第6章
Half—consciously,hethought:’There’ssomethinginthisdamnedclimatewhichmakesonegoroundinaring。Allthesame,ImusthaveastrainofMayflyblood。’
InthismoodhereachedtheMeccaofhishopes。Itwasoneofthosequietmeetingsfavourabletosuchaswishtolookintohorses,ratherthanintothemouthsofbookmakers;andValclungtothepaddock。
HistwentyyearsofColoniallife,divestinghimofthedandyisminwhichhehadbeenbred,hadlefthimtheessentialneatnessofthehorseman,andgivenhimaqueerandratherblightingeyeoverwhathecalled"thesillyhaw—haw"ofsomeEnglishmen,the"flappingcockatoory"ofsomeEnglish—women——HollyhadnoneofthatandHollywashismodel。Observant,quick,resourceful,Valwentstraighttotheheartofatransaction,ahorse,adrink;andhewasonhiswaytotheheartofaMayflyfilly,whenaslowvoicesaidathiselbow:
"Mr。ValDartie?How’sMrs。ValDartie?She’swell,Ihope。"AndhesawbesidehimtheBelgianhehadmetathissisterImogen’s。
"ProsperProfond——Imetyouatlunch,"saidthevoice。
"Howareyou?"murmuredVal。
"I’mverywell,"repliedMonsieurProfond,smilingwithacertaininimitableslowness。"Agooddevil,"Hollyhadcalledhim。Well!
Helookedalittlelikeadevil,withhisdark,clipped,pointedbeard;asleepyonethough,andgood—humoured,withfineeyes,unexpectedlyintelligent。
"Here’sagentlemanwantstoknowyou——cousinofyours——Mr。GeorgeForsyde。"
Valsawalargeform,andafaceclean—shaven,bull—like,alittlelowering,withsardonichumourbubblingbehindafullgreyeye;heremembereditdimlyfromolddayswhenhewoulddinewithhisfatherattheIseeumClub。
"Iusedtogoracingwithyourfather,"Georgewassaying:"How’sthestud?Liketobuyoneofmyscrews?"
Valgrinned,tohidethesuddenfeelingthatthebottomhadfallenoutofbreeding。Theybelievedinnothingoverhere,noteveninhorses。GeorgeForsyte,ProsperProfond!Thedevilhimselfwasnotmoredisillusionedthanthosetwo。
"Didn’tknowyouwerearacingman,"hesaidtoMonsieurProfond。
"I’mnot。Idon’tcareforit。I’mayachtin’man。Idon’tcareforyachtin’either,butIliketoseemyfriends。I’vegotsomelunch,Mr。ValDartie,justasmalllunch,ifyou’dliketo’avesome;notmuch——justasmallone——inmycar。"
"Thanks,"saidVal;"verygoodofyou。I’llcomealonginaboutquarterofanhour。"
"Overthere。Mr。Forsyde’scomin’,"andMonsieurProfond"poinded"
withayellow—glovedfinger;"smallcar,withasmalllunch";hemovedon,groomed,sleepy,andremote,GeorgeForsytefollowing,neat,huge,andwithhisjestingair。
ValremainedgazingattheMayflyfilly。GeorgeForsyte,ofcourse,wasanoldchap,butthisProfondmightbeabouthisownage;Valfeltextremelyyoung,asiftheMayflyfillywereatoyatwhichthosetwohadlaughed。Theanimalhadlostreality。
"That’small’mare"——heseemedtohearthevoiceofMonsieurProfond—
—"whatdoyouseeinher?——wemustalldie!"
