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Awakening and To Let
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第6章

Half—consciously,hethought:’There’ssomethinginthisdamnedclimatewhichmakesonegoroundinaring。Allthesame,ImusthaveastrainofMayflyblood。’

InthismoodhereachedtheMeccaofhishopes。Itwasoneofthosequietmeetingsfavourabletosuchaswishtolookintohorses,ratherthanintothemouthsofbookmakers;andValclungtothepaddock。

HistwentyyearsofColoniallife,divestinghimofthedandyisminwhichhehadbeenbred,hadlefthimtheessentialneatnessofthehorseman,andgivenhimaqueerandratherblightingeyeoverwhathecalled"thesillyhaw—haw"ofsomeEnglishmen,the"flappingcockatoory"ofsomeEnglish—women——HollyhadnoneofthatandHollywashismodel。Observant,quick,resourceful,Valwentstraighttotheheartofatransaction,ahorse,adrink;andhewasonhiswaytotheheartofaMayflyfilly,whenaslowvoicesaidathiselbow:

"Mr。ValDartie?How’sMrs。ValDartie?She’swell,Ihope。"AndhesawbesidehimtheBelgianhehadmetathissisterImogen’s。

"ProsperProfond——Imetyouatlunch,"saidthevoice。

"Howareyou?"murmuredVal。

"I’mverywell,"repliedMonsieurProfond,smilingwithacertaininimitableslowness。"Agooddevil,"Hollyhadcalledhim。Well!

Helookedalittlelikeadevil,withhisdark,clipped,pointedbeard;asleepyonethough,andgood—humoured,withfineeyes,unexpectedlyintelligent。

"Here’sagentlemanwantstoknowyou——cousinofyours——Mr。GeorgeForsyde。"

Valsawalargeform,andafaceclean—shaven,bull—like,alittlelowering,withsardonichumourbubblingbehindafullgreyeye;heremembereditdimlyfromolddayswhenhewoulddinewithhisfatherattheIseeumClub。

"Iusedtogoracingwithyourfather,"Georgewassaying:"How’sthestud?Liketobuyoneofmyscrews?"

Valgrinned,tohidethesuddenfeelingthatthebottomhadfallenoutofbreeding。Theybelievedinnothingoverhere,noteveninhorses。GeorgeForsyte,ProsperProfond!Thedevilhimselfwasnotmoredisillusionedthanthosetwo。

"Didn’tknowyouwerearacingman,"hesaidtoMonsieurProfond。

"I’mnot。Idon’tcareforit。I’mayachtin’man。Idon’tcareforyachtin’either,butIliketoseemyfriends。I’vegotsomelunch,Mr。ValDartie,justasmalllunch,ifyou’dliketo’avesome;notmuch——justasmallone——inmycar。"

"Thanks,"saidVal;"verygoodofyou。I’llcomealonginaboutquarterofanhour。"

"Overthere。Mr。Forsyde’scomin’,"andMonsieurProfond"poinded"

withayellow—glovedfinger;"smallcar,withasmalllunch";hemovedon,groomed,sleepy,andremote,GeorgeForsytefollowing,neat,huge,andwithhisjestingair。

ValremainedgazingattheMayflyfilly。GeorgeForsyte,ofcourse,wasanoldchap,butthisProfondmightbeabouthisownage;Valfeltextremelyyoung,asiftheMayflyfillywereatoyatwhichthosetwohadlaughed。Theanimalhadlostreality。

"That’small’mare"——heseemedtohearthevoiceofMonsieurProfond—

—"whatdoyouseeinher?——wemustalldie!"

