。"
"Well,then,becauseyoumakemefeellifeisn’tworthliving。"
MonsieurProfondsmiled。
"Lookhere,MissForsyde,don’tworry。It’llbeallright。Nothinglasts。"
"Thingsdolast,"criedFleur;"withmeanyhow——especiallylikesanddislikes。"
"Well,thatmakesmeabitun’appy。"
"Ishouldhavethoughtnothingcouldevermakeyouhappyorunhappy。"
"Idon’tliketoannoyotherpeople。I’mgoin’onmyyacht。"
Fleurlookedathim,startled。
"Where?"
"SmallvoyagetotheSouthSeasorsomewhere,"saidMonsieurProfond。
Fleursufferedreliefandasenseofinsult。Clearlyhemeanttoconveythathewasbreakingwithhermother。Howdaredhehaveanythingtobreak,andyethowdaredhebreakit?
"Good—night,MissForsyde!RemembermetoMrs。Dartie。I’mnotsobadreally。Good—night!"Fleurlefthimstandingtherewithhishatraised。Stealingalookround,shesawhimstroll——immaculateandheavy——backtowardhisClub。
’Hecan’tevenlovewithconviction,’shethought。’WhatwillMotherdo?’
Herdreamsthatnightwereendlessanduneasy;sheroseheavyandunrested,andwentatoncetothestudyofWhitaker’sAlmanac。A
Forsyteisinstinctivelyawarethatfactsaretherealcruxofanysituation。ShemightconquerJon’sprejudice,butwithoutexactmachinerytocompletetheirdesperateresolve,nothingwouldhappen。
>Fromtheinvaluabletomeshelearnedthattheymusteachbetwenty—
one;orsomeone’sconsentwouldbenecessary,whichofcoursewasunobtainable;thenshebecamelostindirectionsconcerninglicenses,certificates,notices,districts,comingfinallytotheword"perjury。"Butthatwasnonsense!Whowouldreallymindtheirgivingwrongagesinordertobemarriedforlove!Sheatehardlyanybreakfast,andwentbacktoWhitaker。Themoreshestudiedthelesssureshebecame;till,idlyturningthepages,shecametoScotland。Peoplecouldbemarriedtherewithoutanyofthisnonsense。Shehadonlytogoandstaytheretwenty—onedays,thenJoncouldcome,andinfrontoftwopeopletheycoulddeclarethemselvesmarried。Andwhatwasmore——theywouldbe!Itwasfarthebestway;andatoncesheranoverherschoolfellows。TherewasMaryLambewholivedinEdinburghandwas"quiteasport!"
Shehadabrothertoo。ShecouldstaywithMaryLambe,whowithherbrotherwouldserveforwitnesses。Shewellknewthatsomegirlswouldthinkallthisunnecessary,andthatallsheandJonneeddowastogoawaytogetherforaweekendandthensaytotheirpeople:
"WearemarriedbyNature,wemustnowbemarriedbyLaw。"ButFleurwasForsyteenoughtofeelsuchaproceedingdubious,andtodreadherfather’sfacewhenheheardofit。Besides,shedidnotbelievethatJonwoulddoit;hehadanopinionofhersuchasshecouldnotbeartodiminish。No!MaryLambewaspreferable,anditwasjustthetimeofyeartogotoScotland。Moreateasenowshepacked,avoidedheraunt,andtookabustoChiswick。Shewastooearly,andwentontoKewGardens。Shefoundnopeaceamongitsflower—beds,labelledtrees,andbroadgreenspaces,andhavinglunchedoffanchovy—pastesandwichesandcoffee,returnedtoChiswickandrangJune’sbell。TheAustrianadmittedhertothe"littlemeal—room。"
NowthatsheknewwhatsheandJonwereupagainst,herlongingforhimhadincreasedtenfold,asifhewereatoywithsharpedgesordangerouspaintsuchastheyhadtriedtotakefromherasachild。
Ifshecouldnothaveherway,andgetJonforgoodandall,shefeltlikedyingofprivation。Byhookorcrookshemustandwouldgethim!Arounddimmirrorofveryoldglasshungoverthepinkbrickhearth。Shestoodlookingatherselfreflectedinit,pale,andratherdarkundertheeyes;littleshudderskeptpassingthroughhernerves。Thensheheardthebellring,and,stealingtothewindow,sawhimstandingonthedoorstepsmoothinghishairandlips,asifhetooweretryingtosubduetheflutteringofhisnerves。
Shewassittingononeofthetworush—seatedchairs,withherbacktothedoor,whenhecamein,andshesaidatonce"Sitdown,Jon,Iwanttotalkseriously。"
Jonsatonthetablebyherside,andwithoutlookingathimshewenton:
"Ifyoudon’twanttoloseme,wemustgetmarried。"
Jongasped。
"Why?Isthereanythingnew?"
