第8章
"Happytoseeyou!"hesaid。
Theyoungman,whohadbeenturninghisheadfromsidetoside,becametransfixed。"Isay!"hesaid,"’some’picture!"
Soamessaw,withmixedsensations,thathehadaddressedtheremarktotheGoyacopy。
"Yes,"hesaiddryly,"that’snotaGoya。It’sacopy。Ihaditpaintedbecauseitremindedmeofmydaughter。"
"ByJove!IthoughtIknewtheface,sir。Isshehere?"
ThefranknessofhisinterestalmostdisarmedSoames。
"She’llbeinaftertea,"hesaid。"Shallwegoroundthepictures?"
AndSoamesbeganthatroundwhichnevertiredhim。Hehadnotanticipatedmuchintelligencefromonewhohadmistakenacopyforanoriginal,butastheypassedfromsectiontosection,periodtoperiod,hewasstartledbytheyoungman’sfrankandrelevantremarks。Nativelyshrewdhimself,andevensensuousbeneathhismask,Soameshadnotspentthirty—eightyearsoverhisonehobbywithoutknowingsomethingmoreaboutpicturesthantheirmarketvalues。Hewas,asitwere,themissinglinkbetweentheartistandthecommercialpublic。Artforart’ssakeandallthat,ofcourse,wascant。Butaestheticsandgoodtastewerenecessary。Theappreciationofenoughpersonsofgoodtastewaswhatgaveaworkofartitspermanentmarketvalue,orinotherwordsmadeit"aworkofart。"Therewasnorealcleavage。Andhewassufficientlyaccustomedtosheep—likeandunseeingvisitors,tobeintriguedbyonewhodidnothesitatetosayofMauve:"Goodoldhaystacks!"orofJamesMaris:"Didn’thejustpaintandpaper’em!Mathewwastherealswell,sir;youcoulddigintohissurfaces!"ItwasaftertheyoungmanhadwhistledbeforeaWhistler,withthewords,"D’youthinkheeverreallysawanakedwoman,sir?"thatSoamesremarked:
"Whatareyou,Mr。Mont,ifImayask?"
"I,sir?Iwasgoingtobeapainter,buttheWarknockedthat。
Theninthetrenches,youknow,IusedtodreamoftheStockExchange,snugandwarmandjustnoisyenough。ButthePeaceknockedthat,sharesseemoff,don’tthey?I’veonlybeendemobbedaboutayear。Whatdoyourecommend,sir?"
"Haveyougotmoney?"
"Well,"answeredtheyoungman,"I’vegotafather;IkepthimaliveduringtheWar,sohe’sboundtokeepmealivenow。Though,ofcourse,there’sthequestionwhetherheoughttobeallowedtohangontohisproperty。Whatdoyouthinkaboutthat,sir?"
Soames,paleanddefensive,smiled。
"TheoldmanhasfitswhenItellhimhemayhavetoworkyet。He’sgotland,youknow;it’safataldisease。"
"ThisismyrealGoya,"saidSoamesdryly。
"ByGeorge!Hewasaswell。IsawaGoyainMunichoncethatbowledmemiddlestump。Amostevil—lookingoldwomaninthemostgorgeouslace。Hemadenocompromisewiththepublictaste。Thatoldboywas’some’explosive;hemusthavesmashedupalotofconventioninhisday。Couldn’thejustpaint!HemakesVelasquezstiff,don’tyouthink?"