AndGeorgeForsyte,cronyofhisfather,racingstill!TheMayflystrain——wasitanybetterthananyother?Hemightjustaswellhaveaflutterwithhismoneyinstead。

"No,bygum!"hemutteredsuddenly,"ifit’snogoodbreedinghorses,it’snogooddoinganything。WhatdidIcomefor?I’llbuyher。"

Hestoodbackandwatchedtheebbofthepaddockvisitorstowardthestand。Nattyoldchips,shrewdportlyfellows,Jews,trainerslookingasiftheyhadneverbeenguiltyofseeingahorseintheirlives;tall,flapping,languidwomen,orbrisk,loud—voicedwomen;

youngmenwithanairasiftryingtotakeitseriously——twoorthreeofthemwithonlyonearm。

’Lifeoverhere’sagame!’thoughtVal。’Muffinbellrings,horsesrun,moneychangeshands;ringagain,runagain,moneychangesback。’

But,alarmedathisownphilosophy,hewenttothepaddockgatetowatchtheMayflyfillycanterdown。Shemovedwell;andhemadehiswayovertothe"small"car。The"small"lunchwasthesortamandreamsofbutseldomgets;andwhenitwasconcludedMonsieurProfondwalkedbackwithhimtothepaddock。

"Yourwife’sanicewoman,"washissurprisingremark。

"NicestwomanIknow,"returnedValdryly。

"Yes,"saidMonsieurProfond;"shehasaniceface。Iadmirenicewomen。"

Vallookedathimsuspiciously,butsomethingkindlyanddirectintheheavydiabolismofhiscompaniondisarmedhimforthemoment。

"Anytimeyouliketocomeonmyyacht,I’llgiveherasmallcruise。"

"Thanks,"saidVal,inarmsagain,"shehatesthesea。"

"SodoI,"saidMonsieurProfond。

"Thenwhydoyouyacht?"

TheBelgian’seyessmiled。"Oh!Idon’tknow。I’vedoneeverything;

it’sthelastthingI’mdoin’。"

"Itmustbed—dexpensive。Ishouldwantmorereasonthanthat。"

MonsieurProsperProfondraisedhiseyebrows,andpuffedoutaheavylowerlip。

"I’maneasy—goin’man,"hesaid。

"WereyouintheWar?"askedVal。

"Ye—es。I’vedonethattoo。Iwasgassed;itwasasmallbitunpleasant。"Hesmiledwithadeepandsleepyairofprosperity,asifhehadcaughtitfromhisname。

Whetherhissaying"small"whenheoughttohavesaid"little"wasgenuinemistakeoraffectationValcouldnotdecide;thefellowwasevidentlycapableofanything。

AmongtheringofbuyersroundtheMayflyfillywhohadwonherrace,MonsieurProfondsaid:

"Yougoin’tobid?"

Valnodded。WiththissleepySatanathiselbow,hefeltinneedoffaith。ThoughplacedabovetheultimateblowsofProvidencebytheforethoughtofagrand—fatherwhohadtiedhimupathousandayeartowhichwasaddedthethousandayeartiedupforHollybyhergrand—father,Valwasnotflushofcapitalthathecouldtouch,havingspentmostofwhathehadrealisedfromhisSouthAfricanfarmonhisestablishmentinSussex。Andverysoonhewasthinking:’Dashit!she’sgoingbeyondme!’Hislimit—sixhundred—wasexceeded;hedroppedoutofthebidding。TheMayflyfillypassedunderthehammeratsevenhundredandfiftyguineas。HewasturningawayvexedwhentheslowvoiceofMonsieurProfondsaidinhisear:

"Well,I’veboughtthatsmallfilly,butIdon’twanther;youtakeherandgivehertoyourwife。"

Vallookedatthefellowwithrenewedsuspicion,butthegoodhumourinhiseyeswassuchthathereallycouldnottakeoffence。

"ImadeasmalllotofmoneyintheWar,"beganMonsieurProfondinanswertothatlook。"I’adarmamentshares。Iliketogiveitaway。I’malwaysmakin’money。Iwantverysmalllotmyself。I

likemyfriendsto’aveit。"

"I’llbuyherofyouatthepriceyougave,"saidValwithsuddenresolution。

"No,"saidMonsieurProfond。"Youtakeher。Idon’wanther。"

"Hangit!onedoesn’t——"

"Whynot?"smiledMonsieurProfond。"I’mafriendofyourfamily。"

"Sevenhundredandfiftyguineasisnotaboxofcigars,"saidValimpatiently。

"Allright;youkeepherformetillIwanther,anddowhatyoulikewithher。"

"Solongasshe’syours,"saidVal。"Idon’tmindthat。"