"No,butIfeltitatRobinHill,andamongmypeople。"
"But——"stammeredJon,"atRobinHill——itwasallsmooth——andthey’vesaidnothingtome。"
"Buttheymeantostopus。Yourmother’sfacewasenough。Andmyfather’s。"
"Haveyouseenhimsince?"
Fleurnodded。Whatmatteredafewsupplementarylies?
"But,"saidJoneagerly,"Ican’tseehowtheycanfeellikethatafteralltheseyears。"
Fleurlookedupathim。
"Perhapsyoudon’tlovemeenough。"
"Notloveyouenough!Why——!"
"Thenmakesureofme。"
"Withouttellingthem?"
"Nottillafter。"
Jonwassilent。Howmucholderhelookedthanonthatday,barelytwomonthsago,whenshefirstsawhim——quitetwoyearsolder!
"ItwouldhurtMotherawfully,"hesaid。
Fleurdrewherhandaway。
"You’vegottochoose。"
Jonslidoffthetableontohisknees。
"Butwhynottellthem?Theycan’treallystopus,Fleur!"
"Theycan!Itellyou,theycan。"
"How?"
"We’reutterlydependent——byputtingmoneypressure,andallsortsofotherpressure。I’mnotpatient,Jon。"
"Butit’sdeceivingthem。"
Fleurgotup。
"Youcan’treallyloveme,oryouwouldn’thesitate。’Heeitherfearshisfatetoomuch!’"
Liftinghishandstoherwaist,Jonforcedhertositdownagain。
Shehurriedon:
"I’veplanneditallout。We’veonlytogotoScotland。Whenwe’remarriedthey’llsooncomeround。Peoplealwayscomeroundtofacts。
Don’tyousee,Jon?"
"Buttohurtthemsoawfully!"
Sohewouldratherhurtherthanthosepeopleofhis!"Allright,then;letmego!"
Jongotupandputhisbackagainstthedoor。
"Iexpectyou’reright,"hesaidslowly;"butIwanttothinkitover。"
Shecouldseethathewasseethingwithfeelingshewantedtoexpress;butshedidnotmeantohelphim。Shehatedherselfatthismomentandalmosthatedhim。Whyhadshetodoalltheworktosecuretheirlove?Itwasn’tfair。Andthenshesawhiseyes,adoringanddistressed。
"Don’tlooklikethat!Ionlydon’twanttoloseyou,Jon。"
"Youcan’tlosemesolongasyouwantme。"
"Oh,yes,Ican。"
Jonputhishandsonhershoulders。
"Fleur,doyouknowanythingyouhaven’ttoldme?"
Itwasthepoint—blankquestionshehaddreaded。Shelookedstraightathim,andanswered:"No。"Shehadburntherboats;butwhatdiditmatter,ifshegothim?Hewouldforgiveher。Andthrowingherarmsroundhisneck,shekissedhimonthelips。Shewaswinning!Shefeltitinthebeatingofhisheartagainsther,intheclosingofhiseyes。"Iwanttomakesure!Iwanttomakesure!"shewhispered。"Promise!"
Jondidnotanswer。Hisfacehadthestillnessofextremetrouble。
Atlasthesaid:
"It’slikehittingthem。Imustthinkalittle,Fleur。Ireallymust。"
Fleurslippedoutofhisarms。
"Oh!Verywell!"Andsuddenlysheburstintotearsofdisappointment,shame,andoverstrain。Followedfiveminutesofacutemisery。Jon’sremorseandtendernessknewnobounds;buthedidnotpromise。
Despiteherwilltocry,"Verywell,then,ifyoudon’tlovemeenough—goodbye!"shedarednot。Frombirthaccustomedtoherownway,thischeckfromonesoyoung,sotender,sodevoted,baffledandsurprisedher。Shewantedtopushhimawayfromher,totrywhatangerandcoldnesswoulddo,andagainshedarednot。Theknowledgethatshewasschemingtorushhimblindfoldintotheirrevocableweakenedeverything——weakenedthesincerityofpique,andthesincerityofpassion;evenherkisseshadnotthelureshewishedforthem。Thatstormylittlemeetingendedinconclusively。
"Willyousometea,gnadigesFraulein?"