"IhavenoVelasquez,"saidSoames。
Theyoungmanstared。"No,"hesaid;"onlynationsorprofiteerscanaffordhim,Isuppose。Isay,whyshouldn’tallthebankruptnationsselltheirVelasquezandTitiansandotherswellstotheprofiteersbyforce,andthenpassalawthatanyonewhoholdsapicturebyanOldMaster——seeschedule——musthangitinapublicgallery?Thereseemssomethinginthat。"
"Shallwegodowntotea?"saidSoames。
Theyoungman’searsseemedtodrooponhisskull。’He’snotdense,’
thoughtSoames,followinghimoffthepremises。
Goya,withhissatiricandsurpassingprecision,hisoriginal"line,"
andthedaringofhislightandshade,couldhavereproducedtoadmirationthegroupassembledroundAnnette’stea—trayintheingle—
nookbelow。Healone,perhaps,ofpainterswouldhavedonejusticetothesunlightfilteringthroughascreenofcreeper,tothelovelypallorofbrass,theoldcutglasses,thethinslicesoflemoninpaleambertea;justicetoAnnetteinherblacklaceydress;therewassomethingofthefairSpaniardinherbeauty,thoughitlackedthespiritualityofthatraretype;toWinifred’sgrey—haired,corsetedsolidity;toSoames,ofacertaingreyandflat—cheekeddistinction;tothevivaciousMichaelMont,pointedinearandeye;
toImogen,dark,lusciousofglance,growingalittlestout;toProsperProfond,withhisexpressionaswhoshouldsay,"Well,Mr。
Goya,what’stheuseofpaintin’thissmallparty?"finally,toJackCardigan,withhisshiningstareandtannedsanguinitybetrayingthemovingprinciple:"I’mEnglish,andIlivetobefit。"
Curious,bytheway,thatImogen,whoasagirlhaddeclaredsolemnlyonedayatTimothy’sthatshewouldnevermarryagoodman——theyweresodull——shouldhavemarriedJackCardigan,inwhomhealthhadsodestroyedalltracesoforiginalsin,thatshemighthaveretiredtorestwithtenthousandotherEnglishmenwithoutknowingthedifferencefromtheoneshehadchosentoreposebeside。"Oh!"shewouldsayofhim,inher"amusing"way,"Jackkeepshimselfsofearfullyfit;he’sneverhadaday’sillnessinhislife。HewentrightthroughtheWarwithoutafinger—ache。Youreallycan’timaginehowfitheis!"Indeed,hewasso"fit"thathecouldn’tseewhenshewasflirting,whichwassuchacomfortinaway。Allthesameshewasquitefondofhim,sofarasonecouldbeofasports—
machine,andofthetwolittleCardigansmadeafterhispattern。HereyesjustthenwerecomparinghimmaliciouslywithProsperProfond。
Therewasno"small"sportorgamewhichMonsieurProfondhadnotplayedattoo,itseemed,fromskittlestotarpon—fishing,andwornouteveryone。ImogenwouldsometimeswishthattheyhadwornoutJack,whocontinuedtoplayatthemandtalkofthemwiththesimplezealofaschool—girllearninghockey;attheageofGreat—uncleTimothyshewellknewthatJackwouldbeplayingcarpetgolfinherbedroom,and"wipingsomebody’seye。"
Hewastellingthemnowhowhehad"pippedthepro——acharmin’
fellow,playin’averygoodgame,"atthelastholethismorning;andhowhehadpulleddowntoCavershamsincelunch,andtryingtoinciteProsperProfondtoplayhimasetoftennisaftertea——dohimgood—
"keephimfit。
"Butwhat’stheuseofkeepin’fit?"saidMonsieurProfond。
"Yes,sir,"murmuredMichaelMont,"whatdoyoukeepfitfor?"
"Jack,"criedImogen,enchanted,"whatdoyoukeepfitfor?"
JackCardiganstaredwithallhishealth。Thequestionswerelikethebuzzofamosquito,andheputuphishandtowipethemaway。
DuringtheWar,ofcourse,hehadkeptfittokillGermans;nowthatitwasoverheeitherdidnotknow,orshrankindelicacyfromexplanationofhismovingprinciple。
"Buthe’sright,"saidMonsieurProfondunexpectedly,"there’snothin’leftbutkeepin’fit。"
Thesaying,toodeepforSundayafternoon,wouldhavepassedunanswered,butforthemercurialnatureofyoungMont。
"Good!"hecried。"That’sthegreatdiscoveryoftheWar。Weallthoughtwewereprogressing——nowweknowwe’reonlychanging。"
"Fortheworse,"saidMonsieurProfondgenially。
"Howyouarecheerful,Prosper!"murmuredAnnette。
"Youcomeandplaytennis!"saidJackCardigan;"you’vegotthehump。
We’llsoontakethatdown。D’youplay,Mr。Mont?"
