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Awakening and To Let
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第8章

"Happytoseeyou!"hesaid。

Theyoungman,whohadbeenturninghisheadfromsidetoside,becametransfixed。"Isay!"hesaid,"’some’picture!"

Soamessaw,withmixedsensations,thathehadaddressedtheremarktotheGoyacopy。

"Yes,"hesaiddryly,"that’snotaGoya。It’sacopy。Ihaditpaintedbecauseitremindedmeofmydaughter。"

"ByJove!IthoughtIknewtheface,sir。Isshehere?"

ThefranknessofhisinterestalmostdisarmedSoames。

"She’llbeinaftertea,"hesaid。"Shallwegoroundthepictures?"

AndSoamesbeganthatroundwhichnevertiredhim。Hehadnotanticipatedmuchintelligencefromonewhohadmistakenacopyforanoriginal,butastheypassedfromsectiontosection,periodtoperiod,hewasstartledbytheyoungman’sfrankandrelevantremarks。Nativelyshrewdhimself,andevensensuousbeneathhismask,Soameshadnotspentthirty—eightyearsoverhisonehobbywithoutknowingsomethingmoreaboutpicturesthantheirmarketvalues。Hewas,asitwere,themissinglinkbetweentheartistandthecommercialpublic。Artforart’ssakeandallthat,ofcourse,wascant。Butaestheticsandgoodtastewerenecessary。Theappreciationofenoughpersonsofgoodtastewaswhatgaveaworkofartitspermanentmarketvalue,orinotherwordsmadeit"aworkofart。"Therewasnorealcleavage。Andhewassufficientlyaccustomedtosheep—likeandunseeingvisitors,tobeintriguedbyonewhodidnothesitatetosayofMauve:"Goodoldhaystacks!"orofJamesMaris:"Didn’thejustpaintandpaper’em!Mathewwastherealswell,sir;youcoulddigintohissurfaces!"ItwasaftertheyoungmanhadwhistledbeforeaWhistler,withthewords,"D’youthinkheeverreallysawanakedwoman,sir?"thatSoamesremarked:

"Whatareyou,Mr。Mont,ifImayask?"

"I,sir?Iwasgoingtobeapainter,buttheWarknockedthat。

Theninthetrenches,youknow,IusedtodreamoftheStockExchange,snugandwarmandjustnoisyenough。ButthePeaceknockedthat,sharesseemoff,don’tthey?I’veonlybeendemobbedaboutayear。Whatdoyourecommend,sir?"

"Haveyougotmoney?"

"Well,"answeredtheyoungman,"I’vegotafather;IkepthimaliveduringtheWar,sohe’sboundtokeepmealivenow。Though,ofcourse,there’sthequestionwhetherheoughttobeallowedtohangontohisproperty。Whatdoyouthinkaboutthat,sir?"

Soames,paleanddefensive,smiled。

"TheoldmanhasfitswhenItellhimhemayhavetoworkyet。He’sgotland,youknow;it’safataldisease。"

"ThisismyrealGoya,"saidSoamesdryly。

"ByGeorge!Hewasaswell。IsawaGoyainMunichoncethatbowledmemiddlestump。Amostevil—lookingoldwomaninthemostgorgeouslace。Hemadenocompromisewiththepublictaste。Thatoldboywas’some’explosive;hemusthavesmashedupalotofconventioninhisday。Couldn’thejustpaint!HemakesVelasquezstiff,don’tyouthink?"