PushingJonfromher,shecriedout:
"No—no,thankyou!I’mjustgoing。"
Andbeforehecouldpreventhershewasgone。
Shewentstealthily,moppinghergushed,stainedcheeks,frightened,angry,verymiserable。ShehadstirredJonupsofearfully,yetnothingdefinitewaspromisedorarranged!Butthemoreuncertainandhazardousthefuture,themore"thewilltohave"workeditstentaclesintothefleshofherheart——likesomeburrowingtick!
NoonewasatGreenStreet。WinifredhadgonewithImogentoseeaplaywhichsomesaidwasallegorical,andothers"veryexciting,don’tyouknow。"ItwasbecauseofwhatotherssaidthatWinifredandImogenhadgone。FleurwentontoPaddington。Throughthecarriagetheairfromthebrick—kilnsofWestDraytonandthelatehayfieldsfannedherstillgushedcheeks。Flowershadseemedtobehadforthepicking;nowtheywereallthornedandprickled。Butthegoldenflowerwithinthecrownofspikesseemedtohertenaciousspiritallthefairerandmoredesirable。
IX
THEFATINTHEFIRE
OnreachinghomeFleurfoundanatmospheresopeculiarthatitpenetratedeventheperplexedauraofherownprivatelife。Hermotherwasinaccessiblyentrenchedinabrownstudy;herfathercontemplatingfateinthevinery。Neitherofthemhadawordtothrowtoadog。’Isitbecauseofme?’thoughtFleur。’OrbecauseofProfond?’Tohermothershesaid:
"What’sthematterwithFather?"
Hermotheransweredwithashrugofhershoulders。
Toherfather:
"What’sthematterwithMother?"
Herfatheranswered:
"Matter?Whatshouldbethematter?"andgaveherasharplook。
"Bytheway,"murmuredFleur,"MonsieurProfondisgoinga’small’
voyageonhisyacht,totheSouthSeas。"
Soamesexaminedabranchonwhichnograpesweregrowing。
"Thisvine’safailure,"hesaid。"I’vehadyoungMonthere。Heaskedmesomethingaboutyou。"
"Oh!Howdoyoulikehim,Father?"
"He——he’saproduct——likealltheseyoungpeople。"
"Whatwereyouathisage,dear?"
Soamessmiledgrimly。
"Wewenttowork,anddidn’tplayabout——flyingandmotoring,andmakinglove。"
"Didn’tyouevermakelove?"
Sheavoidedlookingathimwhileshesaidthat,butshesawhimwellenough。Hispalefacehadreddened,hiseyebrows,wheredarknesswasstillmingledwiththegrey,hadcomeclosetogether。
"Ihadnotimeorinclinationtophilander。"
"Perhapsyouhadagrandpassion。"
Soameslookedatherintently。
"Yes——ifyouwanttoknow——andmuchgooditdidme。"Hemovedaway,alongbythehot—waterpipes。Fleurtiptoedsilentlyafterhim。
"Tellmeaboutit,Father!"
Soamesbecameverystill。
"Whatshouldyouwanttoknowaboutsuchthings,atyourage?"
"Isshealive?"
Henodded。
"Andmarried?"Yes。"
"It’sJonForsyte’smother,isn’tit?Andshewasyourwifefirst。"
Itwassaidinaflashofintuition。Surelyhisoppositioncamefromhisanxietythatsheshouldnotknowofthatoldwoundtohispride。
Butshewasstartled。Toseesomeonesooldandcalmwinceasifstruck,tohearsosharpanoteofpaininhisvoice!
"Whotoldyouthat?Ifyouraunt!Ican’tbeartheaffairtalkedof。"
"But,darling,"saidFleur,softly,"it’ssolongago。"
"Longagoornot,I……"
Fleurstoodstrokinghisarm。
"I’vetriedtoforget,"hesaidsuddenly;"Idon’twishtobereminded。"Andthen,asifventingsomelongandsecretirritation,headded:"Inthesedayspeopledon’tunderstand。Grandpassion,indeed!Nooneknowswhatitis。"
"Ido,"saidFleur,almostinawhisper。
Soames,whohadturnedhisbackonher,spunround。
"Whatareyoutalkingof——achildlikeyou!"