"That’sallright,"murmuredMonsieurProfond,andmovedaway。

Valwatched;hemightbe"agooddevil,"butthenagainhemightnot。

HesawhimrejoinGeorgeForsyte,andthereaftersawhimnomore。

Hespentthosenightsafterracingathismother’shouseinGreenStreet。

WinifredDartieatsixty—twowasmarvellouslypreserved,consideringthethree—and—thirtyyearsduringwhichshehadputupwithMontagueDartie,tillalmosthappilyreleasedbyaFrenchstaircase。ItwastoheravehementsatisfactiontohaveherfavouritesonbackfromSouthAfricaafterallthistime,tofeelhimsolittlechanged,andtohavetakenafancytohiswife。Winifred,whointhelateseventies,beforehermarriage,hadbeeninthevanguardoffreedom,pleasure,andfashion,confessedheryouthoutclassedbythedonzellasoftheday。Theyseemed,forinstance,toregardmarriageasanincident,andWinifredsometimesregrettedthatshehadnotdonethesame;asecond,third,fourthincidentmighthavesecuredherapartneroflessdazzlinginebriety;though,afterall,hehadleftherVal,Imogen,Maud,Benedict(almostacolonelandunharmedbytheWar——noneofwhomhadbeendivorcedasyet。Thesteadinessofherchildrenoftenamazedonewhorememberedtheirfather;but,asshewasfondofbelieving,theywerereallyallForsytes,favouringherself,withtheexception,perhaps,ofImogen。Herbrother’s"littlegirl"FleurfranklypuzzledWinifred。Thechildwasasrestlessasanyofthesemodernyoungwomen0——"She’sasmallflameinadraught,"ProsperProfondhadsaidonedayafterdinner——butshedidnotflop,ortalkatthetopofhervoice。ThesteadyForsyteisminWinifred’sowncharacterinstinctivelyresentedthefeelingintheair,themoderngirl’shabitsandhermotto:"All’smuchofamuchness!Spend,to—morrowweshallbepoor!"ShefounditasavinggraceinFleurthat,havingsetherheartonathing,shehadnochangeofheartuntilshegotit——though——whathappenedafter,Fleurwas,ofcourse,tooyoungtohavemadeevident。Thechildwasa"veryprettylittlething,"too,andquiteacredittotakeabout,withhermother’sFrenchtasteandgiftforwearingclothes;

everybodyturnedtolookatFleur——greatconsiderationtoWinifred,aloverofthestyleanddistinctionwhichhadsocruellydeceivedherinthecaseofMontagueDartie。

IndiscussingherwithVal,atbreakfastonSaturdaymorning,Winifreddweltonthefamilyskeleton。

"Thatlittleaffairofyourfather—in—lawandyourAuntIrene,Val——

it’soldasthehills,ofcourse,Fleurneedknownothingaboutit——

makingafuss。YourUncleSoamesisveryparticularaboutthat。Soyou’llbecareful。"

"Yes!Butit’sdashedawkward——Holly’syounghalf—brotheriscomingtolivewithuswhilehelearnsfarming。He’stherealready。"

"Oh!"saidWinifred。"Thatisagaff!Whatishelike?"

"Onlysawhimonce——atRobinHill,whenwewerehomein1909;hewasnakedandpaintedblueandyellowinstripes——ajollylittlechap。"

Winifredthoughtthat"rathernice,"andaddedcomfortably:"Well,Holly’ssensible;she’llknowhowtodealwithit。Ishan’ttellyouruncle。It’llonlybotherhim。It’sagreatcomforttohaveyouback,mydearboy,nowthatI’mgettingon。"

"Gettingon!Why!you’reasyoungasever。ThatchapProfond,Mother,isheallright?"

"ProsperProfond!Oh!themostamusingmanIknow。"

Valgrunted,andrecountedthestoryoftheMayflyfilly。

"That’ssolikehim,"murmuredWinifred。"Hedoesallsortsofthings。"

"Well,"saidValshrewdly,"ourfamilyhaven’tbeentooluckywiththatkindofcattle;they’retoolight—heartedforus。"

Itwastrue,andWinifred’sbluestudylastedafullminutebeforesheanswered:

"Oh!well!He’saforeigner,Val;onemustmakeallowances。"

"Allright,I’llusehisfillyandmakeituptohim,somehow。"

Andsoonafterhegaveherhisblessing,receivedakiss,andleftherforhisbookmaker’s,theIseeumClub,andVictoriastation。

VI

JON

Mrs。ValDartie,aftertwentyyearsofSouthAfrica,hadfallendeeplyinlove,fortunatelywithsomethingofherown,fortheobjectofherpassionwastheprospectinfrontofherwindows,thecoolclearlightonthegreenDowns。ItwasEnglandagain,atlast!