"IhavenoVelasquez,"saidSoames。

Theyoungmanstared。"No,"hesaid;"onlynationsorprofiteerscanaffordhim,Isuppose。Isay,whyshouldn’tallthebankruptnationsselltheirVelasquezandTitiansandotherswellstotheprofiteersbyforce,andthenpassalawthatanyonewhoholdsapicturebyanOldMaster——seeschedule——musthangitinapublicgallery?Thereseemssomethinginthat。"

"Shallwegodowntotea?"saidSoames。

Theyoungman’searsseemedtodrooponhisskull。’He’snotdense,’

thoughtSoames,followinghimoffthepremises。

Goya,withhissatiricandsurpassingprecision,hisoriginal"line,"

andthedaringofhislightandshade,couldhavereproducedtoadmirationthegroupassembledroundAnnette’stea—trayintheingle—

nookbelow。Healone,perhaps,ofpainterswouldhavedonejusticetothesunlightfilteringthroughascreenofcreeper,tothelovelypallorofbrass,theoldcutglasses,thethinslicesoflemoninpaleambertea;justicetoAnnetteinherblacklaceydress;therewassomethingofthefairSpaniardinherbeauty,thoughitlackedthespiritualityofthatraretype;toWinifred’sgrey—haired,corsetedsolidity;toSoames,ofacertaingreyandflat—cheekeddistinction;tothevivaciousMichaelMont,pointedinearandeye;

toImogen,dark,lusciousofglance,growingalittlestout;toProsperProfond,withhisexpressionaswhoshouldsay,"Well,Mr。

Goya,what’stheuseofpaintin’thissmallparty?"finally,toJackCardigan,withhisshiningstareandtannedsanguinitybetrayingthemovingprinciple:"I’mEnglish,andIlivetobefit。"

Curious,bytheway,thatImogen,whoasagirlhaddeclaredsolemnlyonedayatTimothy’sthatshewouldnevermarryagoodman——theyweresodull——shouldhavemarriedJackCardigan,inwhomhealthhadsodestroyedalltracesoforiginalsin,thatshemighthaveretiredtorestwithtenthousandotherEnglishmenwithoutknowingthedifferencefromtheoneshehadchosentoreposebeside。"Oh!"shewouldsayofhim,inher"amusing"way,"Jackkeepshimselfsofearfullyfit;he’sneverhadaday’sillnessinhislife。HewentrightthroughtheWarwithoutafinger—ache。Youreallycan’timaginehowfitheis!"Indeed,hewasso"fit"thathecouldn’tseewhenshewasflirting,whichwassuchacomfortinaway。Allthesameshewasquitefondofhim,sofarasonecouldbeofasports—

machine,andofthetwolittleCardigansmadeafterhispattern。HereyesjustthenwerecomparinghimmaliciouslywithProsperProfond。

Therewasno"small"sportorgamewhichMonsieurProfondhadnotplayedattoo,itseemed,fromskittlestotarpon—fishing,andwornouteveryone。ImogenwouldsometimeswishthattheyhadwornoutJack,whocontinuedtoplayatthemandtalkofthemwiththesimplezealofaschool—girllearninghockey;attheageofGreat—uncleTimothyshewellknewthatJackwouldbeplayingcarpetgolfinherbedroom,and"wipingsomebody’seye。"

Hewastellingthemnowhowhehad"pippedthepro——acharmin’

fellow,playin’averygoodgame,"atthelastholethismorning;andhowhehadpulleddowntoCavershamsincelunch,andtryingtoinciteProsperProfondtoplayhimasetoftennisaftertea——dohimgood—

"keephimfit。

"Butwhat’stheuseofkeepin’fit?"saidMonsieurProfond。

"Yes,sir,"murmuredMichaelMont,"whatdoyoukeepfitfor?"

"Jack,"criedImogen,enchanted,"whatdoyoukeepfitfor?"

JackCardiganstaredwithallhishealth。Thequestionswerelikethebuzzofamosquito,andheputuphishandtowipethemaway。

DuringtheWar,ofcourse,hehadkeptfittokillGermans;nowthatitwasoverheeitherdidnotknow,orshrankindelicacyfromexplanationofhismovingprinciple。

"Buthe’sright,"saidMonsieurProfondunexpectedly,"there’snothin’leftbutkeepin’fit。"

Thesaying,toodeepforSundayafternoon,wouldhavepassedunanswered,butforthemercurialnatureofyoungMont。

"Good!"hecried。"That’sthegreatdiscoveryoftheWar。Weallthoughtwewereprogressing——nowweknowwe’reonlychanging。"

"Fortheworse,"saidMonsieurProfondgenially。

"Howyouarecheerful,Prosper!"murmuredAnnette。

"Youcomeandplaytennis!"saidJackCardigan;"you’vegotthehump。

We’llsoontakethatdown。D’youplay,Mr。Mont?"