AndGeorgeForsyte,cronyofhisfather,racingstill!TheMayflystrain——wasitanybetterthananyother?Hemightjustaswellhaveaflutterwithhismoneyinstead。
"No,bygum!"hemutteredsuddenly,"ifit’snogoodbreedinghorses,it’snogooddoinganything。WhatdidIcomefor?I’llbuyher。"
Hestoodbackandwatchedtheebbofthepaddockvisitorstowardthestand。Nattyoldchips,shrewdportlyfellows,Jews,trainerslookingasiftheyhadneverbeenguiltyofseeingahorseintheirlives;tall,flapping,languidwomen,orbrisk,loud—voicedwomen;
youngmenwithanairasiftryingtotakeitseriously——twoorthreeofthemwithonlyonearm。
’Lifeoverhere’sagame!’thoughtVal。’Muffinbellrings,horsesrun,moneychangeshands;ringagain,runagain,moneychangesback。’
But,alarmedathisownphilosophy,hewenttothepaddockgatetowatchtheMayflyfillycanterdown。Shemovedwell;andhemadehiswayovertothe"small"car。The"small"lunchwasthesortamandreamsofbutseldomgets;andwhenitwasconcludedMonsieurProfondwalkedbackwithhimtothepaddock。
"Yourwife’sanicewoman,"washissurprisingremark。
"NicestwomanIknow,"returnedValdryly。
"Yes,"saidMonsieurProfond;"shehasaniceface。Iadmirenicewomen。"
Vallookedathimsuspiciously,butsomethingkindlyanddirectintheheavydiabolismofhiscompaniondisarmedhimforthemoment。
"Anytimeyouliketocomeonmyyacht,I’llgiveherasmallcruise。"
"Thanks,"saidVal,inarmsagain,"shehatesthesea。"
"SodoI,"saidMonsieurProfond。
"Thenwhydoyouyacht?"
TheBelgian’seyessmiled。"Oh!Idon’tknow。I’vedoneeverything;
it’sthelastthingI’mdoin’。"
"Itmustbed—dexpensive。Ishouldwantmorereasonthanthat。"
MonsieurProsperProfondraisedhiseyebrows,andpuffedoutaheavylowerlip。
"I’maneasy—goin’man,"hesaid。
"WereyouintheWar?"askedVal。
"Ye—es。I’vedonethattoo。Iwasgassed;itwasasmallbitunpleasant。"Hesmiledwithadeepandsleepyairofprosperity,asifhehadcaughtitfromhisname。
Whetherhissaying"small"whenheoughttohavesaid"little"wasgenuinemistakeoraffectationValcouldnotdecide;thefellowwasevidentlycapableofanything。
AmongtheringofbuyersroundtheMayflyfillywhohadwonherrace,MonsieurProfondsaid:
"Yougoin’tobid?"
Valnodded。WiththissleepySatanathiselbow,hefeltinneedoffaith。ThoughplacedabovetheultimateblowsofProvidencebytheforethoughtofagrand—fatherwhohadtiedhimupathousandayeartowhichwasaddedthethousandayeartiedupforHollybyhergrand—father,Valwasnotflushofcapitalthathecouldtouch,havingspentmostofwhathehadrealisedfromhisSouthAfricanfarmonhisestablishmentinSussex。Andverysoonhewasthinking:’Dashit!she’sgoingbeyondme!’Hislimit—sixhundred—wasexceeded;hedroppedoutofthebidding。TheMayflyfillypassedunderthehammeratsevenhundredandfiftyguineas。HewasturningawayvexedwhentheslowvoiceofMonsieurProfondsaidinhisear:
"Well,I’veboughtthatsmallfilly,butIdon’twanther;youtakeherandgivehertoyourwife。"
Vallookedatthefellowwithrenewedsuspicion,butthegoodhumourinhiseyeswassuchthathereallycouldnottakeoffence。
"ImadeasmalllotofmoneyintheWar,"beganMonsieurProfondinanswertothatlook。"I’adarmamentshares。Iliketogiveitaway。I’malwaysmakin’money。Iwantverysmalllotmyself。I
likemyfriendsto’aveit。"
"I’llbuyherofyouatthepriceyougave,"saidValwithsuddenresolution。
"No,"saidMonsieurProfond。"Youtakeher。Idon’wanther。"
"Hangit!onedoesn’t——"
"Whynot?"smiledMonsieurProfond。"I’mafriendofyourfamily。"
"Sevenhundredandfiftyguineasisnotaboxofcigars,"saidValimpatiently。
"Allright;youkeepherformetillIwanther,anddowhatyoulikewithher。"
"Solongasshe’syours,"saidVal。"Idon’tmindthat。"
"That’sallright,"murmuredMonsieurProfond,andmovedaway。
Valwatched;hemightbe"agooddevil,"butthenagainhemightnot。