Englandmorebeautifulthanshehaddreamed。Chancehad,infact,guidedtheValDartiestoaspotwheretheSouthDownshadrealcharmwhenthesunshone。Hollyhadenoughofherfather’seyetoapprehendtherarequalityoftheiroutlinesandchalkyradiance;togouptherebytheravine—likelaneandwanderalongtowardChanctonburyorAmberley,wasstilladelightwhichshehardlyattemptedtosharewithVal,whoseadmirationofNaturewasconfusedbyaForsyte’sinstinctforgettingsomethingoutofit,suchastheconditionoftheturfforhishorses’exercise。

DrivingtheFordhomewithacertainhumouring,smoothness,shepromisedherselfthatthefirstuseshewouldmakeofJonwouldbetotakehimupthere,andshowhim"theview"underthisMay—daysky。

Shewaslookingforwardtoheryounghalf—brotherwithamotherlinessnotexhaustedbyVal。Athree—dayvisittoRobinHill,soonaftertheirarrivalhome,hadyieldednosightofhim——hewasstillatschool;sothatherrecollection,likeVal’s,wasofalittlesunny—

hairedboy,stripedblueandyellow,downbythepond。

ThosethreedaysatRobinHillhadbeenexciting,sad,embarrassing。

Memoriesofherdeadbrother,memoriesofVal’scourtship;theageingofherfather,notseenfortwentyyears,somethingfunerealinhisironicgentlenesswhichdidnotescapeonewhohadmuchsubtleinstinct;aboveall,thepresenceofherstepmother,whomshecouldstillvaguelyrememberasthe"ladyingrey"ofdayswhenshewaslittleandgrandfatheraliveandMademoiselleBeaucesocrossbecausethatintrudergavehermusiclessons——alltheseconfusedandtantalisedaspiritwhichhadlongedtofindRobinHilluntroubled。

ButHollywasadeptatkeepingthingstoherself,andallhadseemedtogoquitewell。

Herfatherhadkissedherwhenshelefthim,withlipswhichshewassurehadtrembled。

"Well,mydear,"hesaid,"theWarhasn’tchangedRobinHill,hasit?

IfonlyyoucouldhavebroughtJollybackwithyou!Isay,canyoustandthisspiritualisticracket?Whentheoak—treedies,itdies,I’mafraid。"

>Fromthewarmthofherembraceheprobablydivinedthathehadletthecatoutofthebag,forherodeoffatonceonirony。

"Spiritualism——queerword,whenthemoretheymanifestthemoretheyprovethatthey’vegotholdofmatter。"

"How?"saidHolly。

"Why!Lookattheirphotographsofauricpresences。Youmusthavesomethingmaterialforlightandshadetofallonbeforeyoucantakeaphotograph。No,it’llendinourcallingallmatterspirit,orallspiritmatter——Idon’tknowwhich。"

"Butdon’tyoubelieveinsurvival,Dad?"

Jolyonhadlookedather,andthesadwhimsicalityofhisfaceimpressedherdeeply。

"Well,mydear,Ishouldliketogetsomethingoutofdeath。I’vebeenlookingintoitabit。ButforthelifeofmeIcan’tfindanythingthattelepathy,sub—consciousness,andemanationfromthestorehouseofthisworldcan’taccountforjustaswell。WishI

could!Wishesfatherthoughtbuttheydon’tbreedevidence。"

Hollyhadpressedherlipsagaintohisforeheadwiththefeelingthatitconfirmedhistheorythatallmatterwasbecomingspirit——hisbrowfelt,somehow,soinsubstantial。