"Ihittheballabout,sir。"

AtthisjunctureSoamesrose,ruffledinthatdeepinstinctofpreparationforthefuturewhichguidedhisexistence。

"WhenFleurcomes——"heheardJackCardigansay。

Ah!andwhydidn’tshecome?Hepassedthroughdrawing—room,hall,andporchoutontothedrive,andstoodtherelisteningforthecar。

AllwasstillandSundayfied;thelilacsinfullflowerscentedtheair。Therewerewhiteclouds,likethefeathersofducksgildedbythesunlight。MemoryofthedaywhenFleurwasborn,andhehadwaitedinsuchagonywithherlifeandhermother’sbalancedinhishands,cametohimsharply。Hehadsavedherthen,tobetheflowerofhislife。Andnow!wasshegoingtogivehimtrouble——pain——givehimtrouble?Hedidnotlikethelookofthings!Ablackbirdbrokeinonhisreveriewithaneveningsong——agreatbigfellowupinthatacacia—tree。Soameshadtakenquiteaninterestinhisbirdsoflateyears;heandFleurwouldwalkroundandwatchthem;hereyesweresharpasneedles,andshekneweverynest。Hesawherdog,aretriever,lyingonthedriveinapatchofsunlight,andcalledtohim。"Hallo,oldfellow—waitingforhertoo!"Thedogcameslowlywithagrudgingtail,andSoamesmechanicallylaidapatonhishead。

Thedog,thebird,thelilac,allwerepartofFleurforhim;nomore,noless。’Toofondofher!’hethought,’toofond!’Hewaslikeamanuninsured,withhisshipsatsea。Uninsuredagain——asinthatothertime,solongago,whenhewouldwanderdumbandjealousinthewildernessofLondon,longingforthatwoman——hisfrstwife——

themotherofthisinfernalboy。Ah!Therewasthecaratlast!Itdrewup,ithadluggage,butnoFleur。

"MissFleuriswalkingup,sir,bythetowing—path。"

Walkingallthosemiles?Soamesstared。Theman’sfacehadthebeginningofasmileonit。Whatwashegrinningat?Andveryquicklyheturned,saying,"Allright,Sims!"andwentintothehouse。Hemountedtothepicture—galleryoncemore。Hehadfromthereaviewoftheriverbank,andstoodwithhiseyesfixedonit,obliviousofthefactthatitwouldbeanhouratleastbeforeherfigureshowedthere。Walkingup!Andthatfellow’sgrin!Theboy——!

Heturnedabruptlyfromthewindow。Hecouldn’tspyonher。Ifshewantedtokeepthingsfromhim——shemust;hecouldnotspyonher。

Hisheartfeltempty,andbitternessmountedfromitintohisverymouth。ThestaccatoshoutsofJackCardiganpursuingtheball,thelaughofyoungMontroseinthestillnessandcamein。HehopedtheyweremakingthatchapProfondrun。Andthegirlin"LaVendimia"

stoodwithherarmakimboaridherdreamyeyeslookingpasthim。

’I’vedoneallIcouldforyou,’hethought,’sinceyouwerenohigherthanmyknee。Youaren’tgoingto——to——hurtme,areyou?’

ButtheGoyacopyanswerednot,brilliantincolourjustbeginningtotonedown。’There’snoreallifeinit,’thoughtSoames。’Whydoesn’tshecome?’