HesawhimrejoinGeorgeForsyte,andthereaftersawhimnomore。
Hespentthosenightsafterracingathismother’shouseinGreenStreet。
WinifredDartieatsixty—twowasmarvellouslypreserved,consideringthethree—and—thirtyyearsduringwhichshehadputupwithMontagueDartie,tillalmosthappilyreleasedbyaFrenchstaircase。ItwastoheravehementsatisfactiontohaveherfavouritesonbackfromSouthAfricaafterallthistime,tofeelhimsolittlechanged,andtohavetakenafancytohiswife。Winifred,whointhelateseventies,beforehermarriage,hadbeeninthevanguardoffreedom,pleasure,andfashion,confessedheryouthoutclassedbythedonzellasoftheday。Theyseemed,forinstance,toregardmarriageasanincident,andWinifredsometimesregrettedthatshehadnotdonethesame;asecond,third,fourthincidentmighthavesecuredherapartneroflessdazzlinginebriety;though,afterall,hehadleftherVal,Imogen,Maud,Benedict(almostacolonelandunharmedbytheWar——noneofwhomhadbeendivorcedasyet。Thesteadinessofherchildrenoftenamazedonewhorememberedtheirfather;but,asshewasfondofbelieving,theywerereallyallForsytes,favouringherself,withtheexception,perhaps,ofImogen。Herbrother’s"littlegirl"FleurfranklypuzzledWinifred。Thechildwasasrestlessasanyofthesemodernyoungwomen0——"She’sasmallflameinadraught,"ProsperProfondhadsaidonedayafterdinner——butshedidnotflop,ortalkatthetopofhervoice。ThesteadyForsyteisminWinifred’sowncharacterinstinctivelyresentedthefeelingintheair,themoderngirl’shabitsandhermotto:"All’smuchofamuchness!Spend,to—morrowweshallbepoor!"ShefounditasavinggraceinFleurthat,havingsetherheartonathing,shehadnochangeofheartuntilshegotit——though——whathappenedafter,Fleurwas,ofcourse,tooyoungtohavemadeevident。Thechildwasa"veryprettylittlething,"too,andquiteacredittotakeabout,withhermother’sFrenchtasteandgiftforwearingclothes;
everybodyturnedtolookatFleur——greatconsiderationtoWinifred,aloverofthestyleanddistinctionwhichhadsocruellydeceivedherinthecaseofMontagueDartie。
IndiscussingherwithVal,atbreakfastonSaturdaymorning,Winifreddweltonthefamilyskeleton。
"Thatlittleaffairofyourfather—in—lawandyourAuntIrene,Val——
it’soldasthehills,ofcourse,Fleurneedknownothingaboutit——
makingafuss。YourUncleSoamesisveryparticularaboutthat。Soyou’llbecareful。"
"Yes!Butit’sdashedawkward——Holly’syounghalf—brotheriscomingtolivewithuswhilehelearnsfarming。He’stherealready。"
"Oh!"saidWinifred。"Thatisagaff!Whatishelike?"
"Onlysawhimonce——atRobinHill,whenwewerehomein1909;hewasnakedandpaintedblueandyellowinstripes——ajollylittlechap。"
Winifredthoughtthat"rathernice,"andaddedcomfortably:"Well,Holly’ssensible;she’llknowhowtodealwithit。Ishan’ttellyouruncle。It’llonlybotherhim。It’sagreatcomforttohaveyouback,mydearboy,nowthatI’mgettingon。"
"Gettingon!Why!you’reasyoungasever。ThatchapProfond,Mother,isheallright?"
"ProsperProfond!Oh!themostamusingmanIknow。"
Valgrunted,andrecountedthestoryoftheMayflyfilly。
"That’ssolikehim,"murmuredWinifred。"Hedoesallsortsofthings。"
"Well,"saidValshrewdly,"ourfamilyhaven’tbeentooluckywiththatkindofcattle;they’retoolight—heartedforus。"
Itwastrue,andWinifred’sbluestudylastedafullminutebeforesheanswered:
"Oh!well!He’saforeigner,Val;onemustmakeallowances。"
"Allright,I’llusehisfillyandmakeituptohim,somehow。"
Andsoonafterhegaveherhisblessing,receivedakiss,andleftherforhisbookmaker’s,theIseeumClub,andVictoriastation。
VI
JON
Mrs。ValDartie,aftertwentyyearsofSouthAfrica,hadfallendeeplyinlove,fortunatelywithsomethingofherown,fortheobjectofherpassionwastheprospectinfrontofherwindows,thecoolclearlightonthegreenDowns。ItwasEnglandagain,atlast!