"Ihittheballabout,sir。"
AtthisjunctureSoamesrose,ruffledinthatdeepinstinctofpreparationforthefuturewhichguidedhisexistence。
"WhenFleurcomes——"heheardJackCardigansay。
Ah!andwhydidn’tshecome?Hepassedthroughdrawing—room,hall,andporchoutontothedrive,andstoodtherelisteningforthecar。
AllwasstillandSundayfied;thelilacsinfullflowerscentedtheair。Therewerewhiteclouds,likethefeathersofducksgildedbythesunlight。MemoryofthedaywhenFleurwasborn,andhehadwaitedinsuchagonywithherlifeandhermother’sbalancedinhishands,cametohimsharply。Hehadsavedherthen,tobetheflowerofhislife。Andnow!wasshegoingtogivehimtrouble——pain——givehimtrouble?Hedidnotlikethelookofthings!Ablackbirdbrokeinonhisreveriewithaneveningsong——agreatbigfellowupinthatacacia—tree。Soameshadtakenquiteaninterestinhisbirdsoflateyears;heandFleurwouldwalkroundandwatchthem;hereyesweresharpasneedles,andshekneweverynest。Hesawherdog,aretriever,lyingonthedriveinapatchofsunlight,andcalledtohim。"Hallo,oldfellow—waitingforhertoo!"Thedogcameslowlywithagrudgingtail,andSoamesmechanicallylaidapatonhishead。
Thedog,thebird,thelilac,allwerepartofFleurforhim;nomore,noless。’Toofondofher!’hethought,’toofond!’Hewaslikeamanuninsured,withhisshipsatsea。Uninsuredagain——asinthatothertime,solongago,whenhewouldwanderdumbandjealousinthewildernessofLondon,longingforthatwoman——hisfrstwife——
themotherofthisinfernalboy。Ah!Therewasthecaratlast!Itdrewup,ithadluggage,butnoFleur。
"MissFleuriswalkingup,sir,bythetowing—path。"
Walkingallthosemiles?Soamesstared。Theman’sfacehadthebeginningofasmileonit。Whatwashegrinningat?Andveryquicklyheturned,saying,"Allright,Sims!"andwentintothehouse。Hemountedtothepicture—galleryoncemore。Hehadfromthereaviewoftheriverbank,andstoodwithhiseyesfixedonit,obliviousofthefactthatitwouldbeanhouratleastbeforeherfigureshowedthere。Walkingup!Andthatfellow’sgrin!Theboy——!
Heturnedabruptlyfromthewindow。Hecouldn’tspyonher。Ifshewantedtokeepthingsfromhim——shemust;hecouldnotspyonher。
Hisheartfeltempty,andbitternessmountedfromitintohisverymouth。ThestaccatoshoutsofJackCardiganpursuingtheball,thelaughofyoungMontroseinthestillnessandcamein。HehopedtheyweremakingthatchapProfondrun。Andthegirlin"LaVendimia"
stoodwithherarmakimboaridherdreamyeyeslookingpasthim。
’I’vedoneallIcouldforyou,’hethought,’sinceyouwerenohigherthanmyknee。Youaren’tgoingto——to——hurtme,areyou?’
ButtheGoyacopyanswerednot,brilliantincolourjustbeginningtotonedown。’There’snoreallifeinit,’thoughtSoames。’Whydoesn’tshecome?’