X

TRIO

AmongthosefourForsytesofthethird,and,asonemightsay,fourthgeneration,atWansdonundertheDowns,aweek—endprolongeduntotheninthdayhadstretchedthecrossingthreadsoftenacityalmosttosnapping—point。NeverhadFleurbeenso"fine,"Hollysowatchful,Valsostable—secretive,Jonsosilentanddisturbed。Whathelearnedoffarminginthatweekmighthavebeenbalancedonthepointofapenknifeandpuffedoff。He,whosenaturewasessentiallyaversefromintrigue,andwhoseadorationofFleurdisposedhimtothinkthatanyneedforconcealingitwas"skittles,"chafedandfretted,yetobeyed,takingwhatreliefhecouldinthefewmomentswhentheywerealone。OnThursday,whiletheywerestandinginthebaywindowofthedrawing—room,dressedfordinner,shesaidtohim:

"Jon,I’mgoinghomeonSundaybythe3。40fromPaddington;ifyouweretogohomeonSaturdayyoucouldcomeuponSundayandtakemedown,andjustgetbackherebythelasttrain,after。Youweregoinghomeanyway,weren’tyou?"

Jonnodded。

"Anythingtobewithyou,"hesaid;"onlywhyneedIpretend——"

Fleurslippedherlittlefingerintohispalm:

"Youhavenoinstinct,Jon;youmustleavethingstome。It’sseriousaboutourpeople。We’vesimplygottobesecretatpresent,ifwewanttobetogether。"Thedoorwasopened,andsheaddedloudly:"Youareaduffer,Jon。"

SomethingturnedoverwithinJon;hecouldnotbearthissubterfugeaboutafeelingsonatural,sooverwhelming,andsosweet。

OnFridaynightaboutelevenhehadpackedhisbag,andwasleaningoutofhiswindow,halfmiserable,andhalflostinadreamofPaddingtonstation,whenheheardatinysound,asofafinger—nailtappingonhisdoor。Herushedtoitandlistened。Againthesound。

Itwasanail。Heopened。Oh!Whatalovelythingcamein!

"Iwantedtoshowyoumyfancydress,"itsaid,andstruckanattitudeatthefootofhisbed。

Jondrewalongbreathandleanedagainstthedoor。Theapparitionworewhitemuslinonitshead,afichurounditsbareneckoverawine—coloureddress,fulledoutbelowitsslenderwaist。

Itheldonearmakimbo,andtheotherraised,right—angled,holdingafanwhichtoucheditshead。

"Thisoughttobeabasketofgrapes,"itwhispered,"butIhaven’tgotithere。It’smyGoyadress。Andthisistheattitudeinthepicture。Doyoulikeit?"

"It’sadream。"

Theapparitionpirouetted。"Touchit,andsee。"

Jonkneltdownandtooktheskirtreverently。

"Grapecolour,"camethewhisper,"allgrapes——LaVendimia——thevintage。"

Jon’sfingersscarcelytouchedeachsideofthewaist;helookedup,withadoringeyes。

"Oh!Jon,"itwhispered;bent,kissedhisforehead,pirouettedagain,and,glidingout,wasgone。

Jonstayedonhisknees,andhisheadfellforwardagainstthebed。

Howlonghestayedlikethathedidnotknow。Thelittlenoises——ofthetappingnail,thefeet,theskirtsrustling——asinadream——wentonabouthim;andbeforehisclosedeyesthefigurestoodandsmiledandwhispered,afaintperfumeofnarcissuslingeringintheair。

Andhisforeheadwhereithadbeenkissedhadalittlecoolplacebetweenthebrows,liketheimprintofaflower。Lovefilledhissoul,thatloveofboyforgirlwhichknowssolittle,hopessomuch,wouldnotbrushthedownofffortheworld,andmustbecomeintimeafragrantmemory——asearingpassion——ahumdrummateship——or,onceinmanytimes,vintagefullandsweetwithsunsetcolouronthegrapes。