Englandmorebeautifulthanshehaddreamed。Chancehad,infact,guidedtheValDartiestoaspotwheretheSouthDownshadrealcharmwhenthesunshone。Hollyhadenoughofherfather’seyetoapprehendtherarequalityoftheiroutlinesandchalkyradiance;togouptherebytheravine—likelaneandwanderalongtowardChanctonburyorAmberley,wasstilladelightwhichshehardlyattemptedtosharewithVal,whoseadmirationofNaturewasconfusedbyaForsyte’sinstinctforgettingsomethingoutofit,suchastheconditionoftheturfforhishorses’exercise。
DrivingtheFordhomewithacertainhumouring,smoothness,shepromisedherselfthatthefirstuseshewouldmakeofJonwouldbetotakehimupthere,andshowhim"theview"underthisMay—daysky。
Shewaslookingforwardtoheryounghalf—brotherwithamotherlinessnotexhaustedbyVal。Athree—dayvisittoRobinHill,soonaftertheirarrivalhome,hadyieldednosightofhim——hewasstillatschool;sothatherrecollection,likeVal’s,wasofalittlesunny—
hairedboy,stripedblueandyellow,downbythepond。
ThosethreedaysatRobinHillhadbeenexciting,sad,embarrassing。
Memoriesofherdeadbrother,memoriesofVal’scourtship;theageingofherfather,notseenfortwentyyears,somethingfunerealinhisironicgentlenesswhichdidnotescapeonewhohadmuchsubtleinstinct;aboveall,thepresenceofherstepmother,whomshecouldstillvaguelyrememberasthe"ladyingrey"ofdayswhenshewaslittleandgrandfatheraliveandMademoiselleBeaucesocrossbecausethatintrudergavehermusiclessons——alltheseconfusedandtantalisedaspiritwhichhadlongedtofindRobinHilluntroubled。
ButHollywasadeptatkeepingthingstoherself,andallhadseemedtogoquitewell。
Herfatherhadkissedherwhenshelefthim,withlipswhichshewassurehadtrembled。
"Well,mydear,"hesaid,"theWarhasn’tchangedRobinHill,hasit?
IfonlyyoucouldhavebroughtJollybackwithyou!Isay,canyoustandthisspiritualisticracket?Whentheoak—treedies,itdies,I’mafraid。"
>Fromthewarmthofherembraceheprobablydivinedthathehadletthecatoutofthebag,forherodeoffatonceonirony。
"Spiritualism——queerword,whenthemoretheymanifestthemoretheyprovethatthey’vegotholdofmatter。"
"How?"saidHolly。
"Why!Lookattheirphotographsofauricpresences。Youmusthavesomethingmaterialforlightandshadetofallonbeforeyoucantakeaphotograph。No,it’llendinourcallingallmatterspirit,orallspiritmatter——Idon’tknowwhich。"
"Butdon’tyoubelieveinsurvival,Dad?"
Jolyonhadlookedather,andthesadwhimsicalityofhisfaceimpressedherdeeply。
"Well,mydear,Ishouldliketogetsomethingoutofdeath。I’vebeenlookingintoitabit。ButforthelifeofmeIcan’tfindanythingthattelepathy,sub—consciousness,andemanationfromthestorehouseofthisworldcan’taccountforjustaswell。WishI
could!Wishesfatherthoughtbuttheydon’tbreedevidence。"
Hollyhadpressedherlipsagaintohisforeheadwiththefeelingthatitconfirmedhistheorythatallmatterwasbecomingspirit——hisbrowfelt,somehow,soinsubstantial。
Butthemostpoignantmemoryofthatlittlevisithadbeenwatching,unobserved,herstepmotherreadingtoherselfaletterfromJon。Itwas——shedecided——theprettiestsightshehadeverseen。Irene,lostasitwereintheletterofherboy,stoodatawindowwherethelightfellonherfaceandherfinegreyhair;herlipsweremoving,smiling,herdarkeyeslaughing,dancing,andthehandwhichdidnotholdtheletterwaspressedagainstherbreast。Hollywithdrewasfromavisionofperfectlove,convincedthatJonmustbenice。
Whenshesawhimcomingoutofthestationwithakit—bagineitherhand,shewasconfirmedinherpredisposition。HewasalittlelikeJolly,thatlong—lostidolofherchildhood,buteager—lookingandlessformal,withdeepereyesandbrighter—colouredhair,forheworenohat;altogetheraveryinteresting"little"brother!