X
TRIO
AmongthosefourForsytesofthethird,and,asonemightsay,fourthgeneration,atWansdonundertheDowns,aweek—endprolongeduntotheninthdayhadstretchedthecrossingthreadsoftenacityalmosttosnapping—point。NeverhadFleurbeenso"fine,"Hollysowatchful,Valsostable—secretive,Jonsosilentanddisturbed。Whathelearnedoffarminginthatweekmighthavebeenbalancedonthepointofapenknifeandpuffedoff。He,whosenaturewasessentiallyaversefromintrigue,andwhoseadorationofFleurdisposedhimtothinkthatanyneedforconcealingitwas"skittles,"chafedandfretted,yetobeyed,takingwhatreliefhecouldinthefewmomentswhentheywerealone。OnThursday,whiletheywerestandinginthebaywindowofthedrawing—room,dressedfordinner,shesaidtohim:
"Jon,I’mgoinghomeonSundaybythe3。40fromPaddington;ifyouweretogohomeonSaturdayyoucouldcomeuponSundayandtakemedown,andjustgetbackherebythelasttrain,after。Youweregoinghomeanyway,weren’tyou?"
Jonnodded。
"Anythingtobewithyou,"hesaid;"onlywhyneedIpretend——"
Fleurslippedherlittlefingerintohispalm:
"Youhavenoinstinct,Jon;youmustleavethingstome。It’sseriousaboutourpeople。We’vesimplygottobesecretatpresent,ifwewanttobetogether。"Thedoorwasopened,andsheaddedloudly:"Youareaduffer,Jon。"
SomethingturnedoverwithinJon;hecouldnotbearthissubterfugeaboutafeelingsonatural,sooverwhelming,andsosweet。
OnFridaynightaboutelevenhehadpackedhisbag,andwasleaningoutofhiswindow,halfmiserable,andhalflostinadreamofPaddingtonstation,whenheheardatinysound,asofafinger—nailtappingonhisdoor。Herushedtoitandlistened。Againthesound。
Itwasanail。Heopened。Oh!Whatalovelythingcamein!
"Iwantedtoshowyoumyfancydress,"itsaid,andstruckanattitudeatthefootofhisbed。
Jondrewalongbreathandleanedagainstthedoor。Theapparitionworewhitemuslinonitshead,afichurounditsbareneckoverawine—coloureddress,fulledoutbelowitsslenderwaist。
Itheldonearmakimbo,andtheotherraised,right—angled,holdingafanwhichtoucheditshead。
"Thisoughttobeabasketofgrapes,"itwhispered,"butIhaven’tgotithere。It’smyGoyadress。Andthisistheattitudeinthepicture。Doyoulikeit?"
"It’sadream。"
Theapparitionpirouetted。"Touchit,andsee。"
Jonkneltdownandtooktheskirtreverently。
"Grapecolour,"camethewhisper,"allgrapes——LaVendimia——thevintage。"
Jon’sfingersscarcelytouchedeachsideofthewaist;helookedup,withadoringeyes。
"Oh!Jon,"itwhispered;bent,kissedhisforehead,pirouettedagain,and,glidingout,wasgone。
Jonstayedonhisknees,andhisheadfellforwardagainstthebed。
Howlonghestayedlikethathedidnotknow。Thelittlenoises——ofthetappingnail,thefeet,theskirtsrustling——asinadream——wentonabouthim;andbeforehisclosedeyesthefigurestoodandsmiledandwhispered,afaintperfumeofnarcissuslingeringintheair。
Andhisforeheadwhereithadbeenkissedhadalittlecoolplacebetweenthebrows,liketheimprintofaflower。Lovefilledhissoul,thatloveofboyforgirlwhichknowssolittle,hopessomuch,wouldnotbrushthedownofffortheworld,andmustbecomeintimeafragrantmemory——asearingpassion——ahumdrummateship——or,onceinmanytimes,vintagefullandsweetwithsunsetcolouronthegrapes。
EnoughhasbeensaidaboutJonForsytehereandinanotherplacetoshowwhatlongmarcheslaybetweenhimandhisgreat—great—
grandfather,thefirstJolyon,inDorsetdownbythesea。Jonwassensitiveasagirl,moresensitivethannineoutoftengirlsoftheday;imaginativeasoneofhishalf—sisterJune’s"lameduck"
painters;affectionateasasonofhisfatherandhismothernaturallywouldbe。Andyet,inhisinnertissue,therewassomethingoftheoldfounderofhisfamily,asecrettenacityofsoul,adreadofshowinghisfeelings,adeterminationnottoknowwhenhewasbeaten。Sensitive,imaginative,affectionateboysgetabadtimeatschool,butJonhadinstinctivelykepthisnaturedark,andbeenbutnormallyunhappythere。Onlywithhismotherhadhe,uptillthen,beenabsolutelyfrankandnatural;andwhenhewenthometoRobinHillthatSaturdayhisheartwasheavybecauseFleurhadsaidthathemustnotbefrankandnaturalwithherfromwhomhehadneveryetkeptanything,mustnoteventellherthattheyhadmetagain,unlesshefoundthatsheknewalready。SointolerabledidthisseemtohimthathewasveryneartotelegraphinganexcuseandstayingupinLondon。Andthefirstthinghismothersaidtohimwas:
"Soyou’vehadourlittlefriendoftheconfectioner’sthere,Jon。
Whatisshelikeonsecondthoughts?"