"PerhapsI’veinheritedit,Father。"
"What?"
"Forherson,yousee。"
Hewaspaleasasheet,andsheknewthatshewasasbad。Theystoodstaringateachotherinthesteamyheat,redolentofthemushyscentofearth,ofpottedgeranium,andofvinescomingalongfast。
"Thisiscrazy,"saidSoamesatlast,betweendrylips。
Scarcelymovingherown,shemurmured:
"Don’tbeangry,Father。Ican’thelpit。"
Butshecouldseehewasn’tangry;onlyscared,deeplyscared。
"Ithoughtthatfoolishness,"hestammered,"wasallforgotten。"
"Oh,no!It’stentimeswhatitwas。"
Soameskickedatthehot—waterpipe。Thehaplessmovementtouchedher,whohadnofearofherfather——none。
"Dearest!"shesaid。"Whatmustbe,must,youknow。"
"Must!"repeatedSoames。"Youdon’tknowwhatyou’retalkingof。
Hasthatboybeentold?"
Thebloodrushedintohercheeks。
"Notyet。"
Hehadturnedfromheragain,and,withoneshoulderalittleraised,stoodstaringfixedlyatajointinthepipes。
"It’smostdistastefultome,"hesaidsuddenly;"nothingcouldbemoreso。Sonofthatfellow!It’s——it’s——perverse!"
Shehadnoted,almostunconsciously,thathedidnotsay"sonofthatwoman,"andagainherintuitionbeganworking。
Didtheghostofthatgrandpassionlingerinsomecornerofhisheart?
Sheslippedherhandunderhisarm。
"Jon’sfatherisquiteillandold;Isawhim。"
"You——?"
"Yes,IwenttherewithJon;Isawthemboth。"
"Well,andwhatdidtheysaytoyou?"
"Nothing。Theywereverypolite。"
"Theywouldbe。"Heresumedhiscontemplationofthepipe—joint,andthensaidsuddenly:
"Imustthinkthisover——I’llspeaktoyouagainto—night。"
Sheknewthiswasfinalforthemoment,andstoleaway,leavinghimstilllookingatthepipe—joint。Shewanderedintothefruit—garden,amongtheraspberryandcurrantbushes,withoutimpetustopickandeat。Twomonthsago——shewaslight—hearted!Eventwodaysago——
light—hearted,beforeProsperProfondtoldher。Nowshefelttangledinaweb—ofpassions,vestedrights,oppressionsandrevolts,thetiesofloveandhate。Atthisdarkmomentofdiscouragementthereseemed,eventoherhold—fastnature,nowayout。Howdealwithit——
howswayandbendthingstoherwill,andgetherheart’sdesire?
And,suddenly,roundthecornerofthehighboxhedge,shecameplumponhermother,walkingswiftly,withanopenletterinherhand。Herbosomwasheaving,hereyesdilated,hercheeksflushed。InstantlyFleurthought:’Theyacht!PoorMother!’
Annettegaveherawidestartledlook,andsaid:
"J’ailamigraine。"
"I’mawfullysorry,Mother。"
"Oh,yes!youandyourfather——sorry!"
"But,Mother——Iam。Iknowwhatitfeelslike。"
Annette’sstartledeyesgrewwide,tillthewhitesshowedabovethem。
"Poorinnocent!"shesaid。
Hermother——soself—possessed,andcommonsensical——tolookandspeaklikethis!Itwasallfrightening!Herfather,hermother,herself!
Andonlytwomonthsbacktheyhadseemedtohaveeverythingtheywantedinthisworld。
Annettecrumpledtheletterinherhand。Fleurknewthatshemustignorethesight。
"Can’tIdoanythingforyourhead,Mother?"
Annetteshookthatheadandwalkedon,swayingherhips。
’It’scruel,’thoughtFleur,’andIwasglad!Thatman!Whatdomencomeprowlingfor,disturbingeverything!Isupposehe’stiredofher。Whatbusinesshashetobetiredofmymother?Whatbusiness!’
Andatthatthought,sonaturalandsopeculiar,sheutteredalittlechokedlaugh。
Sheought,ofcourse,tobedelighted,butwhatwastheretobedelightedat?Herfatherdidn’treallycare!Hermotherdid,perhaps?Sheenteredtheorchard,andsatdownunderacherry—tree。