Histentativepolitenesscharmedonewhowasaccustomedtoassuranceintheyouthfulmanner;hewasdisturbedbecauseshewastodrivehimhome,insteadofhisdrivingher。Shouldn’thehaveashot?Theyhadn’tacaratRobinHillsincetheWar,ofcourse,andhehadonlydrivenonce,andlandedupabank,sosheoughtn’ttomindhistrying。Hislaugh,softandinfectious,wasveryattractive,thoughthatword,shehadheard,wasnowquiteold—fashioned。Whentheyreachedthehousehepulledoutacrumpledletterwhichshereadwhilehewaswashing——aquiteshortletter,whichmusthavecostherfathermanyapangtowrite。
"MYDEAR,"YouandValwillnotforget,Itrust,thatJonknowsnothingoffamilyhistory。HismotherandIthinkheistooyoungatpresent。
Theboyisverydear,andtheappleofhereye。Verbumsapientibus。
yourlovingfather,"J。F。"
Thatwasall;butitrenewedinHollyanuneasyregretthatFleurwascoming。
AfterteashefulfilledthatpromisetoherselfandtookJonupthehill。Theyhadalongtalk,sittingaboveanoldchalk—pitgrownoverwithbramblesandgoosepenny。Milkwortandliverwortstarredthegreenslope,thelarkssang,andthrushesinthebrake,andnowandthenagullflightinginlandwouldwheelverywhiteagainstthepalingsky,wherethevaguemoonwascomingup。Deliciousfragrancecametothem,asiflittleinvisiblecreatureswererunningandtreadingscentoutofthebladesofgrass。
Jon,whohadfallensilent,saidrathersuddenly:
"Isay,thisiswonderful!There’snofatonitatall。Gull’sflightandsheep—bells"
"’Gull’sflightandsheep—bells’!You’reapoet,mydear!"
Jonsighed。
"Oh,Golly!Nogo!"
"Try!Iusedtoatyourage。"
"Didyou?Mothersays’try’too;butI’msorotten。Haveyouanyofyoursformetosee?"
"Mydear,"Hollymurmured,"I’vebeenmarriednineteenyears。IonlywroteverseswhenIwantedtobe。"
"Oh!"saidJon,andturnedoveronhisface:theonecheekshecouldseewasacharmingcolour。WasJon"touchedinthewind,"then,asValwouldhavecalledit?Already?But,ifso,allthebetter,hewouldtakenonoticeofyoungFleur。Besides,onMondayhewouldbeginhisfarming。Andshesmiled。WasitBurnswhofollowedtheplough,oronlyPiersPlowman?Nearlyeveryyoungmanandmostyoungwomenseemedtobepoetsnow,judgingfromthenumberoftheirbooksshehadreadoutinSouthAfrica,importingthemfromHatchusandBumphards;andquitegood——oh!quite;muchbetterthanshehadbeenherself!Butthenpoetryhadonlyreallycomeinsinceherday——withmotor—cars。Anotherlongtalkafterdinneroverawoodfireinthelowhall,andthereseemedlittlelefttoknowaboutJonexceptanythingofrealimportance。Hollypartedfromhimathisbedroomdoor,havingseentwiceoverthathehadeverything,withtheconvictionthatshewouldlovehim,andValwouldlikehim。Hewaseager,butdidnotgush;hewasasplendidlistener,sympathetic,reticentabouthimself。Heevidentlylovedtheirfather,andadoredhismother。Helikedriding,rowing,andfencingbetterthangames。
Hesavedmothsfromcandles,andcouldn’tbearspiders,butputthemoutofdoorsinscrewsofpapersoonerthankillthem。Inaword,hewasamiable。Shewenttosleep,thinkingthathewouldsufferhorriblyifanybodyhurthim;butwhowouldhurthim?