Withrelief,andahighcolour,Jonanswered:
"Oh!awfullyjolly,Mum。"
Herarmpressedhis。
JonhadneverlovedhersomuchasinthatminutewhichseemedtofalsifyFleur’sfearsandtoreleasehissoul。Heturnedtolookather,butsomethinginhersmilingface——somethingwhichonlyheperhapswouldhavecaught——stoppedthewordsbubblingupinhim。
Couldfeargowithasmile?Ifso,therewasfearinherface。AndoutofJontumbledquiteotherwords,aboutfarming,Holly,andtheDowns。Talkingfast,hewaitedforhertocomebacktoFleur。Butshedidnot。Nordidhisfathermentionher,thoughofcoursehe,too,mustknow。Whatdeprivation,andkillingofrealitywasinhissilenceaboutFleur——whenhewassofullofher;whenhismotherwassofullofJon,andhisfathersofullofhismother!AndsothetriospenttheeveningofthatSaturday。
Afterdinnerhismotherplayed;sheseemedtoplayallthethingshelikedbest,andhesatwithonekneeclasped,andhishairstandingupwherehisfingershadrunthroughit。Hegazedathismotherwhilesheplayed,buthesawFleur——Fleurinthemoonlitorchard,Fleurinthesunlitgravel—pit,Fleurinthatfancydress,swaying,whispering,stooping,kissinghisforehead。Once,whilehelistened,heforgothimselfandglancedathisfatherinthatothereasychair。
WhatwasDadlookinglikethatfor?Theexpressiononhisfacewassosadandpuzzling。Itfilledhimwithasortofremorse,sothathegotupandwentandsatonthearmofhisfather’schair。Fromtherehecouldnotseehisface;andagainhesawFleur——inhismother’shands,slimandwhiteonthekeys,intheprofileofherfaceandherpowderyhair;anddownthelongroomintheopenwindowwheretheMaynightwalkedoutside。
Whenhewentuptobedhismothercameintohisroom。Shestoodatthewindow,andsaid:
"Thosecypressesyourgrandfatherplanteddowntherehavedonewonderfully。Ialwaysthinktheylookbeautifulunderadroppingmoon。Iwishyouhadknownyourgrandfather,Jon。"
"Wereyoumarriedtofatherwhenhewasalive?"askedJonsuddenly。
"No,dear;hediedin’92——veryold——eighty—five,Ithink。"
"IsFatherlikehim?"
"Alittle,butmoresubtle,andnotquitesosolid。"
"Iknow,fromgrandfather’sportrait;whopaintedthat?"
"OneofJune’s’lameducks。’Butit’squitegood。"
Jonslippedhishandthroughhismother’sarm。"Tellmeaboutthefamilyquarrel,Mum。"
Hefeltherarmquivering。"No,dear;that’sforyourFathersomeday,ifhethinksfit。"
"Thenitwasserious,"saidJon,withacatchinhisbreath。
"Yes。"Andtherewasasilence,duringwhichneitherknewwhetherthearmorthehandwithinitwerequiveringmost。
"Somepeople,"saidIrenesoftly,"thinkthemoononherbackisevil;tomeshe’salwayslovely。Lookatthosecypressshadows!