Butthemostpoignantmemoryofthatlittlevisithadbeenwatching,unobserved,herstepmotherreadingtoherselfaletterfromJon。Itwas——shedecided——theprettiestsightshehadeverseen。Irene,lostasitwereintheletterofherboy,stoodatawindowwherethelightfellonherfaceandherfinegreyhair;herlipsweremoving,smiling,herdarkeyeslaughing,dancing,andthehandwhichdidnotholdtheletterwaspressedagainstherbreast。Hollywithdrewasfromavisionofperfectlove,convincedthatJonmustbenice。

Whenshesawhimcomingoutofthestationwithakit—bagineitherhand,shewasconfirmedinherpredisposition。HewasalittlelikeJolly,thatlong—lostidolofherchildhood,buteager—lookingandlessformal,withdeepereyesandbrighter—colouredhair,forheworenohat;altogetheraveryinteresting"little"brother!

Histentativepolitenesscharmedonewhowasaccustomedtoassuranceintheyouthfulmanner;hewasdisturbedbecauseshewastodrivehimhome,insteadofhisdrivingher。Shouldn’thehaveashot?Theyhadn’tacaratRobinHillsincetheWar,ofcourse,andhehadonlydrivenonce,andlandedupabank,sosheoughtn’ttomindhistrying。Hislaugh,softandinfectious,wasveryattractive,thoughthatword,shehadheard,wasnowquiteold—fashioned。Whentheyreachedthehousehepulledoutacrumpledletterwhichshereadwhilehewaswashing——aquiteshortletter,whichmusthavecostherfathermanyapangtowrite。

"MYDEAR,"YouandValwillnotforget,Itrust,thatJonknowsnothingoffamilyhistory。HismotherandIthinkheistooyoungatpresent。

Theboyisverydear,andtheappleofhereye。Verbumsapientibus。

yourlovingfather,"J。F。"

Thatwasall;butitrenewedinHollyanuneasyregretthatFleurwascoming。

AfterteashefulfilledthatpromisetoherselfandtookJonupthehill。Theyhadalongtalk,sittingaboveanoldchalk—pitgrownoverwithbramblesandgoosepenny。Milkwortandliverwortstarredthegreenslope,thelarkssang,andthrushesinthebrake,andnowandthenagullflightinginlandwouldwheelverywhiteagainstthepalingsky,wherethevaguemoonwascomingup。Deliciousfragrancecametothem,asiflittleinvisiblecreatureswererunningandtreadingscentoutofthebladesofgrass。

Jon,whohadfallensilent,saidrathersuddenly:

"Isay,thisiswonderful!There’snofatonitatall。Gull’sflightandsheep—bells"

"’Gull’sflightandsheep—bells’!You’reapoet,mydear!"

Jonsighed。

"Oh,Golly!Nogo!"

"Try!Iusedtoatyourage。"

"Didyou?Mothersays’try’too;butI’msorotten。Haveyouanyofyoursformetosee?"

"Mydear,"Hollymurmured,"I’vebeenmarriednineteenyears。IonlywroteverseswhenIwantedtobe。"

"Oh!"saidJon,andturnedoveronhisface:theonecheekshecouldseewasacharmingcolour。WasJon"touchedinthewind,"then,asValwouldhavecalledit?Already?But,ifso,allthebetter,hewouldtakenonoticeofyoungFleur。Besides,onMondayhewouldbeginhisfarming。Andshesmiled。WasitBurnswhofollowedtheplough,oronlyPiersPlowman?Nearlyeveryyoungmanandmostyoungwomenseemedtobepoetsnow,judgingfromthenumberoftheirbooksshehadreadoutinSouthAfrica,importingthemfromHatchusandBumphards;andquitegood——oh!quite;muchbetterthanshehadbeenherself!Butthenpoetryhadonlyreallycomeinsinceherday——withmotor—cars。Anotherlongtalkafterdinneroverawoodfireinthelowhall,andthereseemedlittlelefttoknowaboutJonexceptanythingofrealimportance。Hollypartedfromhimathisbedroomdoor,havingseentwiceoverthathehadeverything,withtheconvictionthatshewouldlovehim,andValwouldlikehim。Hewaseager,butdidnotgush;hewasasplendidlistener,sympathetic,reticentabouthimself。Heevidentlylovedtheirfather,andadoredhismother。Helikedriding,rowing,andfencingbetterthangames。

Hesavedmothsfromcandles,andcouldn’tbearspiders,butputthemoutofdoorsinscrewsofpapersoonerthankillthem。Inaword,hewasamiable。Shewenttosleep,thinkingthathewouldsufferhorriblyifanybodyhurthim;butwhowouldhurthim?