Jon,ontheotherhand,satawakeathiswindowwithabitofpaperandapencil,writinghisfirst"realpoem"bythelightofacandlebecausetherewasnotenoughmoontoseeby,onlyenoughtomakethenightseemflutteryandasifengravedonsilver。JustthenightforFleurtowalk,andturnhereyes,andleadon—overthehillsandfaraway。AndJon,deeplyfurrowedinhisingenuousbrow,mademarksonthepaperandrubbedthemoutandwrotetheminagain,anddidallthatwasnecessaryforthecompletionofaworkofart;andhehadafeelingsuchasthewindsofSpringmusthave,tryingtheirfirstsongsamongthecomingblossom。Jonwasoneofthoseboys(notmany)
inwhomahome—trainedloveofbeautyhadsurvivedschoollife。Hehadhadtokeepittohimself,ofcourse,sothatnoteventhedrawing—masterknewofit;butitwasthere,fastidiousandclearwithinhim。Andhispoemseemedtohimaslameandstiltedasthenightwaswinged。Buthekeptit,allthesame。Itwasa"beast,"
butbetterthannothingasanexpressionoftheinexpressible。Andhethoughtwithasortofdiscomfiture:’Ishan’tbeabletoshowittoMother。’Hesleptterriblywell,whenhedidsleep,overwhelmedbynovelty。
VII
FLEUR
Toavoidtheawkwardnessofquestionswhichcouldnotbeanswered,allthathadbeentoldJonwas:
"There’sagirlcomingdownwithValfortheweek—end。"
Forthesamereason,allthathadbeentoldFleurwas:"We’vegotayoungsterstayingwithus。"
Thetwoyearlings,asValcalledtheminhisthoughts,metthereforeinamannerwhichforunpreparednessleftnothingtobedesired。
TheywerethusintroducedbyHolly:
"ThisisJon,mylittlebrother;Fleur’sacousinofours,Jon。"
Jon,whowascominginthroughaFrenchwindowoutofstrongsunlight,wassoconfoundedbytheprovidentialnatureofthismiracle,thathehadtimetohearFleursaycalmly:"Oh,howdoyoudo?"asifhehadneverseenher,andtounderstanddimlyfromthequickestimaginablelittlemovementofherheadthatheneverhadseenher。Hebowedthereforeoverherhandinanintoxicatedmanner,andbecamemoresilentthanthegrave。Heknewbetterthantospeak。
Onceinhisearlylife,surprisedreadingbyanightlight,hehadsaidfatuously"Iwasjustturningovertheleaves,Mum,"andhismotherhadreplied:"Jon,nevertellstories,becauseofyourfacenobodywilleverbelievethem。"
Thesayinghadpermanentlyunderminedtheconfidencenecessarytothesuccessofspokenuntruth。HelistenedthereforetoFleur’sswiftandraptallusionstothejollinessofeverything,pliedherwithsconesandjam,andgotawayassoonasmightbe。Theysaythatindeliriumtremensyouseeafixedobject,preferablydark,whichsuddenlychangesshapeandposition。Jonsawthefixedobject;ithaddarkeyesandpassablydarkhair,andchangeditsposition,butneveritsshape。Theknowledgethatbetweenhimandthatobjecttherewasalreadyasecretunderstanding(howeverimpossibletounderstand)thrilledhimsothathewaitedfeverishly,andbegantocopyouthispoem——whichofcoursehewouldneverdareto——showher——
tillthesoundofhorses’hoofsrousedhim,and,leaningfromhiswindow,hesawherridingforthwithVal。Itwasclearthatshewastednotime,butthesightfilledhimwithgrief。Hewastedhis。
Ifhehadnotbolted,inhisfearfulecstasy,hemighthavebeenaskedtogotoo。Andfromhiswindowhesatandwatchedthemdisappear,appearagaininthechineoftheroad,vanish,andemergeoncemoreforaminuteclearontheoutlineoftheDown。’Sillybrute!’hethought;’Ialwaysmissmychances。’
Whycouldn’thebeself—confidentandready?And,leaninghischinonhishands,heimaginedtheridehemighthavehadwithher。A
week—endwasbutaweek—end,andhehadmissedthreehoursofit。
Didheknowanyoneexcepthimselfwhowouldhavebeensuchaflat?