Jon,FathersayswemaygotoItaly,youandI,fortwomonths。
Wouldyoulike?"
Jontookhishandfromunderherarm;hissensationwassosharpandsoconfused。Italywithhismother!Afortnightagoitwouldhavebeenperfection;nowitfilledhimwithdismay;hefeltthatthesuddensuggestionhadtodowithFleur。Hestammeredout:
"Oh!yes;only——Idon’tknow。OughtI——nowI’vejustbegun?I’dliketothinkitover。"
Hervoiceanswered,coolandgentle:
"Yes,dear;thinkitover。Butbetternowthanwhenyou’vebegunfarmingseriously。Italywithyou!Itwouldbenice!"
Jonputhisarmroundherwaist,stillslimandfirmasagirl’s。
"DoyouthinkyououghttoleaveFather?"hesaidfeebly,feelingverymean。
"Fathersuggestedit;hethinksyououghttoseeItalyatleastbeforeyousettledowntoanything。"
ThesenseofmeannessdiedinJon;heknew,yes——heknew——thathisfatherandhismotherwerenotspeakingfrankly,nomorethanhehimself。TheywantedtokeephimfromFleur。Hishearthardened。
And,asifshefeltthatprocessgoingon,hismothersaid:
"Good—night,darling。Haveagoodsleepandthinkitover。Butitwouldbelovely!"
Shepressedhimtohersoquicklythathedidnotseeherface。Jonstoodfeelingexactlyasheusedtowhenhewasanaughtylittleboy;
sorebecausehewasnotloving,andbecausehewasjustifiedinhisowneyes。
ButIrene,aftershehadstoodamomentinherownroom,passedthroughthedressing—roombetweenitandherhusband’s。
"Well?"
"Hewillthinkitover,Jolyon。"
Watchingherlipsthatworealittledrawnsmile,Jolyonsaidquietly:
"Youhadbetterletmetellhim,andhavedonewithit。Afterall,Jonhastheinstinctsofagentleman。Hehasonlytounderstand——"
"Only!Hecan’tunderstand;that’simpossible。"
"IbelieveIcouldhaveathisage。"
Irenecaughthishand。"YouwerealwaysmoreofarealistthanJon;
andneversoinnocent。"
"That’strue,"saidJolyon。"It’squeer,isn’tit?YouandIwouldtellourstoriestotheworldwithoutaparticleofshame;butourownboystumpsus。"
"We’venevercaredwhethertheworldapprovesornot。"
"Jonwouldnotdisapproveofus!"
"Oh!Jolyon,yes。He’sinlove,Ifeelhe’sinlove。Andhe’dsay:
’Mymotheroncemarriedwithoutlove!Howcouldshehave!’It’llseemtohimacrime!Andsoitwas!"