EnoughhasbeensaidaboutJonForsytehereandinanotherplacetoshowwhatlongmarcheslaybetweenhimandhisgreat—great—

grandfather,thefirstJolyon,inDorsetdownbythesea。Jonwassensitiveasagirl,moresensitivethannineoutoftengirlsoftheday;imaginativeasoneofhishalf—sisterJune’s"lameduck"

painters;affectionateasasonofhisfatherandhismothernaturallywouldbe。Andyet,inhisinnertissue,therewassomethingoftheoldfounderofhisfamily,asecrettenacityofsoul,adreadofshowinghisfeelings,adeterminationnottoknowwhenhewasbeaten。Sensitive,imaginative,affectionateboysgetabadtimeatschool,butJonhadinstinctivelykepthisnaturedark,andbeenbutnormallyunhappythere。Onlywithhismotherhadhe,uptillthen,beenabsolutelyfrankandnatural;andwhenhewenthometoRobinHillthatSaturdayhisheartwasheavybecauseFleurhadsaidthathemustnotbefrankandnaturalwithherfromwhomhehadneveryetkeptanything,mustnoteventellherthattheyhadmetagain,unlesshefoundthatsheknewalready。SointolerabledidthisseemtohimthathewasveryneartotelegraphinganexcuseandstayingupinLondon。Andthefirstthinghismothersaidtohimwas:

"Soyou’vehadourlittlefriendoftheconfectioner’sthere,Jon。

Whatisshelikeonsecondthoughts?"

Withrelief,andahighcolour,Jonanswered:

"Oh!awfullyjolly,Mum。"

Herarmpressedhis。

JonhadneverlovedhersomuchasinthatminutewhichseemedtofalsifyFleur’sfearsandtoreleasehissoul。Heturnedtolookather,butsomethinginhersmilingface——somethingwhichonlyheperhapswouldhavecaught——stoppedthewordsbubblingupinhim。

Couldfeargowithasmile?Ifso,therewasfearinherface。AndoutofJontumbledquiteotherwords,aboutfarming,Holly,andtheDowns。Talkingfast,hewaitedforhertocomebacktoFleur。Butshedidnot。Nordidhisfathermentionher,thoughofcoursehe,too,mustknow。Whatdeprivation,andkillingofrealitywasinhissilenceaboutFleur——whenhewassofullofher;whenhismotherwassofullofJon,andhisfathersofullofhismother!AndsothetriospenttheeveningofthatSaturday。

Afterdinnerhismotherplayed;sheseemedtoplayallthethingshelikedbest,andhesatwithonekneeclasped,andhishairstandingupwherehisfingershadrunthroughit。Hegazedathismotherwhilesheplayed,buthesawFleur——Fleurinthemoonlitorchard,Fleurinthesunlitgravel—pit,Fleurinthatfancydress,swaying,whispering,stooping,kissinghisforehead。Once,whilehelistened,heforgothimselfandglancedathisfatherinthatothereasychair。

WhatwasDadlookinglikethatfor?Theexpressiononhisfacewassosadandpuzzling。Itfilledhimwithasortofremorse,sothathegotupandwentandsatonthearmofhisfather’schair。Fromtherehecouldnotseehisface;andagainhesawFleur——inhismother’shands,slimandwhiteonthekeys,intheprofileofherfaceandherpowderyhair;anddownthelongroomintheopenwindowwheretheMaynightwalkedoutside。

Whenhewentuptobedhismothercameintohisroom。Shestoodatthewindow,andsaid:

"Thosecypressesyourgrandfatherplanteddowntherehavedonewonderfully。Ialwaysthinktheylookbeautifulunderadroppingmoon。Iwishyouhadknownyourgrandfather,Jon。"

"Wereyoumarriedtofatherwhenhewasalive?"askedJonsuddenly。

"No,dear;hediedin’92——veryold——eighty—five,Ithink。"

"IsFatherlikehim?"

"Alittle,butmoresubtle,andnotquitesosolid。"

"Iknow,fromgrandfather’sportrait;whopaintedthat?"

"OneofJune’s’lameducks。’Butit’squitegood。"

Jonslippedhishandthroughhismother’sarm。"Tellmeaboutthefamilyquarrel,Mum。"

Hefeltherarmquivering。"No,dear;that’sforyourFathersomeday,ifhethinksfit。"

"Thenitwasserious,"saidJon,withacatchinhisbreath。

"Yes。"Andtherewasasilence,duringwhichneitherknewwhetherthearmorthehandwithinitwerequiveringmost。

"Somepeople,"saidIrenesoftly,"thinkthemoononherbackisevil;tomeshe’salwayslovely。Lookatthosecypressshadows!