Jon,ontheotherhand,satawakeathiswindowwithabitofpaperandapencil,writinghisfirst"realpoem"bythelightofacandlebecausetherewasnotenoughmoontoseeby,onlyenoughtomakethenightseemflutteryandasifengravedonsilver。JustthenightforFleurtowalk,andturnhereyes,andleadon—overthehillsandfaraway。AndJon,deeplyfurrowedinhisingenuousbrow,mademarksonthepaperandrubbedthemoutandwrotetheminagain,anddidallthatwasnecessaryforthecompletionofaworkofart;andhehadafeelingsuchasthewindsofSpringmusthave,tryingtheirfirstsongsamongthecomingblossom。Jonwasoneofthoseboys(notmany)

inwhomahome—trainedloveofbeautyhadsurvivedschoollife。Hehadhadtokeepittohimself,ofcourse,sothatnoteventhedrawing—masterknewofit;butitwasthere,fastidiousandclearwithinhim。Andhispoemseemedtohimaslameandstiltedasthenightwaswinged。Buthekeptit,allthesame。Itwasa"beast,"

butbetterthannothingasanexpressionoftheinexpressible。Andhethoughtwithasortofdiscomfiture:’Ishan’tbeabletoshowittoMother。’Hesleptterriblywell,whenhedidsleep,overwhelmedbynovelty。

VII

FLEUR

Toavoidtheawkwardnessofquestionswhichcouldnotbeanswered,allthathadbeentoldJonwas:

"There’sagirlcomingdownwithValfortheweek—end。"

Forthesamereason,allthathadbeentoldFleurwas:"We’vegotayoungsterstayingwithus。"

Thetwoyearlings,asValcalledtheminhisthoughts,metthereforeinamannerwhichforunpreparednessleftnothingtobedesired。

TheywerethusintroducedbyHolly:

"ThisisJon,mylittlebrother;Fleur’sacousinofours,Jon。"

Jon,whowascominginthroughaFrenchwindowoutofstrongsunlight,wassoconfoundedbytheprovidentialnatureofthismiracle,thathehadtimetohearFleursaycalmly:"Oh,howdoyoudo?"asifhehadneverseenher,andtounderstanddimlyfromthequickestimaginablelittlemovementofherheadthatheneverhadseenher。Hebowedthereforeoverherhandinanintoxicatedmanner,andbecamemoresilentthanthegrave。Heknewbetterthantospeak。

Onceinhisearlylife,surprisedreadingbyanightlight,hehadsaidfatuously"Iwasjustturningovertheleaves,Mum,"andhismotherhadreplied:"Jon,nevertellstories,becauseofyourfacenobodywilleverbelievethem。"

Thesayinghadpermanentlyunderminedtheconfidencenecessarytothesuccessofspokenuntruth。HelistenedthereforetoFleur’sswiftandraptallusionstothejollinessofeverything,pliedherwithsconesandjam,andgotawayassoonasmightbe。Theysaythatindeliriumtremensyouseeafixedobject,preferablydark,whichsuddenlychangesshapeandposition。Jonsawthefixedobject;ithaddarkeyesandpassablydarkhair,andchangeditsposition,butneveritsshape。Theknowledgethatbetweenhimandthatobjecttherewasalreadyasecretunderstanding(howeverimpossibletounderstand)thrilledhimsothathewaitedfeverishly,andbegantocopyouthispoem——whichofcoursehewouldneverdareto——showher——

tillthesoundofhorses’hoofsrousedhim,and,leaningfromhiswindow,hesawherridingforthwithVal。Itwasclearthatshewastednotime,butthesightfilledhimwithgrief。Hewastedhis。

Ifhehadnotbolted,inhisfearfulecstasy,hemighthavebeenaskedtogotoo。Andfromhiswindowhesatandwatchedthemdisappear,appearagaininthechineoftheroad,vanish,andemergeoncemoreforaminuteclearontheoutlineoftheDown。’Sillybrute!’hethought;’Ialwaysmissmychances。’

Whycouldn’thebeself—confidentandready?And,leaninghischinonhishands,heimaginedtheridehemighthavehadwithher。A

week—endwasbutaweek—end,andhehadmissedthreehoursofit。

Didheknowanyoneexcepthimselfwhowouldhavebeensuchaflat?