Jolyontookherhand,andsaidwithawrysmile:
"Ah!whyoneartharewebornyoung?Now,ifonlywewerebornoldandgrewyoungeryearbyyear,weshouldunderstandhowthingshappen,anddropallourcursedintolerance。Butyouknowiftheboyisreallyinlove,hewon’tforget,evenifhegoestoItaly。We’reatenaciousbreed;andhe’llknowbyinstinctwhyhe’sbeingsent。
Nothingwillreallycurehimbuttheshockofbeingtold。"
"Letmetry,anyway。"
Jolyonstoodamomentwithoutspeaking。Betweenthisdevilandthisdeepsea——thepainofadreadeddisclosureandthegriefoflosinghiswifefortwomonths——hesecretlyhopedforthedevil;yetifshewishedforthedeepseahemustputupwithit。Afterall,itwouldbetrainingforthatdeparturefromwhichtherewouldbenoreturn。
And,takingherinhisarms,hekissedhereyes,andsaid:
"Asyouwill,mylove。"
XI
DUET
That"small"emotion,love,growsamazinglywhenthreatenedwithextinction。JonreachedPaddingtonstationhalfanhourbeforehistimeandafullweekafter,asitseemedtohim。Hestoodattheappointedbookstall,amidacrowdofSundaytravellers,inaHarristweedsuitexhaling,asitwere,theemotionofhisthumpingheart。
Hereadthenamesofthenovelsonthebook—stall,andboughtoneatlast,toavoidbeingregardedwithsuspicionbythebook—stallclerk。
Itwascalled"TheHeartoftheTrail!"whichmustmeansomething,thoughitdidnotseemto。Healsobought"TheLady’sMirror"and"TheLandsman。"Everyminutewasanhourlong,andfullofhorridimaginings。Afternineteenhadpassed,hesawherwithabagandaporterwheelingherluggage。Shecameswiftly;shecamecool。Shegreetedhimasifhewereabrother。
"Firstclass,"shesaidtotheporter,"cornerseats;opposite。"
Jonadmiredherfrightfulself—possession。
"Can’twegetacarriagetoourselves,"hewhispered。
"Nogood;it’sastoppingtrain。AfterMaidenheadperhaps。Looknatural,Jon。"
Jonscrewedhisfeaturesintoascowl。Theygotin——withtwootherbeasts!——oh!heaven!Hetippedtheporterunnaturally,inhisconfusion。Thebrutedeservednothingforputtingtheminthere,andlookingasifheknewallaboutitintothebargain。
Fleurhidherselfbehind"TheLady’sMirror。"Jonimitatedherbehind"TheLandsman。"Thetrainstarted。Fleurlet"TheLady’sMirror"fallandleanedforward。
"Well?"shesaid。
"It’sseemedaboutfifteendays。"
Shenodded,andJon’sfacelightedupatonce。
"Looknatural,"murmuredFleur,andwentoffintoabubbleoflaughter。Ithurthim。HowcouldhelooknaturalwithItalyhangingoverhim?Hehadmeanttobreakittohergently,butnowheblurteditout。
"TheywantmetogotoItalywithMotherfortwomonths。"
Fleurdroopedhereyelids;turnedalittlepale,andbitherlips。
"Oh!"shesaid。Itwasall,butitwasmuch。
That"Oh!"waslikethequickdrawbackofthewristinfencingreadyforriposte。Itcame。
"Youmustgo!"
"Go?"saidJoninastrangledvoice。
"Ofcourse。"
"But——twomonths——it’sghastly。"
"No,"saidFleur,"sixweeks。You’llhaveforgottenmebythen。
We’llmeetintheNationalGallerythedayafteryougetback。"
Jonlaughed。
"Butsupposeyou’veforgottenme,"hemutteredintothenoiseofthetrain。
Fleurshookherhead。
"Someotherbeast——"murmuredJon。
Herfoottouchedhis。
"Nootherbeast,"shesaid,lifting"TheLady’sMirror。"
Thetrainstopped;twopassengersgotout,andonegotin。
’Ishalldie,’thoughtJon,’ifwe’renotaloneatall。’
Thetrainwenton;andagainFleurleanedforward。
"Ineverletgo,"shesaid;"doyou?"
Jonshookhisheadvehemently。
"Never!"hesaid。"Willyouwritetome?"
"No;butyoucan——tomyClub。"
ShehadaClub;shewaswonderful!
"DidyoupumpHolly?"hemuttered。
"Yes,butIgotnothing。Ididn’tdarepumphard。"
"Whatcanitbe?"criedJon。
"Ishallfindoutallright。"
AlongsilencefollowedtillFleursaid:"ThisisMaidenhead;standby,Jon!"
Thetrainstopped。Theremainingpassengergotout。Fleurdrewdownherblind。
"Quick!"shecried。"Hangout!Lookasmuchofabeastasyoucan。"
Jonblewhisnose,andscowled;neverinallhislifehadhescowledlikethat!Anoldladyrecoiled,ayoungonetriedthehandle。Itturned,butthedoorwouldnotopen。Thetrainmoved,theyoungladydartedtoanothercarriage。