Hedidnot。
Hedressedfordinnerearly,andwasfirstdown。Hewouldmissnomore。ButhemissedFleur,whocamedownlast。Hesatoppositeheratdinner,anditwasterrible——impossibletosayanythingforfearofsayingthewrongthing,impossibletokeephiseyesfixedonherintheonlynaturalway;insum,impossibletotreatnormallyonewithwhominfancyhehadalreadybeenoverthehillsandfaraway;
conscious,too,allthetime,thathemustseemtoher,toallofthem,adumbgawk。Yes,itwasterrible!Andshewastalkingsowell——swoopingwithswiftwingthiswayandthat。Wonderfulhowshehadlearnedanartwhichhefoundsodisgustinglydifficult。Shemustthinkhimhopelessindeed!
Hissister’seyes,fixedonhimwithacertainastonishment,obligedhimatlasttolookatFleur;butinstantlyhereyes,verywideandeager,seemingtosay,"Oh!forgoodness’sake!"obligedhimtolookatVal,whereagrinobligedhimtolookathiscutlet——that,atleast,hadnoeyes,andnogrin,andheateithastily。
"Jonisgoingtobeafarmer,"heheardHollysay;"afarmerandapoet。"
Heglancedupreproachfully,caughtthecomicliftofhereyebrowjustliketheirfather’s,laughed,andfeltbetter。
ValrecountedtheincidentofMonsieurProsperProfond;nothingcouldhavebeenmorefavourable,for,inrelatingit,heregardedHolly,whointurnregardedhim,whileFleurseemedtoberegardingwithaslightfrownsomethoughtofherown,andJonwasreallyfreetolookatheratlast。Shehadonawhitefrock,verysimpleandwellmade;
herarmswerebare,andherhairhadawhiteroseinit。Injustthatswiftmomentoffreevision,aftersuchintensediscomfort,Jonsawhersublimated,asoneseesinthedarkaslenderwhitefruit—
tree;caughtherlikeaverseofpoetryflashedbeforetheeyesofthemind,oratunewhichfloatsoutinthedistanceanddies。
Hewonderedgiddilyhowoldshewas——sheseemedsomuchmoreself—
possessedandexperiencedthanhimself。Whymustn’thesaytheyhadmet?Herememberedsuddenlyhismother’sface;puzzled,hurt—
looking,whensheanswered:"Yes,they’rerelations,butwedon’tknowthem。"Impossiblethathismother,wholovedbeauty,shouldnotadmireFleurifshedidknowher。
AlonewithValafterdinner,hesippedportdeferentiallyandansweredtheadvancesofthisnew—foundbrother—in—law。Astoriding(alwaysthefirstconsiderationwithVal)hecouldhavetheyoungchestnut,saddleandunsaddleithimself,andgenerallylookafteritwhenhebroughtitin。Jonsaidhewasaccustomedtoallthatathome,andsawthathehadgoneuponeinhishost’sestimation。
"Fleur,"saidVal,"can’tridemuchyet,butshe’skeen。Ofcourse,herfatherdoesn’tknowahorsefromacart—wheel。DoesyourDadride?"
"Heusedto;butnowhe’s——youknow,he’s——"Hestopped,sohatingtheword"old。"Hisfatherwasold,andyetnotold;no——never!
"Quite,"mutteredVal。"IusedtoknowyourbrotherupatOxford,agesago,theonewhodiedintheBoerWar。WehadafightinNewCollegeGardens。Thatwasaqueerbusiness,"headded,musing;"agooddealcameoutofit。"
Jon’seyesopenedwide;allwaspushinghimtowardhistoricalresearch,whenhissister’svoicesaidgentlyfromthedoorway:
"Comealong,youtwo,"andherose,hisheartpushinghimtowardsomethingfarmoremodern。