Jon,FathersayswemaygotoItaly,youandI,fortwomonths。

Wouldyoulike?"

Jontookhishandfromunderherarm;hissensationwassosharpandsoconfused。Italywithhismother!Afortnightagoitwouldhavebeenperfection;nowitfilledhimwithdismay;hefeltthatthesuddensuggestionhadtodowithFleur。Hestammeredout:

"Oh!yes;only——Idon’tknow。OughtI——nowI’vejustbegun?I’dliketothinkitover。"

Hervoiceanswered,coolandgentle:

"Yes,dear;thinkitover。Butbetternowthanwhenyou’vebegunfarmingseriously。Italywithyou!Itwouldbenice!"

Jonputhisarmroundherwaist,stillslimandfirmasagirl’s。

"DoyouthinkyououghttoleaveFather?"hesaidfeebly,feelingverymean。

"Fathersuggestedit;hethinksyououghttoseeItalyatleastbeforeyousettledowntoanything。"

ThesenseofmeannessdiedinJon;heknew,yes——heknew——thathisfatherandhismotherwerenotspeakingfrankly,nomorethanhehimself。TheywantedtokeephimfromFleur。Hishearthardened。

And,asifshefeltthatprocessgoingon,hismothersaid:

"Good—night,darling。Haveagoodsleepandthinkitover。Butitwouldbelovely!"

Shepressedhimtohersoquicklythathedidnotseeherface。Jonstoodfeelingexactlyasheusedtowhenhewasanaughtylittleboy;

sorebecausehewasnotloving,andbecausehewasjustifiedinhisowneyes。

ButIrene,aftershehadstoodamomentinherownroom,passedthroughthedressing—roombetweenitandherhusband’s。

"Well?"

"Hewillthinkitover,Jolyon。"

Watchingherlipsthatworealittledrawnsmile,Jolyonsaidquietly:

"Youhadbetterletmetellhim,andhavedonewithit。Afterall,Jonhastheinstinctsofagentleman。Hehasonlytounderstand——"

"Only!Hecan’tunderstand;that’simpossible。"

"IbelieveIcouldhaveathisage。"

Irenecaughthishand。"YouwerealwaysmoreofarealistthanJon;

andneversoinnocent。"

"That’strue,"saidJolyon。"It’squeer,isn’tit?YouandIwouldtellourstoriestotheworldwithoutaparticleofshame;butourownboystumpsus。"

"We’venevercaredwhethertheworldapprovesornot。"

"Jonwouldnotdisapproveofus!"

"Oh!Jolyon,yes。He’sinlove,Ifeelhe’sinlove。Andhe’dsay:

’Mymotheroncemarriedwithoutlove!Howcouldshehave!’It’llseemtohimacrime!Andsoitwas!"

Jolyontookherhand,andsaidwithawrysmile:

"Ah!whyoneartharewebornyoung?Now,ifonlywewerebornoldandgrewyoungeryearbyyear,weshouldunderstandhowthingshappen,anddropallourcursedintolerance。Butyouknowiftheboyisreallyinlove,hewon’tforget,evenifhegoestoItaly。We’reatenaciousbreed;andhe’llknowbyinstinctwhyhe’sbeingsent。

Nothingwillreallycurehimbuttheshockofbeingtold。"

"Letmetry,anyway。"

Jolyonstoodamomentwithoutspeaking。Betweenthisdevilandthisdeepsea——thepainofadreadeddisclosureandthegriefoflosinghiswifefortwomonths——hesecretlyhopedforthedevil;yetifshewishedforthedeepseahemustputupwithit。Afterall,itwouldbetrainingforthatdeparturefromwhichtherewouldbenoreturn。

And,takingherinhisarms,hekissedhereyes,andsaid:

"Asyouwill,mylove。"