Hedidnot。

Hedressedfordinnerearly,andwasfirstdown。Hewouldmissnomore。ButhemissedFleur,whocamedownlast。Hesatoppositeheratdinner,anditwasterrible——impossibletosayanythingforfearofsayingthewrongthing,impossibletokeephiseyesfixedonherintheonlynaturalway;insum,impossibletotreatnormallyonewithwhominfancyhehadalreadybeenoverthehillsandfaraway;

conscious,too,allthetime,thathemustseemtoher,toallofthem,adumbgawk。Yes,itwasterrible!Andshewastalkingsowell——swoopingwithswiftwingthiswayandthat。Wonderfulhowshehadlearnedanartwhichhefoundsodisgustinglydifficult。Shemustthinkhimhopelessindeed!

Hissister’seyes,fixedonhimwithacertainastonishment,obligedhimatlasttolookatFleur;butinstantlyhereyes,verywideandeager,seemingtosay,"Oh!forgoodness’sake!"obligedhimtolookatVal,whereagrinobligedhimtolookathiscutlet——that,atleast,hadnoeyes,andnogrin,andheateithastily。

"Jonisgoingtobeafarmer,"heheardHollysay;"afarmerandapoet。"

Heglancedupreproachfully,caughtthecomicliftofhereyebrowjustliketheirfather’s,laughed,andfeltbetter。

ValrecountedtheincidentofMonsieurProsperProfond;nothingcouldhavebeenmorefavourable,for,inrelatingit,heregardedHolly,whointurnregardedhim,whileFleurseemedtoberegardingwithaslightfrownsomethoughtofherown,andJonwasreallyfreetolookatheratlast。Shehadonawhitefrock,verysimpleandwellmade;

herarmswerebare,andherhairhadawhiteroseinit。Injustthatswiftmomentoffreevision,aftersuchintensediscomfort,Jonsawhersublimated,asoneseesinthedarkaslenderwhitefruit—

tree;caughtherlikeaverseofpoetryflashedbeforetheeyesofthemind,oratunewhichfloatsoutinthedistanceanddies。

Hewonderedgiddilyhowoldshewas——sheseemedsomuchmoreself—

possessedandexperiencedthanhimself。Whymustn’thesaytheyhadmet?Herememberedsuddenlyhismother’sface;puzzled,hurt—

looking,whensheanswered:"Yes,they’rerelations,butwedon’tknowthem。"Impossiblethathismother,wholovedbeauty,shouldnotadmireFleurifshedidknowher。

AlonewithValafterdinner,hesippedportdeferentiallyandansweredtheadvancesofthisnew—foundbrother—in—law。Astoriding(alwaysthefirstconsiderationwithVal)hecouldhavetheyoungchestnut,saddleandunsaddleithimself,andgenerallylookafteritwhenhebroughtitin。Jonsaidhewasaccustomedtoallthatathome,andsawthathehadgoneuponeinhishost’sestimation。

"Fleur,"saidVal,"can’tridemuchyet,butshe’skeen。Ofcourse,herfatherdoesn’tknowahorsefromacart—wheel。DoesyourDadride?"

"Heusedto;butnowhe’s——youknow,he’s——"Hestopped,sohatingtheword"old。"Hisfatherwasold,andyetnotold;no——never!

"Quite,"mutteredVal。"IusedtoknowyourbrotherupatOxford,agesago,theonewhodiedintheBoerWar。WehadafightinNewCollegeGardens。Thatwasaqueerbusiness,"headded,musing;"agooddealcameoutofit。"

Jon’seyesopenedwide;allwaspushinghimtowardhistoricalresearch,whenhissister’svoicesaidgentlyfromthedoorway:

"Comealong,youtwo,"andherose,hisheartpushinghimtowardsomethingfarmoremodern。

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