XI

DUET

That"small"emotion,love,growsamazinglywhenthreatenedwithextinction。JonreachedPaddingtonstationhalfanhourbeforehistimeandafullweekafter,asitseemedtohim。Hestoodattheappointedbookstall,amidacrowdofSundaytravellers,inaHarristweedsuitexhaling,asitwere,theemotionofhisthumpingheart。

Hereadthenamesofthenovelsonthebook—stall,andboughtoneatlast,toavoidbeingregardedwithsuspicionbythebook—stallclerk。

Itwascalled"TheHeartoftheTrail!"whichmustmeansomething,thoughitdidnotseemto。Healsobought"TheLady’sMirror"and"TheLandsman。"Everyminutewasanhourlong,andfullofhorridimaginings。Afternineteenhadpassed,hesawherwithabagandaporterwheelingherluggage。Shecameswiftly;shecamecool。Shegreetedhimasifhewereabrother。

"Firstclass,"shesaidtotheporter,"cornerseats;opposite。"

Jonadmiredherfrightfulself—possession。

"Can’twegetacarriagetoourselves,"hewhispered。

"Nogood;it’sastoppingtrain。AfterMaidenheadperhaps。Looknatural,Jon。"

Jonscrewedhisfeaturesintoascowl。Theygotin——withtwootherbeasts!——oh!heaven!Hetippedtheporterunnaturally,inhisconfusion。Thebrutedeservednothingforputtingtheminthere,andlookingasifheknewallaboutitintothebargain。

Fleurhidherselfbehind"TheLady’sMirror。"Jonimitatedherbehind"TheLandsman。"Thetrainstarted。Fleurlet"TheLady’sMirror"fallandleanedforward。

"Well?"shesaid。

"It’sseemedaboutfifteendays。"

Shenodded,andJon’sfacelightedupatonce。

"Looknatural,"murmuredFleur,andwentoffintoabubbleoflaughter。Ithurthim。HowcouldhelooknaturalwithItalyhangingoverhim?Hehadmeanttobreakittohergently,butnowheblurteditout。

"TheywantmetogotoItalywithMotherfortwomonths。"

Fleurdroopedhereyelids;turnedalittlepale,andbitherlips。

"Oh!"shesaid。Itwasall,butitwasmuch。

That"Oh!"waslikethequickdrawbackofthewristinfencingreadyforriposte。Itcame。

"Youmustgo!"

"Go?"saidJoninastrangledvoice。

"Ofcourse。"

"But——twomonths——it’sghastly。"

"No,"saidFleur,"sixweeks。You’llhaveforgottenmebythen。

We’llmeetintheNationalGallerythedayafteryougetback。"

Jonlaughed。

"Butsupposeyou’veforgottenme,"hemutteredintothenoiseofthetrain。

Fleurshookherhead。

"Someotherbeast——"murmuredJon。

Herfoottouchedhis。

"Nootherbeast,"shesaid,lifting"TheLady’sMirror。"

Thetrainstopped;twopassengersgotout,andonegotin。

’Ishalldie,’thoughtJon,’ifwe’renotaloneatall。’

Thetrainwenton;andagainFleurleanedforward。

"Ineverletgo,"shesaid;"doyou?"

Jonshookhisheadvehemently。

"Never!"hesaid。"Willyouwritetome?"

"No;butyoucan——tomyClub。"

ShehadaClub;shewaswonderful!

"DidyoupumpHolly?"hemuttered。

"Yes,butIgotnothing。Ididn’tdarepumphard。"

"Whatcanitbe?"criedJon。

"Ishallfindoutallright。"

AlongsilencefollowedtillFleursaid:"ThisisMaidenhead;standby,Jon!"

Thetrainstopped。Theremainingpassengergotout。Fleurdrewdownherblind。

"Quick!"shecried。"Hangout!Lookasmuchofabeastasyoucan。"

Jonblewhisnose,andscowled;neverinallhislifehadhescowledlikethat!Anoldladyrecoiled,ayoungonetriedthehandle。Itturned,butthedoorwouldnotopen。Thetrainmoved,theyoungladydartedtoanothercarriage。

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